Could you see me wandering around? I saw a bunch of deer, but only two didn't share my pictogram. One was Witcher (setless), the other was a deer I don't know.

One deer had an antelope pelt...another had a DotD pelt, doe antlers, and a real deer mask.

*anzel curls up in some peacock grass*

Anzel has a few favorite spots. She loves the Goldenrod Patch near the Twin God Statues, for certain. She's also quite fond of the Peacock Grass :3 (that's what i call the tall green/blue plants)

But her favorite place of all is one she saw when dreaming once...



Right near the Ruins <3

What is everyone's favorite place? ^^;

Pictograms spread.

Mwahaha.

I shall be lurking >:3

EDIT: Okay, so I only got 4 pictograms to spread, and 1's a fake picto, and 1's a clone...but hey, I see 21 :3

EDIT 2: Okay, if you see me, I'll be a plain deer with purple flowers.

I FORGOT HOW TO WATERWALK.

;_; I feel so stupid.

Anzel: You probably have all heard of me by now. My name is Anzel. Some call me the Ghost Deer, Blackhoof calls me Nirish...I feel that Ghost Deer fits quite well.

I flicker in and out of social existence in the forest. I fear that many believe me to be rude or impolite. This is not true, you must trust me. I cannot see you. And if I can, you may not see me. But it is rare that either happen, it all depends of the desires of the Twin Gods.

I query...who all has 'met' me in the forest? I know I've seen many of you in the forest...or, at least, your pictograms. But how many of you have seen me?

And if you met me...what was it like?

Did you already know my Human, and follow me? Did I appear peculiar to you, possibly lacking set or some movement?

Or did you query as to why I completely disregarded your existence, thinking me a shallow, arrogant deer?

I'm curious. Is there any way that you can think of for me to show respect to the many deer who know not that I experience this...ghostliness? I feel so bad at times, knowing I may have offended some.

Excluding sitting on Sleeper, the deer with the pictogram like a deer, who transformed himself into a dove.

I loathe doves.

They are cruel.

I thank you if you've taken the time to read this, and I thank you more if you respond. I want to know how the other deer feel about me.

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I am off to rest in the forest a while, to see if I might catch the scent of some others anytime soon...

~ Anzel (the deer)

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Anzel: You drive me freaking INSANE!

I happen to sleep in an area where birds may land, and I leave.

I come back.

And you little Twitters are there.

Peck, peck..peck peck....PEPKDGJNSRNFGHFJNGBNXDKJZDKF

Freaking psycho birds. Sometimes I think you're worse than doves.

...no. Not worse. But pretty darn close.

EVIL. DEMON. TWITTERS.

Me: If you don't know what I'm referring to...

I'm referring to these evil little birds that peck a few times on the ground. Maybe on a rock, maybe on a tree. Peck, peck...then they go INSANE.

o____o;;;

Then they repeat.

And you can step on them, but they won't go away.

x_x

Anyone remember my Emperical Set concept?

I got bored and doodled it again:



As I said in the Pictures area of this site:

"Just another sketch of my Emperical Set idea (not empirical ;p). I can't help it, it's so fun to draw!

Don't make fun of my legs, I have trouble drawing them still x.x Also...the reason the back end is smaller, is because of the way the deer is positioned...it doesn't have shrimpy back legs, lol.

Here are the older sketches of the set, if you've never seen them:

Click Here

If this was ever a real set, Anzel would wear it full-time. Still not sure what colors it would be, though. The lines on the mask and pelt would be lighter than the antlers and the mask, which would be lighter than the pelt. The hooves would be dark like the back and the eyes/area under the eyes. The tail also has a bit of the dark color like the back does. The circles on the antlers are holes."

I doubt anyone can see her, but Anzel's acting like a goofball.

A super, breakdancing goofball.

Hmm...okay, I see Himself, fake picto, fake picto, probably a fake picto, fake picto, deer whose picto I kinda recognize, a deer I don't know...

...yep.

Is it Him or Himself? Hmmmm...

I can't tell. Anzel has wood on the brain.

Anzel: I'm spazzing. Whee. I'm hiding. You can't see me!!! AHH, MY NOSE ITCHES!!! *backs her face out of the tree*

Me: What? Even the wise can be dorky :3

Anzel: The Human of one of my first friends in the forest...is leaving.

The reasons, I know not about, but they cannot simply be what is said. For my Human is able to perform those same things whilst in the forest, she either tells me to sit down or I leave the forest.

What is 'religion'? It sounds to me as though you relinquish yourself to some vision. I've seen so many visions, I cannot tell what is real and what is not. But I always keep a straight mind, and though I can easily see that there is more to this reality than meets the eye, I do not balance upon the invisible, the unproven.

My Human is agnostic, and maybe, so I am. I've nothing to hold me up when I fall, but nothing to restrain me from Being.

I may query of everything, and until the rest from which I cannot awaken again...the eternal night, the blackness, unconscious and fleeting, fast as sleep...I shall be as I am. And if somehow the unproven proves itself, how am I to know, without Being?

...

My Human desires to speak...

...

Me: I'm not sure if any of that would make sense to you, but it doesn't have to. I was simply letting out my frustration, I don't mean to offend anyone or debate over the undebatable. Please don't argue with me, because then you'll simply show me that religion causes conflicts...:/ Simply let me think as I do, and do not pray for me to find the way, for this is my way.

Anyways...

My dad apparently was being arrogant before.

He just told me that there -is- a faster connection speed that we could get. And it costs $60 more a month.

He basically told me to get a job, or we can't afford it.

I can't even drive, I can't even walk to the store, it'd take -way- too long. I'm only 16 >_<

Isaita - I'm not entirely sure, but I think so.

When I first started out, I occasionally loaded a bunch of deer, but after the new server was released...occasionally, I loaded -every- deer in the forest, like this morning. I dunno why.

Unfortunately, I spent a bunch on a new Video Card and 2 Gb's of RAM, and it made no difference.

UGH, I wish I could get the pictograms to spread right now...;_;

Umm...I tried to be polite, I bowed to you first, but...do any of you mind me sitting with you for a while?



I recognize Witcher, and a Pixel Me deer (but i fear that's just a pictogram glitch, no?), and...*identifies the rest* ToasterofJoy? Heh, interesting name. And I recognize this other deer...it's...*checks* Sakura! There's one other deer in this pic whose picto I can't see, oh well.

My Human has a cold, and I just woke up, too. She's feeling chilly and sneezy, and very tired.

If you can see me sitting with you and you don't want me to, simply tell me, and I'll go...

EDIT: My Human couldn't help herself...she look a close-up of Witcher and Sakura!



Now, I am attempting to rest in the Deermuda Triangle, which has never been very reactive to me...hmm.