But lately I've been feeling like I'm the shittiest person to RP with in the world. I love roleplaying with everyone, I'm like anyone else but lately I've just felt like I cannot compare to those that I have come to love and know. I feel like I'm just a third wheel, and extra baggage at times with the friends I RP with now. I have had plenty of good RPs in the past, and maybe it's just me being depressed that's getting to me but who knows.
I just feel like I'm not up to par with others that I have RP'd with or want to RP with. I feel like I'm just not in the game and all that. I want to RP, I really do... I want a nice, big plot filled juicy RP but I just don't want to ruin it with my depressing thoughts or well everything else. I would love to do something with Nightmare, but again... I just don't feel right DOING anything with him. I have something coming up with him with someone (They know who they are) but that's probably about it with what I'll do with him.
I just don't know what to do anymore, again I want to RP but I'm just so unsure of myself. Maybe I should just move on and forget the idea of it and just spend and invest my time into Stories.