I tire quite a bit of this uncommon misfortunate that has befallen me. Is it always simply my turn to be alone? To have woken up one morn to find that I am the bearer of the tormentuous lone?

I feel as though I've done something in the past. Before my fawnhood, even. And this something was never truly...considered, by any sort of God, in a past world. Might this be revenge for a time I cannot even conceive of?

My brain's all fuzzy now, this subject is too complex for my brain to dwell upon for too long.

My Human has attempted to locate the chain holding me from communications with my kind. Alas, she has lost quite a bit of her wealth. She has tried to explain this concept of 'wealth' and 'money' to me.

Might you perceive what it is? She explained it as though...if a deer had some special spells, and another had some spells you want, you might exchange them, possibly? And that a deer cloaked in a Black as Night pelt, a Skull, and Kirin antlers may have more 'wealth' than a stag lacking any special pelts, masks, or antlers.

Humans are curious creatures, are they not?

I enter the forest, and not a single deer's scent graced my nostrils. What a disappointment. But...I digress.

I have grown so very accustomed to my fate. My Human says the chain has been perceived of, but it is made of pure Gold, and there is no simple cure. Her web is just ever so slightly too slow, which is nonsensical to me, for I have never see a spider's web move anywhere. Apparently, she has no access to another web, unless she purchased a new computational human creation, of which I've forgotten the name.

I query to you all...shall I remain within this forest, or is it simply of no worth?

You all must be tiring of the peculiar, unresponding fae, who occasionally graces your sights, only to flicker in and out of existence.

I apologise.

I did everything...

I got a new video card, more RAM, I installed things, I uninstalled things, and it...

It's the same as it was when I first started playing TEF...

I'm gonna cry >_<;...

I guess...unless some miracle happens...

I'm gonna have to just...give up on trying to play...>_<;;;...there's nothing else I can do...

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Temporarily, at least...if you by chance spy Anzel in the forest, she will appear as such: (if her set loads for you)





Anzel is feeling very sad...

My dad just put in the Video Card and the RAM, and I installed everything.

Time to see if it worked...

*opens up the endless forest*...

I feel really lonely ;-;...



(anzel's hiding in the grass, feeling sad)

The community site isn't as active as I remember, is it...?

Anzel got spooked because a creepy stag with her picto, floating slightly, copied her every move -.-;

But then, she decided...

To take a risk...

And become...

...

Duh, nuh nuh nuh!!!

SUPERDEER!

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A day of Superdeering is tiring.

Anzel put on her beauty mask and went sleepy-sleep night night time.

I'm -really- hoping that my video card and RAM will arrive before the Abio tomorrow.

I'm really, really, REALLY hoping they will.

Or it'll likely be a very long time until I get to see a full Abio...meep.

*wishes she could teleport the stuff here* ;_;

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NOTE: I think I'm in the forest right now...maybe. Dunno if anyone can see me.

My anger/sadness because of the stupid computer art program...fueled my ability to sketch in real life, fwa.



I hope you like it, Pega :3

P.S. Yes, I kinda swiped the picto wing idea from Blackfeathr's av on the forum XD;

I drew Magnet in a program I just got...

I sketched for an hour and a half...

And...just as I was drawing a quick background of grass before I saved the picture....

The program crashed...

...

I'm gonna cry...I'm sorry I've taken so long...I tried >_<;;;;;;;

Anzel:

The forest has been pretty lonely recently, not a single scent crossing my path. I tired of it, and decided to get up. The Ruins and the Pond had their scents mixed together, as happens when the other scents attempted to appear, but they failed.

I ran towards the Ruins. I have a favorite stone wall there. It's such fun to look into it. I felt like shoving my head into it, out of loneliness and anger...

And...I stopped a foot or two from the Ruins, and...

Flicker, flicker flicker, flicker, flicker...

This platform...started flickering in front of me. My human tried to take a picture of it, but the flickering died down, and was too quick to capture.

It basically looked like a stone floor, cutting slightly diagonally through the Ruins.

Then, it was gone.

So I shoved my head into the Ruins wall and fell asleep.



Me: I feel confused right now. And this is coming from a person who has dealt with glitches for a long time XD;

<<;

>>;

Okay...anyone wanna read a poem?

Even if it's not TEF related?

:3

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I look out of the doorway into another realm
The chaotic, shifting moon hides its face, blushing
From a fog, the ever eternal cirrus fallen upon its helm
With a clinking of metallic, silvery claws made of diamond things

With a fwoosh, the nothingness inside of me runs out
And out still, carrying with it a little piece of me, forever gone
Now into the open that cannot be seen past guards' claws and shout
Gone, forever gone into the mist black of the night, gone

Gone, is the tingle that rushes down my spine with a twitch
As the shrill mandrake is pulled from the ground with utter distaste
And a cry so familiar to a girl so far away from me in a world where witch
And warlock tip their nails to the sound of dragons and slivers of withering paste

But no, alas, for the child is me, and only me, and never me
And alas, does fox answer my calls unheard and unseen through the fog
And at last the fox cries again, at last, at last, tread not here forever more and more, or see
Bite and fang, I close the door, and the fog grips out in front of me and the door is shut and my soul, a cog

In the eternal wheel of atomic symphony, a heroic tapestry shan't unfurl
For the fog hides sights in eternity, and wait, can you here the cry of adrenaline rushing through
The veins of winters past and new, spreading through the veins of me and you under the blue moon's curl
And wait, a little more, for there's always more to see when the longest day is done and the moon is blushing and fox is forever, and fox is blue

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Nope, it makes no sense to me either, heh.

I lost connection, and the weather had said there was a fog, so I looked outside. There was supposed to be a bright moon in the sky, but...when I looked outside...I saw a bit of my field, and...grey. Just...grey. But the moon made the grey glow all around...it was...kind-of spooky...

GREAUH