Some times I look out the window and wonder how

Your thoughtlessness
Your carelessness
Brought me to this end
Taking advantage of the kind
And all I had to offer
I turned a blind a eye
To various thing
Do you care even in the slightest
No
Not in the least
I offered you true friendship
In a world that can be soo cruel
You ignored it
You ignored me like so many other times
You take and take and take
It never seems to end
There is no receiving on my end
A couple half hearted thank yous
Thrown over your shoulder
As you pass on through
Selfish as it may seem
I'm bowing out
Let us see how you do without me
When my prescence no longer is around you
To you I say Adew and farewell
I'm bowing out
The curtain has fallen
And the crowds are cheering
Can you hear them
I will no longer be controlled by
The sympathertic guilt I felt
Adew
Adew

























Adew my old friends

I shouln't say it
I shouldn't speak it
But your words have made me weak
Day in and day out
They roll through my mind
A couple million times
So much
To soon
Those three words
How could they have been spoken
Send some mindless distraction
While my mind keeps spinning
And my heart keeps racing
In truth my feelings are a blur
And I don't which is righ
And which is wrong
Please forgive my frozen state
Or that panicked look in my eyes
You caught me by surprise
And my mouth won't speak
For I have no answer
To give

They fall to the ground one by one
Drip
Drip
To the forest floor they dampen the earth
Tears of a the lost babe
Separated all alone
The terrifying howl of the wolves
Echo along the mountainside
The owls piercing screech
Haunting in the midnight sky
No stars to gaze upon
And ease her mind
Only a sliver of the moon remain
Giving of the only glimmer of light
The child crouches near a tree
To tired to continue
It calls out for its parents
But is only answered with the wind
Her dress is torn
And her arms are scratched
She shivers as the wind blows
She walks on
Step by step
Traveling at night in the forests
Makes you believe there truly is a monster
For the sounds you here truly frightnen you
She walks into an open meadow
Still weeping with her low and gently cries
She seems to be lost in this labyrinth of time
Unshackled and truly unharmed
No iron chains to be seen
But she is lost in this forest
It seems it wishes her to stay
Making every step she takes
A circle going around and around.

The wolves will howl
And I will listen
To their mournful cries
To the lions beastlly rawr
Will I proceed with caution
But whose to say
That I am to stop for forever
Surely the thorns
Will scratch my skin
And blood will be shed
But thats not so different from others on there journey in life
Here I stand
But a speck of sand along with the rest
I give my all
And stay true to myself and my beliefs
It would be all to easy to strike back
But it takes a stronger will to hold back
To restrain the claws and the fangs
That would love to lash
And sink deep beneath the skin
But they don't
The owner takes heed to keep calm
But also will speak to defend in all honerable ways possible.
Like a mother bear looking after her cubs
Must we all look after our hearts
And defend them honerably.

language warning



I hate to stoop to this level on any given day.




You call me a comment whore,bitch,worthless,and burden the community with my work, beacuase they are vile and repulsive shit.

That may be your opinion ,which you have every right to have.However,I think different on my work it's true others here might think this way or that way about my work,and how I act.But to me my work and art-work is selfishly for me and for others to enjoy as well.Do I like it when others comment yes,I think POSITIVE comments are a way of showing support on something,that someone has worked on.


If someone here besides Faunee thinks that my work is a burden to the communtiy,feel free to tell me here,in a polite manner.To other members of this community I hope I don't come across as immature,but if I do that is not the way this was intended to be.

There is a limit that a human can take before the voice speaks out to defend or fight for oneself.However,the the way it is spoken and handled makes a difference.

Faunee please keep your negative comments to yourself.

The alcohol
Still lingers on your breath
Her lipstick left a mark on your neck
I'm no spy
And my eyes are not superb
So tell me
Are you purposely hurting me?
Is this the game you chose to play
I stiffle a laugh
Let the love game begin
There are others beside you
Lets see how you like when the tables are turned
In this game of yours
I can see why you drink
It numbs the pain
The cigarette smoke makes everything blur
So who is my new lover tonight
For it will not be you

{I do not support or do , drinking,smoking,and other things like that.This was used strictly for the use of this writing}

Todays blog
My grandmother went back in the hospital today.I'm really worried that she won't make it through the year.

