You're at the pond, sleeping in full set! Plume's sitting beside you.

edit: You're invisible o.O
edit2: Visible again. ^^;
edit3: You is gone :'(

Do you guys ever get that feeling where your extremely bored... and you just want to stay on the computer, but there's like nothing to do, and you just feel really... bleah?
:/
I dunno. Nevermind me. I'm weird.

I can stand not getting the pictos to spread right now, it's been as such for a week now, such a rarity x3

BUT. I'm getting sick of the stupid error message when connecting...it comes up so often nowadays.

Arghfurgles. Anyone else notice issues with connecting, even if only slightly? XP

Is anyone else getting kinda tired of the only diary entries being "Deer Updates" and "Biographies"? D:

I dunno.
I guess I'm just stirring up some disaster here or somethin'.
It's just like.
I feel as if every other post is a deer update. And seriously, not to sound mean or anything, please don't take it the wrong way, it's just, I'd rather find out what your deer is up to by hopping into the forest, y'know?

Idk.
Ignore this I suppose, just had to let that out.

i havent seen her in days... anyone know where she went? :<

I come to the forest, as I'm sure most of you do-- to find peace and friendship. Seeing everyone leave is making me depressed. Even if I didn't know half of them. There's too much drama, and too much un-welcome-ness. I hope to get the Lightbringers back up- and running.... I wanted to let everyone know that they can hold onto me in this time when everyone's leaving, because I will never leave. Permanently....

Love you all.
Mystress.

P.s: Those who have left-- I'm sure its more than just drama why you left! I pray for you all-- please be safe.

Yeah, I decided to write one more.

Synopsis:

A newborn's dying moments. A mischieveous fawn's trickery. A lone lioness's plight. And a journey for a brother and sister. Four stories that all connect in the end.

I hope this doesn't end up being too confusing of a story, though. I try to make sure the reader knows which part each is about:

Eva - The newborn fawn in a mysterious place
Jaclyn - The lioness who has to survive on her own
Pent - A fawn in The Endless Forest who plays tricks on the other deer
Zephyr and Axie - The children of Quad and Mazey who are on a journey

As always, the parts in bold below are open slots for anyone who wants to be in the story. Most of the character slots will relate to Pent's story.

Chapter 1 - Rememberance Day

Chapter 2 - A Sibling Journey

A deer looking for Pent
-- Rutilus
Three or four Forest Elders:
-- Magnet
-- Fenqua
-- Silent
-- Aeros
Anyone who would want to see Zephyr and Axie leave for the journey
-- Jared
-- Danielle

Chapter 3 - Through The Swamps

Someone who sees Pent up to no good:
-- Pan
Two or three does who have a discussion:
-- Flightwood
-- Martisol
-- Arya

Chapter 4 - The Abandoned Ruins

Someone who tries to catch Pent
-- Akio

Chapter 5 - Snow

Chapter 6 - Soft Words

Three deer near the Twin Gods' statue
-- Tuna
-- Tamerlane
-- Redkora

Chapter 7 - Zephyrnaut

In a bowl, I feel mixed
Up like a vapor and down like an anchor
I can't seem to make any sense of it
Because it's not a common currency

Now I type with the anchor held up
By a current of fish swimming below and beyond
Deep through my veins doth these chemicalities
Like to weave through my arteries and back to my heart

The glow and the lustre of life seems to vanish
As I sit and tire so slow with the slightest of weights
And I wait for the sea to turn it to vapor
And for the kindest seabreeze to carry the lighter

And no longer can I write in poetry, solely prose. The lines bother me so, I nip at them like the deer I speak. A little foolish fae, I am, to think and breathe. To be allowed to know of such things far after I hath experienced them. My diagnosis comes from memory, all before then did my head lie in the deepest of fogs.

Forever, I feel, I had been an ignorant fool, had I not? Now the anchor weighs farther, and through my sternum there is a hook pulling and ripping and stabbing and twisting, in the kindest of ways, at the tiniest levels. A thousand times smaller than the eye can see, they twist and bring me down to size. And with it, they bring my sanity and smiles, they bring my energy to a halt and I fall down, farther and farther.

But I never reach the bottom, for this is a recipe for the sweetest of the bittering sweets. I know that of soon, I shall rise. And the curtain of sadness shall be left, to be replaced with a veil of amor and life. I do not know this, but I do. Though the anchor is pulling me down farther and further, or so I feel, it simply tugs with the current...I have map, at last.

Ok...so I planned on going on an uploading spree tonight on DA since I got WAY behind on my TEF art uploads...and that;s about it XD But yeah, the thing has been sitting inactive for months ><

So I upload a picture, it says it was uploaded, go back to the main page and...it's not in my gallery -blink- That's never happened before. So I upload another, thinking it was just taking a while to load...but that one didn't show up either. I logged off and back on, still nothing. BUT I got a couple favorites on them already, so clearly they're showing up somewhere...but where?! XD

Like I said, I haven't been on DA for a while, so I don't know...is this something normal as for recent or what? And if not, do you know what could be wrong?