October 19, 2008 - 3:33am — Kanaf
I... I do not know what to say... I feel... overjoyed... Enough to dance and jump, even. But I... I cannot help but feel... guilty...
Xylia... My sweet, Peacock doe... you found it in your heart to love me... A colorless, glassy-eyed recluse... One who never experienced true emotion... Until meeting you... And you found yourself to love another. One who was kinder than I, one who was more giving, more willing to give you what you need... Yet you chose me...
You cannot imagine how shocked I was... To hear your words... Your... Your choice... I thought for sure it would be him...
My heart feels full... now that I know I have found love... I never thought this would ever happen to me... However, my conscience is also full... for Lorak had truly fallen for you... And his wish was denied...
How I wish I could make it all disappear. I knew there was still tension between us. Even after we had gotten along so well, I knew there was tension. Jealousy. I knew he didn't want you to love me...
Lorak. I know your world has turned for the worst. In all honesty, I assured myself she would choose you. Do not lose hope. Perhaps you will meet someone better suited for you. The world will not end simply because you have love lost. You will find another. You can be sure of that.
Xylia. I cannot tell you how happy this makes me. I cannot express it in words, and obviously I cannot tell you how I feel. I hope that I can meet your expectations, and do keep in mind... I am but a normal deer. Flawed, and able to make mistakes. I hope I can count on you for support, should anything come across our paths. And no matter what, never forget, that I will support you... You can have no doubt of that...
Ever wandering,
Vessel, the Dream Watcher
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sorry,Sarie and Dannii both wrote something. obviously there are three points to a love triangle! so heres what Vessel thinks of all this.
to be honest, i AM surprised. i really thought Xy would choose Lorak. but i hear a certain Dannii convinced Sarie to choose Vessel XD
Vessel. Ilu. Deanna. Ilu
:'D Poor Vessel. <333 BUT HEY. I WANTED VESSANDXYTOBETOGETHERKAY;3 I felt it was only fair. Just because.
X"D Somehow I doubt Lorak will love someone again...
...Well, not any time soon c:
...ILU.
-- Dannii <3
Sententia - Where Reality and Fantasy Merge
tellmewhyplease. im curious
ilu too beb <3333 LOL i dont think Vessel ever said the word "soon" XD
well, Lorak doesnt have to know that O_o XD
<3333
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The Butterfly
The Bird
The Watcher
8D I have no
Well,almost no idea. :]
I think it was cuz Xylia and Vessel have known eachother longer (um...I think.) and I just feel that Vessel and Xy deserve eachother moarrr <3...Plus, emo Lorak is fun. c: *shot*
8DDDkickVesselin.*shotshotshot*:'D
-- Dannii <3
Sententia - Where Reality and Fantasy Merge
not really... Vessel and
BAH LOL i dont think i should. Vessel would be all like ".... hi" and Lorak would be all "RAWR *eats*" XD
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The Butterfly
The Bird
The Watcher
LOL XD Ah, well, VessXy is
..>D
.....Nah, Im kidding <3 Lorak wouldnt nom Vessel. He'd probably be all. "...*bows*...>.>...*cry*"
X"D
If there's one thing he's good at, it's keeping his emotions locked away.
....Unless he's at the graveyard.
-- Dannii <3
Sententia - Where Reality and Fantasy Merge
For now the Crying Idol can
XDD Hell yes. -- Dannii
-- Dannii <3
Sententia - Where Reality and Fantasy Merge
XYLIA SAYS HI FROM THE
-armflail-
lol ilu both. XD lolDannii was just all. 'pick Vessel. now.'
So I was all. 'lol k.' And Xy was all. 'I NEED MORE TIME'
Emo Lorak gets hugs from Sarie. C:
.......... PICTURE TIME
I THINK. After I update Xy's bio ;D ;D -nudgewink-
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Updates/Biographies/Photo
LOLKICKXYINNAOPLZ VESSEL IS
VESSEL IS IN
PICTOLESS
LORAK HAD NO IDEA D: BUT THEY NUZZLED. IT WAS HARD. AKWWARD SILENCE.
...Poor Lorak :'D Imma make him possessed.
-- Dannii <3
Sententia - Where Reality and Fantasy Merge