cogito ergo sum|| Biography of Ysrael

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Today I dreamt that I awoke.

And all around me was a sea of blue.

I fell within

and the further I sunk into black

the less I could distinguish the stars above me

from the ones that lay behind my eyes.
























JOURNAL:

                  Day one thousand nine-hundred and fourty nine:


I am my old self today. I found others and the thoughts that
have been plaguing me are swept away on the wind.

I have come across a strange crystal. It did not seem to want
to be touched, though I did so anyways, and stayed near it
even after I felt its sharp points.

It shifts so beautifully in the light.






                  Day one thousand nine-hundred and thirty four:

                      Was I... someone...?


Did I... have purpose...?                      


Who am I?

How do I recall the number of days?



Why was I counting...?


I was... waiting for something...


...
...

... waiting...


...


?

Yes, child?


...

Was it you, who I was waiting for?

...

... it... it must have been.

Thank you.

Yes.

I will play in the forest with you.

...

...

...


This is what I am?



This is where I belong?

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(test comment, for later)

(test comment, for later)
Trickster's picture

Holy. Wowzaaah. Your stuff

Holy. Wowzaaah.

Your stuff never ceases to amaze me ♥ I adore the mood of this blog, too-the stars are stunning, and foaiusdfoaiud YOUR AAAAART *explode*

Plus yanno, it's like, illegal for me not to megastalk this, of course :3 *rolls about all over this wonderfulness* ♥ ♥ ♥

YEEEEY YSRAELLL~~~~~

EDIT: Lawl ninja test comment 8D *boot'd*
Serenai's picture

♥ You interest



You interest me.

Both of you.
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@Zebbie: FAST ZEBBIE IS

@Zebbie: FAST ZEBBIE IS FAST
now you shall be the test subject of my comment backgrounds as well, AHAHAHAHAA;;

But in all seriousness, thank you so much ;w; I'm terrible at CSS but rather adequate at... dissecting it hahaha

@Serenai: ah, thank you ♥ I will try to hold that interest as best I can.

Hmm...

Hmm...

This blog needs to be

This blog needs to be stalked. <3 interesting music.
Apparanza's picture

Ahh, how beautiful~&hearts

Ahh, how beautiful~&hearts

By Leuvr
shaku's picture

Hnnn... I meant to track this

Hnnn... I meant to track this earlier~
Gorgeous bio~ And I obviously love your art 8D

Munkel's picture

This really is interesting,

This really is interesting, and I love the picture &hearts
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Ah comments @_@ /has not been

Ah comments @_@ /has not been keeping track

Thank you all for your words~ Hopefully soon there will be something more substantial here haha;;

Awwwh Ysrael looks so

Awwwh Ysrael looks so beautiful!
I love how the picture you have up of her right now makes it look like she is made of stars!

This is a lovely biography! may I ask what code you used to make the background scroll with you?
(fails at CSS DX)

May I also ask where you get this amazing music from?! I have fallen in LOVE with the song you have playing... makes me think of the ocean/galaxy/life/sadness AT the same time... it's also got a kind of nostalgic feel. Such a beautiful song...

But anyways I MUST TRACK THIS BEAUTY! I should add Forest Actions to Makime's biography once I start making it... I don't know where to start OTL|||

*pets Ysrael* Ya know to this day I still have not encountered her in the forest! The only time I did was at the bridge dance party and I didn't even notice her there were so many deer around!

I must fix this and watch out for you!

All in all I love this biography I want to marry it and live with it forever&ever!
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eto eto;; The code to make

eto eto;;

The code to make the background stay in a fixed position is 'background-attachment: fixed'.
And hahaha I do not know how to code either I just find a ridiculous amount of stuff from everywhere and put it in until the end result looks decent LOL;;; If anyone actually viewed the page source they'd see how messy the coding really is O_O

The music is from a game called Machinarium! I have never played it, but it is a sort of artistic exploration game where you play as a robot who is trying to find his lost robot girlfriend ;u; The game has the most beautiful soundtrack ever,,, The one that is playing is called 'The Glasshouse With Butterfly'.

I think Ysrael spotted you once, sleeping in the blue bowl. I had her fall asleep next to your little fawn~♥

And if you marry it you must watch over it's ten children who all have no college funds!!!! /oh noes
shaku's picture

Love the new profile pic *u*

Love the new profile pic *u*

Ysrael's picture

uhuhuhuu ty ty;; *u* I'll

uhuhuhuu ty ty;; *u*

I'll prolly change it a few more times before I find one I'll actually keep though lol
Aleron's picture

Track'd. I LOVEEEE this

Track'd. Laughing out loud
I LOVEEEE this character.
Cedric
Clora's picture

Wow, this is such an

Wow, this is such an interesting character...

And the page is so dreamy. It's too stimulous for my imagination.
Once {Epon} A Time.

