You sit sit and stare at nothing particular,
the ouside world looks at you like a statue,
little do they know of the caos of memorie,questions,and feelings in your head,
You sit and wonder why???
Why is he gone?? Why him???
The pain haunts your every thought,
For when you think of the future and what couldve been`````
The reality stabs you like a knife over and over again,
Your afraid to move sometimes cause one movement might cost you your control of yourself,
To try to regain composure and push it away is next to impossible,
But it never goes away the thought and the memories stay with you.
Talking to someone about this loss is hard cause how do you make anyone understand this pain?
The answer is you cant explain it.
Someone says go out with friends it will make you feel better hmph
The people around you are happy and your well not its just feels weird cause you used to be like them.
Some say time will help ease the pain but for me it has not happened and probably never will.
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