Why... Why did I do that?

I saw him today.. We seemed to make up just fine... But he ran away... And I got angry...

I just wanted to apologize, I didn't mean to yell... I feel so terrible, I just wish I didn't even see you today... I wouldn't have gotten so angry, and I wouldn't have yelled... I feel awful...

I don't want you to be angry with me... I wanted to show you that I loved you, but you kept turning away... Is that how you feel about me? *sniff* Is this how it'll be?...

I still care for you... I just want to know... if you like me back... Why can't I just... say the right thing when I see you?... Why I couldn't I keep my temper? I don't know what to do...

I want things to be right again...

aww Fulu... anyway, i just posted this to clear things up, i guess, if you didnt understand what i was saying. Fulu's feeling a tad emotionally unstable. as am i... ive just been thinking about what next year will be like. this whole situation reminded me of it. my hearts actually in a tough spot right now, and im not completely sure what to do, so... im not feeling my greatest lately.

i think half of what Fulu said is how i really feel about some people right now...

anyway, enough of the drama. but i think i just ruined it between Darcy and Fulu. *sigh* oh well, i guess thats the way of Endless Forest soap operas XD