Lol, that sounds like me... I

Lol, that sounds like me... I don't no a lick of CSS so instead I jsut pick it apart and throw it at other CSS like "MAKE ME WANDURFUL CSS BEBEHZ >8C"

That game sounds interesting... I'll have to look it up, see if i can snag a copy x3
Well from jsut this song I can say one thing, it comes close to topping on of my favorite songs of all time... but not quite. My favorite song of all time it "Time" from the movie inception <333

Oh so that was you? I kept trying to view your pictogram but the flowers vieled little Ysrael. makime was tempted to go sleep next to you so that magic gold circle would happen and he could view the pictogram orz|||

;n; w-what?! 10 KIDS?! Uh.... alright fine! C'MERE KIDDIES!
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Ooh I will make sure to look

Ooh I will make sure to look that up. OuO Sadly, I have yet to see that movie orz;;; I must watch it before it stops showing in theaters... unless it already has

Haha awww that sounds cute~ And lol I like how you call it the 'magic gold circle'. XD The picto wouldn't have shown up properly, anyways. It's missing the two vertical lines on other people's TEFs. BUT it might just be me or something but I think the new update remedied that... Since I saw her picto in someone else's screenshot from the beta and it had the lines. o:

YAY
/kids glomp you ♥
shaku's picture

I love your day 30 entry~

I love your day 30 entry~ Your writing always makes me shiver (in a good way) ♥

Ysrael's picture

Thank you, Shaku~ It's always

Thank you, Shaku~ It's always good to make people shiver (in a good way) ;;
ocean's picture

Why am I not tracking this.

Why am I not tracking this. o_o
She's beautiful. <3
Reyy's picture

So mystifying and gorgeous. I

So mystifying and gorgeous.
I love this character and I especially love the atmosphere of this biography.

This is amazing! I adore this

This is amazing! I adore this layout<3

Ysrael's picture

thank you thank you, and

thank you thank you, and thank you ! ♥
shaku's picture

Love the new profile pic~ She

Love the new profile pic~ She looks so... strong. Like there's a sea of power inside her tiny body. *loves it*

Ohmanohmanohman! This new

Ohmanohmanohman!
This new music <3333
And that picture <333

Ysrael's biography NEVER seizes(sp?) so amaze me <3333
Havak's picture

Whoa. This is so pretty! =O

Whoa. This is so pretty! =O Tracking.
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@shaku: ohh, that's an

@shaku: ohh, that's an interesting obvervation... I like it hehe ;; tbh I'm really struggling with creating a composition for her four-legged body @_@ /doesn't know how to organize a horizontal creature orz;;

@makime: Thank you! This song is from the game Ecco the Dolphin: Defender of the Future. (aka my most favorite weird sci-fi game of all time). There are so many pretty songs from the soundtrack that it'll probably switch around some more haha ;;

@havak: Thank you very much! ♥

kUGAKGHFGDA I'VE PLAYED ECCO!

kUGAKGHFGDA
I'VE PLAYED ECCO! I HAVE THAT GAME OMG I LOVE IT ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
I havn't finished it tho, it's a really hard game DX
but I loves Ecco the Dolphin ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Wooow~! &hearts; Insta-track

Wooow~! ♥ Insta-track

Why can I never find you in

Why can I never find you in the forest? D':

I love that into paragraph it

I love that into paragraph it and the picture, they just go together so well! The music is also great. Smiling
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@makime: AHHHHH AWESOME. YOU

@makime: AHHHHH
AWESOME. YOU ARE SO COOL
What part are you on? Maybe I can give you some pointers if you wanna finish it l-lol ;;

@xylv: thank you for the track! ♥

@kitty: I have no idea orz;; I have no life so I'm in there most of the time hahaha ;; during the afternoon, at least.

@Tera: Thank you! ;w;

I'm... I'm still on the

I'm... I'm still on the second level /feels ashamed now
I've had glimpes of the other levels through youtube and I'm sad cause I can't bring myself to go through that friggins cary cave DX
I usually just stick around the first level and just swim and talk to myself.

That cave... ughhhh it's so scary to me! The ocean scares me but intrigues me at the same time... even for a game Ecco does that XD
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mmm The big cave where you

mmm The big cave where you have to find one of the dolphin babies? ?_?
orz;; I remember I was so scared of it too, it especially didn't help that my tv was uber dark and all I could see was the glowfish. I can't count how many times I panicked and ended up ramming poor Ecco into walls in an attempt to get him back out to the surface///
And there was that other long tunnel that lead into the great white pool that had the MAN EATING PIRANHAS or whatever they were ;_; those things ate me a bunch of times lol.
Eventually I learned to turn the brightness up and then I COULD SUDDENLY SEE EVERYTHING it was amazing

I stayed at the first level for ages too haha. I would just not talk to the mother whale and pretend that the Foe never came and exploded the guardian and everyone stayed happy ;__; I don't even remember how I made myself go through with actually playing it LOL

I have no idea, I'm so scared

I have no idea, I'm so scared of those freaking caves ;~;
Oh man that sucks D:
My T.V is light but that cave is still so... ugh!
WHAT PIRANHAS?! *shiver*
NONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONO*spazzes*


Same I would pretend that Ecco was some sort of outkast dolphin and he liked this one girl dolphin and saves her from sharks OMGNOWAI XD

I liked hiding in that one hollow log OvO
AND AND TRYING TO GET THAT STUPID GEM ON TOP OF THAT STUPID ROCK AGHHHHHHH *smashes remote* GIVE.ME.THAT.GEM!!!!

