I snap out of my transe and ask Jareth to repeat himself.He obliges "Sierra what's wrong?"
I shake my head from side to side laughing a bit "Wrong there's nothing wrong"I say except that I am in love with you I mentally correct myself.
He looks like he doesn't believe me I just shrug and stand with my glass of wine in my hand.
I feel his eyes watching me,it gives me goosebumbs.
I opt for a distraction anything that will take my mind off Jareth.
I spot letters that Hoggle must have delivered to me when I was bathing.I pick them up and look them over.I sigh there all suitors that are coming to the ball tomorrow.
I read some previous letters earlier this week there just backgrounds,what place they are on society blagh blagh blagh.
I feel Jareth behind me I smirk a little as he hovers over my shoulder"Nosy much" I chuckled.
"What are those" he simply asks ignoring my words.
Turning around to face him"They are letters from suitors ranging from kings to nobles etc,wishing me well and also to tell me that they can not wait to meet me at the ball."I stated simply.
I close my eyes and turn around I don't want to see his face incase he smiles, and likes the idea of it all.But maybe it would be best maybe I can fall in love to another man ,and separate myself from him.But can I fall in love with someone or has Jareth already filled that place in my heart.
I place the letters back on my desk,
The best part about being drunk is the illusion it creates.Right now I could feel Jareth's arms wrapped around me .He was comforting me.I couldn't help but press my head into his chest to hear that woundeful pounding instrument that is his heart.
The beating sounds so reall too real I look up my blue eyes shocked to see that its wasn't a dream.
But my name on his lips were such a bitter sweet moment.
How I longed for him to say it in a different manner one with love and affection,the way a man talks to his lover.
I eventually turn my gaze from him blushing that he caught me in this state,
I wipe the tears from eyes and pick up my half empty glass of wine.
"What are you doing here" I asked him chuckling trying to make light of the situation I take a sip of the wine acting calm and collected.
I was a very good actress I could sell you a knob if need be.
I turned my gaze back to him and I wish I hadn't
He was so close his body seemed to glow with the effect of the fire .His eyes god those mismatched eyes.Whether he responded I couldn't say my mind was frozen in his soul how could some one not love him.Is it a curse I wonder to fall madly in love with him and for him not to return it.
Outsiders POV
It was a cold day in the underground,the wind was blowing sending a chill down her spine.She readied herself a bath.Sighing as the warm water touched her hands.
"So much has changed"her voice was but a whisper.Stripping she slowly eases herself into the large tub of foamy water.
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{In her mind}
I know I made the right choice in becoming fae,I wouldn't change a thing.But the upcoming events make me nervous.The labyrinth,is a bit too insistent that I find a mate at the ball,and be married within three months.It's not that I'm not greatful to it for what it has given me and Philip,but finding a mate right now.....It just seems so rushed.I dared not tell the labyrith who I secretly admire,nor do I dare tell the admirer for fear of rejection,or being used then thrown aside.A sigh escapes my lips and I plunge my head under the warm water,only to come up a minute later.The water drips off my nose and drips back into the water it is the only noise in the room.My mind won't settle with these uneasy thoughts as I think of him my heart starts to flutter."dam"the curse leaves my mouth.
I need to stop thinking of him he doesn't want me I inwardly chastise myself for it.Standing the cold air hits my body I flinch slightly before drying of and dressing in a robe.My feet carry me to the fireplace in my luxurious room.Before sittting on my usual spot on my black rug in front of the fire place;I pour myself a glass of wine."Who doesn't need to drink alone"I mutter.
The warmth of the fireplace sooths me somewhat as I sip my drink."I love him"those words come out of my out of impulse.But a tear slides down my cheek when I realize these words are true,and not the wine talking
I am such a fool to love him,I set the glass aside and bring my knees to my chest.I try to comfort myself and eventually lay on the furry rug and fall asleep
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An outsider
As a deer she will flirt with any stag she sees it's just the way she is.She feels the need to impress on the first encounter.She will gladly dance with anyone,and if she is dancing alone feel free to join her.She loves company ,but also loves attention.She can be motherly torwards fawns she doesn't mind taking care of them it actuallly reminds her of her little brother George.
As a deer
Mate-- hasn't seen Baltazar in awhile is growing lonely
children---Evangelina
Stories---yet to come
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Human
Sierra Starling
Age---currently ageless
Husband/boyfriend---None as of yet she does have a crush but will not admit it.
Orientation----straight
As a human Sierra lives in the underground with the Goblin King.She is no prisoner it was the labyrith"s descion and her choice.She is a bachelor for the kingdom,not the queen mind you.
Now whether she stay's in the goblin castle has yet to be decided.The upcoming ball is teaming with suitors for her.Throughout this ordeal she is taking care of her adopted son{it's actually her cousin}.
The Goblin King has made no moves to court her ,and it is unknown how he will react to these new suitors.
I will take one slot for art.The first person who comments with a bio or a reference pic gets it.
I will open and do arts as well it just depends on how fast i get these done.Also I might ask questions about the design of the deer the more details I have the better the art work.
