the pattering of deer feet make you smile,
you giggle when you spam someone else unnexpectantly,
the day your deer grows is something you will remember,
The foes you make in the forest will not last,
But friends will last a lifetime,
The forest itself is a peaceful loving place,
To retrieve from the real and step a foot into a fantasy gives you a sigh of relieve,
Dancing,jumping,and running around as free spirits with no rules to be had ,
Makes us feel welcome into this land.

TO getovaholyourself

I rarely get pissed at people i try to remain oppen minded but PISS off i never asked for anyone to comment it actually helps me to vent to get this stuff out. And how dare you you say i wrote that to get comments for my brother. You do not know me and how i deal with things . I am very insulted at what you wrote.

To other readers i am sorry if i write constantly about my brothers death its something that helps me vent

You sit sit and stare at nothing particular,
the ouside world looks at you like a statue,
little do they know of the caos of memorie,questions,and feelings in your head,
You sit and wonder why???
Why is he gone?? Why him???
The pain haunts your every thought,
For when you think of the future and what couldve been`````
The reality stabs you like a knife over and over again,
Your afraid to move sometimes cause one movement might cost you your control of yourself,
To try to regain composure and push it away is next to impossible,
But it never goes away the thought and the memories stay with you.
Talking to someone about this loss is hard cause how do you make anyone understand this pain?
The answer is you cant explain it.
Someone says go out with friends it will make you feel better hmph
The people around you are happy and your well not its just feels weird cause you used to be like them.
Some say time will help ease the pain but for me it has not happened and probably never will.
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this is somethind i came up with from Dannii Rp

He came back into my life like a sudden flash of wind.
And as quickly as he came he left again.
Leaving my already broken heart bruised and bleading.
Each day i await for his return to see his smiling face.
But day after day he does not return.
There is not a day that ppasses that she does not think of him.
There is not a night that passes without her saying Jareth ..... Jareth .... Jareth....(in her sleep)

This is my first poem i ever wrote so yeah it probably sucks * hides under blankets*

just as the title says jump in.

To all of you who have asked for costumes i forgot to tell you i sketch two different designs of it +a mask.To any one who has not already there are still 2 left, and iin the future there will be more ideas to offer you. I hope you enjoy the first one i posted.

UP FOR AUCTION

peacock costume --Density
sun costume --- Pinkpaws40
water goddess costume-----Animal Artist
fire costume-----Star Bright5000
nightshade costume-----Vira
courtjester 1------ this is red and black----- sqeegie
courtjester2---- this is blue and green--
courtjester3----- purple and a rose color----
moon costume---- Mrs Halloween


These are costume ideas i thought of now its time for you to claim one of them .
Once you do i will add your picto to the design. ( i did this cause it was rather hard for me to choose which picto would go with what costume) I will do another auction when i get more ideas.!!!!!!

Taken

rainbow---Dannii ^sketch done
KIrin---- Verdalas ^ sketch done


Request---( if you want me to do a costume design based on your deer all you need to do is tell me)

Owl costume for Xpa.

The day you died a part of me died as well. The memories that we shared will never be forgotten. Your smile and your laughter remain in those memories as well . I will always love you and miss you till the day i am reunited witk you and then we will walk up and down the beach for hours at a time. Till then my big brother, when i can hug you and tell you I love you. Till then my heart will be broken.
( i hope i made you proud of me at the recital)

In loving memory of my big brother who passed June 2,2oo9 at age 30.


I will leave this post up because to me it feels as if it needto be here the only thing i might readd to it is DEATTH.

He is here though he nos not his purpose nor his name. Neither does he know about his family if he has one. He is curious yet cautious to the other deer . He looks at me and asks me his purpose I stutter and say I know not the purpose of his existence. He looks away in a misty silence, his next words were if he had any family the only answer I was able to give him was he might but I am unsure. He explodes, I have no purpose and no family, so what exactly do I have in this cruel wold ?? My only reply is you have me, and I will give you a name as for your purpose that is for you to discover.He takes a couple steps before he bolts for the bridge.

Hope you enjoy it .




With her hooves barely touching the ground and the only thing she is able to hear is the pounding of her heart.She knows not whether her attackers are still in pursuit or not. Taking a risk she skids to a halt listening for any sound that might give her an indication that she is still geing pursuied. She finds no reason to believe that her attackers are still following her. Relief spreads through Faunet as she realizes this.For the first time since the attack she looks up at the sky and sees that the clouds are turning grey. Sensing a storm is approaching she goes off to find shelter. But is stopped when a searing pain ascends from her left front hoof. She looks down to discover that there is a deep gash over her hoof. Her eyes skim across the rest of her bruised body wincing here and there when her movements cause her pain. However she limps on in search of peace and shelter from the on coming storm. After a few minutes of searching she finds an abandoned cave . Taking refuge she lies in the cave just in time to see the first drops of rain hit the earth.

During her rest she notices a figure in the distance . Faunet panics, her heart is racing,her mind is screaming at her to run. However she is frozen in fear.



I will post what happened in another blog but
I think i will let your minds wander for awhile.



See you in the forest.