((I've decided to try writing these a day after, since I never write them on the same day. Yeah. Also, I think I will begin putting my funny/other sorts of screenshots in the pictures section, to keep the 'new diaries' section from getting congested))

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I wake up to the gentle pattering of rain. The cooloness, coming down like the tears of an idol whose face looms in an unknown sky, is enoch to relax me, and the weary melencholy of the last few weeks breaks like the raindrops hitting the ground. I run to the water, watching the ripples spread from lake and rain mingling with a moment of joy in my heart. I jump in, exhuberently.

Fast-forward. 21, a deer I don't know, and I, are playing beneath the big willow tree in the rain. I feel myself growing uneasy, and suddenly, I remember the last time it rained: I went beneath the willow tree with a doe that day, too. Not the way I am now, the play of friends who merge with trees, and lie back on the water. I mean I was with Payton. My heart twinges, the way it always does these day when I am by the river, and I see a fawn wearing poppies. Like the ghost of Eurydice, the certainty, the simmilarity, vanishes after but the briefest glimpse, just enough to remind me that I miss her. Understand, please, reader of my soul. I am not thinking about other does, or even the possibility of other does. I do not think she no longer cares for me, or has abandoned me. There was a period when we were fawns when I didn't see her at all, and missed her much like I miss her now. I believe she'll be back, sooner or later. Besides, I know my heart well enough: I wouldn't stop waiting, or missing her.

At first, some screenshots

Deer with two heads?



Mini-deers




Minis are "praying" XD



Ok, now sth about my deer. My deer's name's Nae. Usually she has a brown pelt and bloody mask (her eyes are bleeding). Nae loves play with other deer and transforming to frog, bat or mini-deer. Nae doesn't have a lot of friend because she is new in the Forest. Oh, and she wishes to have skull mask XD
My doe:

Meh...

My more human side sadly craves conversation now and then so I find me updating the journal for no reason. O.o...

I've been dancing in the forest now since April 15th and though I have met a few deer I can recognize now and then, my own shyness makes it hard for me to really get into posting in the forums. *hides in a tree*

For fun I thought I'd post a few screen captures I've snagged while playing though, because they are fun to take.

A Random unknown deer I stalked for a closeup because I wanted to try it...


...decided to play "Surprise!" by hiding in one of the larger mushroom trees... hehe... <3


From the day when spells were sticking to fauns... My two favorite combinations


And some fun with a few deer friends I've made. *doesn't know their names...* *nuzzles hello*



My artistic nature has also really taken to the Forest and one of these days I'll have to upload some of the pictures that have graced my sketchbook lately. For now though I think my desire for seeing words has been temporarily sated.

~ Light

I need Your help. On 6th May I have really hard english-exam. In my contry this exam call "matura":) If I pass it, I will go on university. Ofcours, I must pass biology-exam and my national language-exam too.

I would like to practise my english. I know, I do a lot of mistakes. Maybe somebody can talk with me? About TEF, weather and everything... I think we can talk in this blog-entry. Please, tell me about ever mistake...

Which was yesterday! (Duh) I've never submitted a diary before, so there But I just wanted to show some pictures.

I was feeling a bit bad yesterday. There weren't a lot of deer around, atleast not ones who I knew. So I went to sit down somewhere, being all sad and stuff. And got company of this cute fawn! He's like, Draak's almost-picto-clone.

He did cheer me up a good bit XD

And when speaking about the devil, Draak himself came to show up!


We had like, this big dance-party with a suddenly big group of fawns! Well.. There weren't.. That much.. But for the amount of deer there were in the forest in that moment


By that time of the day, I was feeling just as happy as always. But it wasn't the end at all! Because while we were dancing, another friend showed up!

I often play with her in the forest, but I haven't met her on the forums yet? I'm not even sure if she comes here! So I'm not even sure if she's a she. But it's because she looked like a doe that day. (And the day I met her) So there. (Slap me if you're a him XDD!)

She seemed to have left a while after. Well, that's what I think, because Draak made me follow him XD (I think he noticed that I was quite confused about just leaving) But he forced me. So there.

After that, we met up with another deer, who's name I don't know yet either ^^" But we had great fun with the three of us! So I made some pic's of it:

There was like, no space for me anymore D: So I choose the middle, lol.


I SEE WHAT YOU DID THERE. You pole-dancing Draak you!

Magnet: The rumors I'd heard were true. The Forest was indeed a warm tone. Gave it a sort of sleepy feel, in my opinion. There weren't that many deer around either, especially a little while ago.

I don't much feel like going into detailed descriptions of my day this time, so I'm mostly posting pictures. I took a whopping 64 this time! O.o Dang.


Boing.


Great timing.


Felt like we were on a flower-covered, firefly-lit stage. I've never seen fireflies before. They're quite interesting. =]


Some merged dancing. =] ...O.O! Pepokeen, don't move. You've got something on your face!

I met Kinoshi during a dance.

Apparently he hadn't been in the Forest for awhile.


O_O Scary rock...

Maybe we can dig it up.
No? Well, what if I use my mask?



I think we made it mad...
Bet I'm scarier.

RAH!

That triggered some silliness.

lol the deer in the raven pelt was getting so frustrated with me! lol i was trying to tell them to sit on the rock, but they just didnt understand =/

rawrg pepokeen lol im trying to get close up shots of you and you keep following me down in the river to investigate! XD

Hello everyone, im sorry that I have been gone for a while. Anyways, on with what happened today :3

April 27, 2008~

I awoke with a strange sence of emptyness as I got up from a long sleep. As my eyes adjusted to the light, I noticed that the forest was a pinkish color and the sun had gone red. Perhaps the gods had been in the forest while I was asleap? Quite a possibility.

As I searched the forest for friends I noticed that it was quite empty today. If the forest was red shouldnt there be deer running around like usual?

Later on I found a small grouping of deer and decided to have a small dance party with them before running off and falling asleap beside the crying idol. It was an amazingly stress free day just like it used to be before all the drama that had been happening.

I don't know if I could keep a regular diary but I'll try to write down anything memorable I come across. I'm not a writer by any means, but I wasn't in the mood to draw stuff today.
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The night before last, I was playing in a group and noticed a strange one who seemed to drift in and out of the herd; their pace was slow and deliberate yet there was an aloofness about them, and they would not join in our games. Their pictogram looked like a pair of folded wings and, true to their name, this individual gave me the impression of a shy bird. I approached while they stood hiding beneath a willow tree but our company was brief, and they spirited off shortly after my greeting.

Not long after, my friend returned under the guise of a dove, a form which they seemed much more comfortable in. I danced after them as they led me in circles through the clearings. When we neared the river they returned to their deerish appearance and we reposed a while at the weeping idol.

Eventually, my friend had to leave and we said farewell. They left me with a final curiosity as they departed - wading like an egret into the river and suddenly vanishing beneath the surface! I only thought to take a picture right before they left. I wonder if I've seen them before, or if it's just that their pictogram is so distinctive?