My words are simple
Truthful and powerful
Yet not controlling
How can I control
When I was never meant to be
Never to have breathed this air
To see a rainbow
Or a fallen star
I'm a miracle and a mistake at the same time
A miracle for coming and surving
But also I go against what was said
Which am I to believe
Which words describe me best
For both are truthful in a sense
I sit and stare at the sky above
And wonder about what might have been
Foolish some would say
But its just curiosity thats drives me

Rp blog you may request human or deer.







Sierra
Loves to dance,playful,seductive.

Shima
shy,coy,friendly

Maria{Fancy}
outgoing,nice

Sierra closed her eyes and joyed the gentle breeze.The garden was always a pleasant place to visit,even when on had a troubled heart.The goblins and Hoggle had left doing whatever was required of them.Jareth had not confronted her yet ,which to her seemed like a no he didn't give a dam."My dear"Sierra sat upright the voice was in her head."Labyrinth"she greated mentally.
"It is time,I'm in your room"the voice was kind and gently.


Sierra sighed and made her way back to her room.There was what looked to be a nine year old child with blonde hair in her room smilling.Sierra returned the smile and gave a bow to her.The labyrinth stood and helped Sierra dress in a corset and her midnight blue dress."Breathe"the labyrinth commented as Sierra did her hair.Sierra chuckled "Sorry I'm a little nervous"
'About Jareth"
Sierra froze "Why would I be"she shook that shocked look off her face
"You love him"she stated
She turned her icy blue to the wise child"He doesn't want me that way"she said
"Has he told you himself that he does not wish to be more than friends"she persisted.
She stood up quickly "He is not a coward he would already have come to me if my feeling meant anything and I mean anything at all to him"her voice was chocked up and she was about to cry,
The labyrith offered her a smile"When it comes to the matter of love Jareth is cautious,he has been hurt more than once.Don't judge hastly she said disappearing.

Sierra went outside to her balcony and looked out over the garden,she could see people arriving,and it made her stomach churn.If Jareth did not speak his opinion one of those men would become her husband.


If he won't except me I must go on with my life she said mentally to herself her arms wrapped around her stomach before she went back inside to put her silver and blue mask on.

I will put Faunet in the forest one last time to say goodbye to all that knew her./
I don't epect many to miss her,but i feel as though she should have one final goodbye.
Her final resting place will be the bridge,it was always a place for her that she loved.




She will be in about 30 minutes.

Warning is bloody and has death






The sound of wolves sent shivers down her spine.It made her heart race,she was alone.Not a stag in sight that might protect her.Before she could move,the wolves descended from the shrubs,their glimering teeth shining in the moonlight.Faunet belows for help,but no one comes.There are 10 wolves altogether they circle her like prey.One wolf pounces on her back and tears at her throat she cries out as the blood flows from the bite.She tries to buck it off but another wolf attacks her withers.She goes down the blood now covering her mangled body.As she struggles for breath she says"I deserve after all I've done to die this way"he tone is one of questioning.But as she struggled for air one of the wolves purposely bite at her heart.Her head thumps to the ground and she is no more.


Faunet was my first deer and it is hard to let her go.She had been ignored in the forest for so long that she wandered away from groups.
I am still deciding whether i should have her walk one last time through the forest or not.

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I can't help but smiled at the bickering,goblins.I crouch down near them and cut the apple they were fighting over into equal parts and give them to them.They all smiled and thank me.
I see Hoggle enter the garden he gives me a nod a gesture to say that he delivered my letter.
My heart seems to stop for a moment,I bite down on my lower lip anxiously.

I look back at the castle,and smiled gently."Now you know"I say quietly,
The goblins ears prick up
Who knows
Kingy knows whats
Kingy likes lady.
Lady likes Kingy?


I smile at the goblins and blush at the question,with that their smile only grows bigger.

Lady be Queen they all ask anxiously.
My smile fades as I turn my head back to them,"I don't think so my friends"I say siiting on the fountains ledge and dipping my fingures in the water twirling them around.
Jareth forgive me I love you,you may be cursing me this very moment I flinch at the thought.
But my love for you is pure .
The goblins see she is unhappily distracted they go to up to her.
Sing they pleaded
Bouncing up and down,
I turn my head and put my fingures on the ledge and out of the water."You want me to sing"I ask
They all nodded how could I resist.

Dancing dreams
I do believe
I miss you so
Come to me in the dead of night
With my loves mismatched eyes
Let me hear his heartbeat so that I may know that he is alive
Deep in his eyes I see the truth
My heart beats fast
And wonder if this love will last
Or am I only dreaming
I'm a stranger to love,
But it sweeps through me taking me captive
Making me wish for your protective embrace
Take me to those dreams dancing in the midnight sky
That I may love him,and that he may love me as well.
Can I be happy this way
Can I be happy with this only as a dream
Or does cupid shoot me twice
So that I may hear his voice say I love you.
You worked your spell on me
And know I can say these words
I love you

She

The next morning I wake up I fidget this way and that.I must confess before tonight.I grab pen and paper.


Dearest Jareth,
I would first like to apologize for the state in which you saw me in yesterday evening.One such as you should not put up with such trivial things.I thought about waiting till after the ball to write you this,butunfortunately,certain things will not allow it.

Jareth I love you,I'm in love with you.
I have been for awhile,whether you've known that or not I do not know.


I do not know if you feel the same it is foolish of me to think you would.After all you have treated me as a friend and for that I am greatfull.I'm sorry if my confession makes things difficult for you.
The reason for the tears last night was for the rejection I'd thought you give if I told you about my feelings.But there is nothing to gain from cowardice,so this letter I write to you.Lest my mouth fails and my words fall short.But I had to tell you somehow in someway.
If you no longer wish me to be in your castlet then I only ask that you wait three months.The labyrinth wants me to be married by then.

I can't still help but wonder and forgive me for this but do you return my feelings?

There was a tear drop onn that last line.
She gave this letter to Hoggle and he delivered the letter to the king.
Sierra went into the garden where she said by the fountain the goblins entertaining her for they felt she was upset.

To join me in the forest and keep me company for a bit.
I wouldn't normally ask but I'm feelin lonely,and sad.

The candles are blown out the fire is dimming Sierra stands on her balcony her hands on the railing.


Her thought's

I'm so weak I can't even tell him how I feel.I look to his baclony on the other side of the castle it is visible in the star's light.

Any one up to role play with Sierra.Human or deer it doesn't matter to me.