name yorda

namesake the princess from ico

gender female


pictogram

personality yorda is painfully shy, almost to a fault. she's extremely polite to other deer however and will offer a respectful bow when approached. she's a slow sort of deer, always hesitant and taking her time. as a result she often does not feel quick or clever enough to caper with others and shies away from the playground. she spends most of her time by the statue of the twin gods and is devout in her prayers. her favorite thing to do is gather up flowers in her antlers and have a nap in the old oak.

likes
+ orange-red flowers by the ruins
+ the taste of mushrooms
+ the devout pelt
+ her solitude
+ the snow and rain

dislikes
- falling into the pond
- being confronted
- the day of the dead mask
- the dark

Why... Why did I do that?

I saw him today.. We seemed to make up just fine... But he ran away... And I got angry...

I just wanted to apologize, I didn't mean to yell... I feel so terrible, I just wish I didn't even see you today... I wouldn't have gotten so angry, and I wouldn't have yelled... I feel awful...

I don't want you to be angry with me... I wanted to show you that I loved you, but you kept turning away... Is that how you feel about me? *sniff* Is this how it'll be?...

I still care for you... I just want to know... if you like me back... Why can't I just... say the right thing when I see you?... Why I couldn't I keep my temper? I don't know what to do...

I want things to be right again...

aww Fulu... anyway, i just posted this to clear things up, i guess, if you didnt understand what i was saying. Fulu's feeling a tad emotionally unstable. as am i... ive just been thinking about what next year will be like. this whole situation reminded me of it. my hearts actually in a tough spot right now, and im not completely sure what to do, so... im not feeling my greatest lately.

i think half of what Fulu said is how i really feel about some people right now...

anyway, enough of the drama. but i think i just ruined it between Darcy and Fulu. *sigh* oh well, i guess thats the way of Endless Forest soap operas XD

I'm gonna be heading home tomorrow. We'll be going for two days, and I'm not sure if the hotel room has interwebs. o.0 Hopefully I'll be able to talk to you guys tomorrow. Back to NC, away!

I'm on the map...it says I'm in...

...but how do you see me? Sleep-sliding? Doe or fawn?

My set is nothing but purple flowers, lol.

HAI DARCEH. *friendly nuzzles* Nice to finally see a familiar face.

School days, school days...loneliest and cruel days...
Loveliest of true days...all, in all, the same...

Sweetheart, noheart...we shall never depart...
Sweetened...beaten...beating heart or hoof?...

Dovely...lovely...all the same, or roughly...
Troubling...doubling over in, and on...

Cruel days, fool days...silvern colored tool days...
Know me...no me...you will never know me...

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It kind-of feels like my friends here are sick of me...figured it would happen...*sighs*...

Reminds me of school...

Meh...the poem was from the top of my head, just depression in a verbal form :/

Warning - has a little gore



"Having fun yet, Christine?", someone said. The young girl nodded and smiled, "This is so much fun!", she exclaimed.

The airplane flew over a canopy of trees. The pilot smiled back before returning to his job, glancing over to his co-pilot. They didn't want to tell the girl that they had lost their radar. The humans were lost, going in one direction aimlessly.

Christine was very happy. She couldn't wait to see her parents, and was returning from a vacation. She hugged a deer plush her father gave her, and watched out the window.

Clink!

The metal bird shook, slightly at first, and then violently. The two pilots were scrambling to figure out what happened, when the co-pilot exclaimed, "Engine 2 is on fire!" The girl's skin went cold upon hearing this, and she began to scream. "Mayday! Mayday! Engine Failure! We're going down!!", the pilot broadcast over the radio, but they were too far from civilization to be heard. The co-pilot unbucked and climbed into the back of the plane, grabbing a parachute and helping it onto the girl. "Your parents told you how to use this, right?", he asked. The girl nodded, and the co-pilot continued, "Good. You need to leave now, and we'll be right behind you. If we get lost, just stay put and we'll come find you."

