August 21, 2008 - 5:43am — Kanaf
DRAMAPHOBES. GO AWAY. THANK YOU.
why dont we... i dunno, explain what psychological things were going on when this happened. what happened to make Fulu leave Darcy and go to Zilant, and what made Zilant come up to Fulu, and what Darcy thought about all of it...
i hate being left in the dark as far as psychology goes. i want to know what was going through their heads, and ill explain what Fulu was thinking in comparison 8>
its kinda dumb, but i would like to know. if youre not comfortable going into it, thats fine, ill take this down...
Um...RP RELATED DRAMA ALERT
…I try ><
Anyways...Psychological things? -_o I don’t know what it’s gonna solve. I mean, I’m curious too…like I said before I study this stuff and it fascinates me XD So I guess if it’s just for the mutual love of how the brain works then I’ll go along with it. I honestly don’t know where to start though @_@ Little help, maybe? -squeak-
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rawr... hmm, i dont think
pffff... i dont know where to start either... howabout... well, i think it should start when Zilant came into the picture... i wanna know how that made Darcy feel, and i wanna know why Zilant came in. and once youve explained all that, ill explain how Fulu felt during that.. time... period? XD i dont know, but yeah... maybe we should start there
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Welll…ok. Lets
Lets see…Actually, no. I don’t want to start there. I want to start with why Darcy was pushing her away. I admit he was angry that she kept blaming herself and found the idea ridiculous, but he GOT angry because he liked her and of course didn’t like seeing her beat herself up. Oh course he said things he regrets >< He was angry, heartbroken, confused and under a lot of pressure. It was around that time he noticed Zilant coming around to comfort her. He thought, in anger, fine…let him pick up the pieces. Maybe he could give her happiness that he just couldn’t right now. He didn’t really…think…she would get over it so fast. I mean, surely after this she would be more cautious in love. But then we saw journals about her getting closer to him…-sigh- Remember when he said something about making decisions without him? That was one of the things he meant. It was like before he even gave a final answer about how he felt after the that of the moment cooled down and his head was clearer, Fulu was already running off with someone else! Again, it made him felt like he had cared more than she had, that put him in a very awkward, surreal position =/ He didn’t have a choice. Things were moving on without him, and at a pace he couldn’t keep up with…
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ahh... now ill
Fulu... well, she knew he was getting angry at her for blaming herself. She tried to say that she would stop, but I guess Darcy was a little too peeved to think she was telling the truth (am i right or wrong?). And it has a little something to do with her past as well. I think you already know that her mother was very defensive. If someone was picking on her, she would fight her battles. Since her mother did that, she never quite knew how to defend and stand up for herself. She's always counted on someone else to do that for her. And obviously, Skokey knows better, so he didn't fight for her. As I mentioned in Hanging Flowers, he thought she was old enough to make her own decisions, so he let it go. But this isn't about him. Anyway, since Darcy decided to push her away, she didn't know how to deal with it. She thought he actually wanted her to leave, so she left.
Once Zilant came to comfort her, she was pretty ginger about getting too close to him. I mean, he was a total stranger, why would he care so much? She let him cheer her up, and soon she found him kindof attractive. She still thought Darcy wanted her out of his way, so she decided to hang around Zilant for a little longer, seeing how things went. Unfortunately, she was stupid enough to develop a crush on him... She was still wondering how Darcy felt, but she felt happier now that she knew there was someone to be there for her. She was lonely and confused, and he was there. Add two and two together, and we ended up with that. She never expected to heal so quickly, even though her heart is still broken. She keeps learning truths that she never knew before, and now it's too later to make her choices correct again.
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So basically...Darcy is one
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... did it sound like i said
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I guess I should speak for
Well, as Wyvern's younger brother, he saw a lot of this story unfold right in front of his eyes. He felt horrible for his sister, being unable to comfort her as a sibling should, but also for the others involved. He never fully understood the relationship between Darcy and Fulu, but he kept catching glimpses of Fulu here and there. If anything, he probably wondered as to why an older stag would be with such a younger doe. He, being a young stag, probably found her to be beautiful right from the start, and it hurt him to see her hide behind a crying mask. However, when he first approached her, he approached her only as a gentleman, nothing more. He would have done the same for any other doe, or stag for that matter, if only Darcy hadn't upset him with what he had done to Wyvern. He wished for her to be happy and tried his best to make her smile. But, inevitably, as he spent more and more time with Fulu, he soon began to develop sincere feelings for her.
No, you didn’t say
Crap…I typed up this long thing…about why Darcy felt like he did about Fulu…but…I realize now it would be a stupid thing to post. It doesn’t matter, heh. She needs to forget about him and be happy with Zilant. Wyvern…-sigh- I don’t know. I don’t get why she’s hanging around this abusive relationship @@ And yes, that’s exactly what it is. I wish she could find more friends and move on without him, because.I dunno, I just don’t think he’s every going to feel that way again, honestly and truly. We tried, we failed >< And I hate seeing her being dragged through this.
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i would... still like to
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-whine- Don't you think that
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Skokey, I think it is safe
(Yes, I've been reading this. I'm curious, too.
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And I feel left out when
okay okay, thats fine... i
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I only feel the urge to say
I'm never gonna go to sleep tonight, ugghhh.
YOUR SUCH A STALKER KUMIKO XD
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Me? A stalker? Never! I'm
I'm just a very curious. You drew me like a cat after all and you know how that phrase goes: "Curiosity did something amazing to the cat."
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LOL KUMIKO YOU WEIRDO XD naw
just to make it clear... i wasnt asking if Darcy told Fulu why he loved her, i was asking if you could tell me why he loved her. but thats... kinda silly since Darcy IS you and Fulu IS me XD oh well, i dont have to know... i agree, we probably shouldnt go there O_o
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-giggle- Oh yeaaah, I guess
That...confused me Skokey XDD It was about why he loved her. I mean, if you REAAALLY want to know and think you can handle it I'll tell you but I think it'll just make you feel worse and I feel bad enough
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wow, then i REALLY
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Extreme?....like....ah....er.
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well, ill leave it up to you
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Well, Kumiko isn't the only
To pray is to believe, to believe is to purify one's soul
To pray is to believe, to believe is to purify one's soul
this has been very
What is? What's going on? *tries to look*
when you're older you'll get it >>;
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your metaphor is cutting into my cankles! >:C
I haven't gone insane......I've gone awesome.
"Curiosity killed the cat,