Umm ok my question is do you think I could become an author. I would really love to know all of your opinions on this matter, since you all read my work. Do you think its something I should pursue?

Now if you do not want to I totaly understand. But ummm remeber the Rp when um Jareth was walking Sierra home and they found a note. Do want to continue cause I miss that little Goblin King.

I am a fool for carelessly giving you my heart
Why did ever think you could except me
I already knew the consequences
Yet I ignored them
Boldly pushing forward
I knew you loved another
I thought after her rejection you would move on
That is why I stayed by your side
I supported you to win her back
All the while my heart was breaking
Could you not hear it shattering
Are you really that clueless
Im not one to judge for what Ive done is exceedingly foolish
You ignored my heart
Treating it like some long forgotten note
Now I am here crying in pieces because of you
You suceeded in your mission in reconciling your other relationship
In the end you thanked me for my assistance
Now I must live with the consequences
Why is it that Im here alone in corner in pain
My deeds and intentions were good
I had only hoped that I could love you
And that you could also love me
But it seems I am deemed to walk a different path
So for know I will cry my tears.
But later on Im sure this pain will ease
So that I may once again continue my journey
Walking to the next destination with a smile on my face and a happy heart.
So for now I bid thee good luck
And goodbye
For in order for my recovery I must separate myself from you
In the end it was my fault for being a fool.

Faunet's alarm started screaching at 12 midnight. Announcing her birthday June 2. Since she was of legal age so she could finally leave. Taking one last look at her room she breathes out a heavy sigh. This would be the last time in her room, Taking her bags she made her way to her mothers bedroom. Taking a look at her mother who had abused her and blamed her for her fathers death. Felt no regret torwards her desicion to leave. Placing a note on the dresser she turns to leave feeling a little reluctant to leave,but moves forward because her friend Savanah was awaiting her. Savanah helps Faunet put her luggage in the car. They say no words because they were not needed. It was a two hour drive to Faunets new appartment. And she had plenty of time to think. She oftened dreamed of escaping and becoming a profesional dancer but her dream had recently became a reality. She would start working for the company next week. By that time she would have already settled into the new environment. Feeling the need to express her new freedom Faunet roll the window in the car and shouts Get ready world here I come!! She can see her friend smile and crank the music louder as if in agreement to celebrate.

Hmmmmmm
ohhhhhhhhhhhh


yehhhhhhh



If Had known you would take my heart away

I would have done my best to look away


To have ignored the words you said to me


I really shouldnt have let you in


But oh baby you came in my life so suddenly


Without a warning you left me brethless so I couldnt speak


You took my heart and ran away

Without word you made me know true love







Ohhhhhhhhhhh yeaaaaaahhhhhhh




I should have turned away the first time I saw you but I was so blind

That I couldnt see

But I took a chance and know Im standing here waiting for you


I know I shouldnt love you


But sense the day we met I can not control the way I feel

So until me meet again Ill be standing here for you

Waiting to tell you I love you.


Ohhhhhhhhhhhh eeaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh

In these dreams of mine that once were filled with sugerplums
In there place I see you standing there with a smile on your lips
I know Im only dreaming,but this dream just feels so real
Your warm embrace, and sparkling eyes are comforts that I enjoy
Can any one blame me for wanting to stay in my dream
Instead of facing the nightmare when I awake
Even though I know your by my side
I feel at peace when I see you smile
So please forgive me if I linger
I only want to see you happy
That has been my goal all along
At least I know you will never abandon me
When all else fails I know your there beside me.

Bloody murder I just keep writing and writing I cant even tell if these are good.

Looking back at on the footprints of time
I see them slowly fading from view
A symbol of how short and blessed our time is
Yet I can not wonder if some one might remeber me
If I made a difference or helped someone for the better
Or am I supposed to fade away to be forgotten
To be forgotten and my memories treated as ghosts
I think I can be content
For if in daily life I can make someone laugh or smile
And help them in any way
Then I am content to let my memories fly with the wind
Dancing high in the sky as a free spirit.

With out a sound you crept into my life
Your smile and laughter made my heart fill with joy
Your mere prescence calmed and eased my worries
It seemed whenever you were in pain you hid it from the world.
Yet somehow I knew and bared with you.
Your mere touch would send my heart raceing
Bringing blush to my cheeks
Yet I wonder so many times if you feel the same way I do
If you did I would be over joyed
But if you did not it felt as if my heart would break
For with out words you came into my heart.
With out words you made me love you
Like a shadow you came into my world
But left you statue in my heart.
To have you in my life I am truly grateful.

At the time when I was fairly young

My heart and my head ached and yearned for understanding.

It was during this time I had no one to confide my troubles to

For both my parents are gone I have no way of knowing who they are

This curse seems to be rather funny since I can not remeber my parents

Yet each day I learn and hear about others peoples past.

I was not treated like an outsider but I prefered to be alone

It saved me the time explaining the things I experience to other people


Besides no one would believe me

There have been a few who have stuck beside me

But after awhile they fade into the distance

Chasing there dreams to wherever to they go.


As time passed I questioned my purpose,my reason of being

The only conclusion I can come two

Is that I am the voice for both sides.




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Sorry for my sucky writing but my brain just keeps coming up with different things to write about Adrian.