Ahem, okay done with rage XD
But yes Ecco is like one of my fav games ever <333333
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Be brave! ;_; Ecco is a nice

Be brave! ;_; Ecco is a nice dolphin and won't remember if you drown him because HE MUST GO ONNN~
and uh
I MEAN
there are no piranhas what are you talking about// I think if you swim fast enough they leave you alone but I don't remember ;;

LMAO omg that sounds so beautiful;; I would always swim around in the group with those green dolphins and do crazy awesome tricks hehe.

THAT LOG KILLED ME ONCE ;__;
AND SO DID THAT ROCK
I got stuck on both of them otl;;

I'll try to be brave but

I'll try to be brave but gosh! Moray eels, sharks, dark caves with who knows what in. THAT'S ALOT TO BE BRAVE AGAINST!!

Sure... sure there aren't XD// Swim fast enougg, got it *scribbles it in her notebook*

Oh yeah, swimming witht hem and going everywhere and do crazy mad skillz tricks! XDD Ah the memories....

IT KILLED ME ONCE TOO
ROCK HAS YET TO KILL ME!
Man that... that sucks XD I mean getting stuck on the rock that's all pointy... XD

You have my sympathies tho, I too have listened to Ecco's desperate cries as he choked to death in that DUMB YET AWESOME LOG!
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Trust me, all that stuff is

Trust me, all that stuff is easy once you get further into the game!

Also, I think there were two tunnels leading into the great white area, one incredibly long black tunnel (that you can light up with friendly yellow glow fish if you get them to follow you Sticking out tongue), and then the one full of hungry things that want to eat you. ;_; aka neither are especially easy but it's worth it once you get to go beat up that huge shark hehe. I remember yelling at it and making fun of it a lot, too, so I wouldn't get overly angry at myself for being eaten so many times orz;; The scariest thing about the shark is the sound it makes when it rushes after you, other than that it's easy to outrun if you come at it from the wrong angle//

LOL I have no idea how I managed to get stuck on the rock lmao;; I think I might have just kept rolling up it on purpose every time I started slipping to see how long I could stay there and then BOOM I'm dead. Guess poor little Ecco dried out or something ;__; /feels bad

gosh I'm starting to want to play this game again arghh
Last time I picked it up I got stuck in Perpetual Fluidity, though o__o
/runs off to check

((lol sorry to ask but umm,

((lol sorry to ask but umm, is there any way you could tell me how you did the background in css? im attempting and failing at it:(the background is the only thing i really have trouble with))
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Sorry if you've been asked

Sorry if you've been asked many times, but what is this music?

I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet
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@two: Ah, let me rummage

@two: Ah, let me rummage through my messy coding... @__@

body{background-image: url('http://www.infiniteconnections.us/images/Nebula_RCW49_04_lrg.jpg');color:black; background-attachment: fixed;

This is the code for the background background, but not for the one for the comment backgrounds. I doubt this is very helpful at all orz;;; I am terrible at explaining things.


@eyestrain: It is no trouble, Eye! The song is 'Shrine of Controversy' from the Ecco the Dolphin: Defender of the Future game sountrack. (:
shaku's picture

"You think you know me, do

"You think you know me, do you? You're mistaken.. but I know you. I've been watching from inside. I have a handle now. We will play again, won't we? If you grow invisible, call to me. I don't need sight to find you."

♥ ♥ ♥

Woo, that font is practically invisible on your background. My apologies ;u; I'll play around with it~

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"Mistaken...? Your words

"Mistaken...? Your words puzzle me, but I will do as you say... If I ever feel the need..."


~ ~ ~


Haha it doesn't look invisible to me. XD Perfectly legible.
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You've certainly held my

You've certainly held my interest, dears. &hears;
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shaku's picture

"It has been a while... I

"It has been a while... I suppose he would've changed anyway, fufu~ Like yourself. You've changed very much. You seem... deeper, in a way, than his memories of you."

-----

He's trying to say "more mature" or "darker," but he dislikes both of those concepts, so he's avoiding putting them into words |D

Weird... if I change computers, it looks more legible XD;; Maybe it was just my screen..?

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@Serenai: I am

@Serenai: I am glad~♥


@Shaku:

"He...? Vodun... Who is it that you speak of? It seems I am not the only one who has changed."

~ ~ ~

Haha I see. XD

And my screen likes to randomly become darker or lighter whenever it feels like it... @_@ Makes it hard to get the brightness settings correct when I'm drawing stuff ugh;;

I love everything about your

I love everything about your character.

/creepy comment for creepy stalk
Munkel's picture

Whenever I look at her bio

Whenever I look at her bio she intrigues me even more.

I feel so stupid. I just

I feel so stupid. I just realized I've spent a LOT of time with Ysrael. Your picto appears so different in game I never made the connection until I looked at her set and thought, "You know who that reminds me of...?"

MAN. I am stupid. xD I've always looked at your picto and wondered who you are... ahahaha... anyway, *double stalk now.* I've always adored your deer even without knowing who she was. xD