Food-soup
beverage--water
music


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I'm 16 years old,my birthday is May 19th.
I have been dancing since I was three.(ballet,tap,jazz,modern,point,}
I used to compete when I was younger until I switched studios.I have no desire to return to competion.
I love all animals although I have a fear of snakes.
I love it when it rains,it to me creates a peaceful atmosphere.It also helps me sleep at night.
Some tell me I am wise for my age.
When it comes to talking or meeting other people I always am friendly and outgoing.
I don't mind crowds,but some days I like to be by-myself.
I always listen to my friends problems and give them advice in a non-judgemental way.
I think of dance as another way of expressing how I feel through movement.
I sketch in my spare time (which as of recent is not much)
When it comes to music I am open to all types ,but on a regular bases it depends on my mood.
I only play wii games,my parents made the descision for me.
I love to read fiction,science fiction,and romance stories.
Even around people I know sometimes I just sit back when they get into conflicts.I rarely will put myself in the middle of an argument unless the topic is something that I truly know about,pr believe in.
I love the beach always have always will.
When it comes to school the only subject I dislike is Spanish.Fortunately this is the last year to take is thank gooness.
I want to become a nurse .
I also fantasize about becoming a dancer.(my dream but it won't come true not in this economy )


My favorite colors are blue,red,purple,
I eat a variety of foods.{And yes what you hear about dancers not eating that isn't true at least not with me}
My favorite movies are ---Labyrinth,Spirited Away,Howl's Moving Castle there are more but I can't think of them at the moment.
I watch,Korean drama's anime
I love cooking and am fair well.
Ever since I was little ,my dad taught me how to fish.And since we have a lake in the backyard its nice.
I have broken only one bone and that was when I was five.
I do have a fear of needles but I hope to conquer it.
I am Scot-Irish ,English and something else.
I love to paint and so sew.
I only write in cursive .
I am loyal to my friends .
I can be a chatter box one minute,and then totally quiet for hours on end.
I love to perform on the stage it's like a second home to me.
I want to get into photography so bad{hopes to get a camera for Xmas}
I love working with little kids,And I am currently assisting at my dance studio with teaching 4and 5 year olds.
I can not drink coffee black I have to put milk,and sugar into it.
I am very interested in the paranormal.
I believe that their is energy all around us.
I dislike animal abusers
I dislike people who go off on others just because he or she did this or that.{what"s the point}
I say reach to the stars alot for some reason
I think don't live in the past but remember it and learn from it.
Every one screws up know and then we are only human.


Holy smokes I wrote alot lol
And I'll probable only get a couple tracks and few comments,oh well

I have a headache about my personal Bio I don't know what to do with it those comments need to go.And I dont know If I should repost or not,and frankly i dont think many would care if it was gone.Any way I'll make a descion in the morning.Just rambling to myself.

Gender--Doe

Bisexual?
Type---skinwalker changes from deer to wolf on her own preference.
Resting---The river near the crying idol


Maria is a red doe who grew up in the forest.Upon her birth her mother stayed with her until she was 3 months old.At that time her mother gave her a locket with the letter F on it.The last words her mother spoke to her was"To thine own self be true",then her mother walked of while Maria was sleeping.She never knew her father since he was a flirt he left her mom as soon as she was pregnant.She has been called Fancy by many not only for the F but for her lady like manner.
She is often bullheaded,about what she believes.However,she can see a situation from a different perspective.

Abilities-
Beside her abilities to change into a wolf Maria is often allowed to see how and when someone will die.Her abilities are inherited from her family,who were also skinwalkers.If agrivated her front teeth will turn into fangs.She will rarely fight with stags,but if does are annoying her she will bare her teeth in warning.


Stories

To thine own self be true



Friends
Splinter


Enemy
Baltazar





in the works