>.< Ooooh...I hate when that happens.
But don't cry. O_O No one said you had to draw me anything. Do it only if you want to.
And I've had my share of programs crashing on me after doing a lot of work on something. It's why they tell you to "save, and save often". Good lesson to learn, cuz the times I didn't do that, I wanted to cry and break something at the same time. ^^; (My example doesn't just include art - fanfiction too.) Just take a break - a long one. And if afterwards, after getting over the loss and recollecting your thoughts, you still feel like drawing him, go for it. But like I said, only if you want to.

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The Dragonfly Deer:
land|scape|goat
magnets don't always attract
4.9 on the Richter Scale

You forget to save often when you take a break from computer art for a few years :/

The only good thing about sadness is that it fuels my ability to sketch...on paper, that is...