The girl unbuckled her seatbelt and put the parachute on. The co-pilot opened the door to the airplane, which made a loud sound as the air began to suck out of the plane. "Go, go, go!", the co-pilot said to her, helping her to the door. The girl stepped back, grabbing her deer plush before leaping out.

Oh. My. God.

I was about halfway done with Jendeer's picture...and....and...PaintShop Pro ERRORS on me. I had saved a few steps back, so I knew I'd lose a little work but not much...so I closed the program, went back in...and....and...
NONE OF IT SAVED.
AGGHHHHADASDAJKLJSADLKAHFHHKKL!!~#Q#woriHIO!!!

-sobsuncontrollably-

Purple flowers
Circle around my antlers
In a delicate sarcophagus
Of bleeding petals turning back to nature

My eyes bleed
As well as my heart bleeds
With the subtle tears returning back
To the oceans all their most sincere apologies

My hooves bleed
Muddy soil's beating heart
Pumping out slowly waddling tears circled in spirals
With a heart wrapped up in a tumor made of love

Into the pond my paints flow
As these lies I lay upon myself let go
And the hope I've had through all these short-lived years
Fades into the majesty of the dawn my heart sees and kisses to restful sleep

My horns adorned in floras unforgiving
Not nearly in death but only partly in the living
I stare out of irises tinted green by chlorophyll that has seeped deep into the fleeting heart within me
And I watch the form that never wants to know and never, ever wants to be with me...

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Anzel is sitting by a familiar stone, bare of pelt and mask, her standard antlers adorned in purple flowers. A quick rainshower brings her former pelt's colors into the pond, dying it silvery, metallic. Earthworms make their way out of the earth, crawling around aimlessly towards nothing in particular.

She just sits and daydreams, taking in the scent of the newfallen rain, her closed eyes seeing his dark pelt, tinted by the summer sky.

She shivers, rain having soaken through her pelt, freezing her. But only the birch forest grasses lie around her, trying to warm her...

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Yeah...I'm kind-of...depressed, in real life. I'm missing my boyfriend, who will be returning late tonight from his trip (he's been gone since friday), and I may or may not talk to him.

So I wrote a pathetic free-verse poem :/ Meh...oh yes, and I'm overheating for no reason, fun...*pants* It's not that hot out, I'm just pmsing, lol.

I once thought that all would be well... That I had finally found love, and that I finally understood what the real world was like...

But it seems that in the past events, I have managed to break another's heart... The one she knew way before I had ever known he existed. I stole him from her only because she wasn't there. And now that she's finally found the path back home, I feel like I shouldn't be here...

Your heart shouldn't shatter only because I was faster than you. You had known him longer than even my brother, and you know more about him than I... I am so sorry... Deeply and truly... But I'm afraid I can't change my feelings for him...

I still want to spend my time with him. I still want to sit next to him, and comfort him when he's down... I still want to feel the warmth in his eyes when he looks at me, and I still want to feel the fluttering beats of my heart as he nuzzles me...

I can't begin to describe how I feel about him... We only met a few days ago... It happened so fast...

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Perhaps my heart should be broken, so yours can be mended...

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she had no idea what the world would bring to her. i know, shes being overdramatic again XD but shes got a little heart so far, and it cant take this much.

O_o lets please not take this seriously, shall we? depression runs in her family... Darcy, she still really likes him. i hope we can all figure this out and patch things up <3

and dont hit me for the quality, it was 5 AM and i drew this in like 5 minutes XDDD OH DARN... forgot her picto DX

Hey all!

Got some pic-a-tures that I am wishing to share. ^^

A calm scene:


Two closeups:




And a shot that looks good, IMO. Especially with the tree there.


Also: Horray! This is what I wish I could look like:

...however, the Gods forbid. Why they forbid, I don't know... I've done my 30 days! By their own resoning, I'm now experienced in magic and should therefore be alowed to keep it.
But alas. I must wait for those rare few days that sometimes-occasionally occor after an Abio.