Comment-testery and done-bumpery.

Awh, I must say your patience for caring about others and taking your time listening to them is admirable. :') You're doing a good thing on this community, and I can see how people appreciates it.
Don't forget yourself in everyone else's sorrows, though. Don't ever feel like you have to show everyone that you're strong just so you can cheer them up. If there is something, something at all, you know where to contact me and you know I love listening to whatever you have to say. :') <3

^ Same deal for me Although I'm rather busy with university and such, always feel free to drop me a line about anything at all-I've been told I'm rather good at the whole 'cheering up' thing, perhaps Mini and I could make a tagteam to help ya out if you need it one time 8D

Haha, good to hear <3
And yeah, come running to me and Zebbie when you feel like throwing your problems at someone 8D

That is a very nice thing of you to ask. Normally I am not the person to shout out and beg for compassion, but... perharps a little ranting would be good.

I am sick by now. On Tuesday I had a circulatory collapse, I injured myself so badly that my face needed to be sewed. And like that wasn't enough, it happenend in the middle of a maths examination. A test I would have passed. 100 percent. But oh no - I couldn't finish. Then, the doctors said I also caught a viral disease. They -think- there is some connection, perharps not. Thus, I spent the days laying on my back, so sick staring at the ceiling was quite entertaining.

But that is okay. It is. I was healthy for four years now. The last time I saw the interior of a hospital is seven years ago.

No. What isn't okay is that my brother was almost killed in a car accident two days ago. If it weren't for the excellent security of my grandmother's car, he would be dead. This way, his only harm is the shock - and memory loss... he doesn't remember how it happend. This is his second accident like this. In the first he also destroyed a car. I am so worried about him. He is 20 years old. He is studying for one and a half year. This... no. It musn't happen.

And yesterday my mother got sick as well. Now what. My father has to work. Exactly. I must get up again. My mother has likely the same disease I have - but it is okay. It is. Those are problems... but not forever.

What is really a pain in my back is my horse. She has a severe muscle-injury. The vet says she probably can't ever be ridden again. It all depends how we treat her now. Was this my fault? I love her so much. I would never want her to be sick forever. But perharps I did something wrong? I don't know. But now... I can't go to her. I can't. I try to stand for more than half an hour, and I break down again. She needs me. I know it. And I want to help her. But I can't. I must lie down and watch.

Even the fact that nobody at all called me and ask where I've been, what happened at that maths test seems so small now. The fact that hardly anyone considers me a friend seems so petty, but so painful the same. Am I a bad person? A selfish one? I don't know. I just know that I am sick in that manner as well. A type of Autism. I never thought about such a thing until a few years ago I was told. Great, they said. It's not entirely your fault you're chased away at school. Great, I think. That doesn't make me feel better. It's just another point on my list of being a freak.

That would never make anyone show concern for me. Despite my parents.

Somehow, the fact I play a deer like Aurora seems so ridiculous now.


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This was good. Thank you. So much. <3

Thank you.

It's not like I never thought about things the ways you presented me, but in times like this it seems so much more difficult. Times when so many things around you break down like a house made of cards, leaving you wondering "Hellooo God? What have I done you?!".

I'm still at school, so I guess we two share experiences there. The place itself isn't bad, the teachers are nice. No, if it created a different imagine, that wasn't intended. It's rather about the younger people there. Or me. Whatever.

As for horses, you may wonder how fragile they are. How poor such injuries can be treated. A horse can't lie down for weeks to heal - if a horse is hurt it either gets better... or not. But okay. I am just glad I don't have to feel the vet may put her down - worst case is retirement. Still, I wouldn't be able to see her too often there, so it still hurts.

'Twas good to get these things off my chest. Whether I will look more optimistic into the future I can't tell - but your concern is heartwarming. I thank you.

This is a sweet idea. you are a wonderful person

Aww, Quad, Kaoori, thanks you guys! >w< I'm just doing what I can to keep the community happy TwT

This is awesum! I love your idea dawg!
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Detta er utrolig! Jeg elsker ideen din dawg!

@SentrySeb: Aww, thanks! >w< And yeah, I am XD Very, as a matter of fact XD

@z.m123: Aww, thanks! >w< Also, jeg vidste ikke du snakkede norsk : D Or maybe I'm just being exceedingly absent-minded... as always XD

@Zeekii: Aww, thanks! >w< I'm trying to spread the word as much as I can... Y'know, to brighten as many people's days as I possibly can >w<

Ja, det er så dejlig afslappende, synes du ikke? TwT Især hvis man ikke er så god til Engelsk - ikke at det er et problem for mig XD;;

*huggles Snow* Is that a track I spot? < w <

Track! And a recommendation:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3SB4zDuR8Oo

I have, like, eight billion kitten videos favorited....

"I'm really happy someone'd bother to help me out on this thing XD"
It is awesome and made of win. Everyone should help~
If you ever need cute cat videos, I'm your gal : D
Or if you want random, pointless things that make me crack up but probably shouldn't because they're weird, I have lots of those, too.

...Benny Hill makes everything funnier.

Sends cookies of happiness

how am I not already tracking this?

@Ven: *CLING* I' happy you would! : D Also, the world is lonely without you or internet 4/7 days of the week D:

@Ysrael: That's good, that's what it's here for >w< And thank you, you're such a flatterer >w<

Track o3o

stalked!

@Samibec: you tricky, little thing! < w <

@Parler: Oh, don't worry, I'll be sure to >w<

Everything on here is so so true. It has fulfilled its purpose and cheered me up. Such a nice blog to make for the community.

Well, my best friend has been down lately, and I just want her to know what a wonderful person she is. I know she doesn't think so, but she went and did the 25 days of Christmas sketches, and although she can be shy, she's been there for me as long as I know her, and I'm so glad that I met her. I know I cheer her up, but I just wish I could make her happy. She's had some things going on that really upset her and I don't know if I can fix them.. but I'm always here to listen.

I hope you read this Kali. (Scythe)

Improvising would be great. I just want her to know what a good person she is.
*hugs*

http://endlessforest.org/community/scythe039s-deer-directory she doesn't have a main deer, but these are her characters.

Well, Wesker is Kaoori's mate, and.. I think she's interacted with just about every deer on her directory that's active. ^^