Since you left me



Who will be my hero




The light that shines for me has slowly faded away




Who will be there to hold my hand




To guide me through


To pull me back when I stand to close the edge




Since then my heart has stopped


The day you left never to turn back again



Who will lend me their shoulder to cry on

Now that your gone

The clouds have come to stay

The sun hiding forever behind them

So I ask who will be my hero now

For so long you were that person

You saved me at my time of need

You dried my tears with your hand.

But you walked away

Never turning back

So Ill stay here waiting for my hero.

I tried to forget the memories
I tried to forget your love
Every embrace
Every kiss
Every word
I tried to erase
But to no evail would my heart obey
Every dream you were there
I tried to forget
Our love was real
But our worlds from which we come
Were to different they said
How could a poor girl like me get acostomed to your life
Its better this way
For I will not be a burden to you
Though in my heart you remain
I swear Ive done my best to forget you
But your always in my mind
I miss you dearly
But they say our love was not meant to be
Were they right
For a time you treated me like a princess
Our love grew
But at the time when your family saw how serious we were
They objected
As did we
But as time went on I saw how much of a burden I was to you
I never really explained why I left to you
I couldnt bere to see your face.
So I left
Praying you would one day be happy.
It was yesterday that they announced the date for your arranged mariage
My heart felt truly broken
Even after all this time your still here in my heart
I still love you
Tommorow when the wedding bells announce your union
They will also announce the day my heart will leave me
For with you I left my heart
But know here I stand fearing the sound of the bells
For there is no way to erase time
For me to go back and fight by your side
No time to tell you after these 2 years I still love you
And I always will.
You will never fade from this heart of mine.

Im excited I might get to go to Florida to take some art classes for this summer. Yess * jumps up and down*

These shackles that bind me tightly
Are a strain on my being
The voice of rebellion shouts clearly in my head
My soul aches for freedom
My body yearning to run
How can I stop this
Well I guess I cant
My rebellion is even more pronounced with each passing day
The day is near when I shall break free
Gain my independence and never look back
To become who I want to be
And to be my own master
To never serve under another
But treated as an equal
I shall earn my place
Without a doubt Ill do my best
But for now I will sit quietly and rest
For I will need my strength
The day when I shall break free
And to punish those who took advantage of me
That is the day I shall have my revenge.

Youll never know how my heart ached
As you cried for him
I gave my shoulder to cry on.
I was your friend that helped you
But only a friend
Try as I might
You never saw me clearly
Your thoughts and your sight were all on him
You never really noticed me
Even as I confessed my feelings
You looked away
You were shocked at my words
But am I to blame
For I simply fell in love
Where all I could see and hear was you.
Unfortunately you were content to be hurt and stay by his side
Even though I said I would shelter and protect you
You rejected it
You followed your heart till the end
And you were rewarded
But what is my reward for falling in love
A broken heart
Its seems I was cheated out of fairness this time
But maybe next time Ill truly find the one for me

You know these words I speak

They seem to go through iron walls

Never reaching their true destination

Even if I cry out I wont be be heard

If I scream

My pain will be a bitter echo

Walking thorough life like this

Trapped behind so many walls

And no way to break them down

Caged and a servent to them

Who no not the true values of life

If I ever break free from their grasp

Who would I be

For now I am their puppet

Dancing on their strings

Doing their bidding as they command.


I am trapped

Will no one hear my plea

Or is this my fate

To be a puppet for eternity.


Or will I one day break free of these strings

To life my own life.

I prefer to Rp in human form but it doesnt matter.

Day by day


Night by night


Minute by minute


Im slowly dying



There is no escape fom this prison hell



For with out knowing


I will no longer have the choice


To stay


Here on earth



I can not even say when or how


That decision is not made by me


But if and when that day comes will I have a chance to say goodbye


To make all my wrongs right?



Either way we are cursed in this tangled fate.

You see this heart as well as the sky

But yet you stand over there

And here I am alone


Cant you see Im longing for a friend

Or are you really that blind?

As to stay away from me.


If you come a little closer

I promise I dont bite.

Today:
Agghh I hate allergies.












I watch way too much Korean,Japanese,etc drama
I absolutely hate public speaking,although I can be a chatterbox at times.
When it rains I often find my self at peace and able to sleep.
I listen to a variety of music like Lady gaga, David Bowie, One republic, Nickleback, Whitestripes,The Fray,Snow Patrol and alot of other musice artists
Sometimes I like to just be quiet and look out the window at the beauty of nature.
I also am a book worm inherited from my dad.
I hate spending my own money I just hate to see it go.
My favorite colors are, blue,purple and pink.
If I could be a song I would be a lullabye to put your mind at ease.
I often wish I had the power to control time.
I love writing whether it is short stories or poems.
I love working with kids and they seem to like me as well.
I currently help assist teaching dance to about 8 kids.
Dancing ever since I was three its easy to say dancing is and will always be apart of me. I dont think Ill ever stop.
Animals are another one of my passions I currently have 7 male neutered shitz zues.

Ive only broken a bone once in my life.
I fell on my wrist when I was five and was in a cast for 6 weeks.

I absolutly hate getting shots. If you asked me if Id rather jump out of a plane or get a shot Id say wheres the plain.

From what Ive experienced in my life so far I like helping people cause sometimes you can really make their day.

Sometimes I prefer to be alone than in a crowded room.

I often dream of being a kindergarted teacher or a vet.

Ive had one relationship that lasted 3 weeks.