sorry but... its been on my mind lately... it seems like every member has this moment at some point but... still...

guys seriously.. do you even care? im just gonna put it out in the open. it seems like since Dannii left, ive been shoved to the back of the picture. i admit, shes probably the one person i talked to the most. she ALWAYS commented on something i wrote, she at least read it. but now that shes gone, i dont have someone to let me know that theyre reading. im guessing a lot of you got to my blogs through her?

it just feels like nobody cares anymore. i wrote an entire chapter to my new story, which even now barely anyone reads, and i havent gotten one comment. was Dannii seriously the only one that even cared? am i THAT boring?

i realize i havent done much lately, what with school. i should expect that when i write something with a number of different peoples characters in it, i should at least get one comment. i should expect that when i write something at all, it should be noticed, because i almost never write anymore. yet here i am, checking how many comments i got every so often, and i keep seeing 0.

is it even worth it? i might as well drop the whole thing if no one cares.

i just feel ignored. i know some of you still pay attention to me, and i love you for that. but there are still a few who i wish would talk to me a little more. i know the world doesnt revolve around me, my friends here have lives, and sometimes they get caught up in them. im not saying lives arent good. but you know, when youre here, you should say something. at least let me know you still count me as a friend.

im trying not to direct this at anyone, and seriously, im not. if you feel like youre being targeted, well, maybe you are, i dont even know myself. im just getting it off my chest.

though i dont expect anyone to read this... i would be amazed if anyone commented.

EDIT: okay okay... ive given myself a little time to clear my thoughts.

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Hail and well-met! I bet you were expecting Seed, right? Well, don't worry about that old pansy, he'll still be around (Perhaps, though, that is not the best way to speak of a stag who has taken one on as a father would a son? Regardless, I will not stay the feelings of my heart!)! Allow me to introduce myself! I am Sir Faris....Or I will be. I'm working on it. Honor, purity, and ferocity: those are the ideals of a knight! At present, however, I am just a fawn, but do not let that lull you into a false sense of security! I am always looking for a worthy opponent to spar! I'm even considering seeing if I can get another deer to participate in something I've been considering...I must test the idea out, I will update on that later.

So, then, to this day of rain. I was not long in my second excusion into the forest when I stumbled upon a fawn I knew to be an ally of Seed's, a little doe-fawn named Lemon. She was sitting on the birdge, and while I joined her for a time, I felt better standing, listening, and I resolved to be, for the moment, her vigilant protector! She slept there for a little while, before getting up. She ran: I, remembering my resolution, decided to follow. She ran to meet another fawn, and the two of them, with me still following, ran to go play with some stags I had seen before. We did some dancing, which was rather fun, particularly when Lemon, the dark blue stag, and I were flipping as we danced.

Realized I haven't written a blog in a while, so here's a bit of an attempt at recalling the last few days. Well, on -what I believe was- the 22rd, pretty shortly after entering the forest and running threw the birch forest, I ran into Scape and some fawns in a mushroom circle. After a few quick bows to all, I hung around and danced with the fawns untill Scape woke up. We goofed off for a while, random emoting and such. Seed eventually showed up as well. I don't think I ever met him before then, but I recognised him from his fanart and such.



One of the fawns left, but the other hung around, looking at us like we were crazy or something. It eventually joined in on the fun. Later some other odd fawn showed up. It really freaked us out, though it seemed rather afraid of us. Eventually we all decided to sit down, and wound up making a sitting line.



After the sitting line, I couldn't stay in the forest much longer. I said a quick overall goodbye and headed out.

I don't think I really stayed in the forest long on the 23rd. I passed by a group of deer assembled by the lake and hung out a while. It kind of reminded me of that winter story I just started writing. There I had some invisible deer sightings while goofing off to be identical to another deer who was in the group. |D



The next day it was snowing! At first I stayed to my lonesome, just enjoying the sight of the snow. I didn't stay in the forest for very long at a time, but I did show up numerous times. Eventually I ran into Rowan (in a dotd pelt and stuff) who was playing as a fawn. Naturally, I was bewildered and amazed. It turned out there were many stags and does who went back to being fawns.

Wow, it's been way too long since I've played TEF... Just recently got a new computer so I decided after not playing it for ages I'd reinstall the game. Only... Minor issue! I can't for the life of me remember how to log in and actually play as my deer... So... Uhhh, if anybody sees this and can give me some help, that'd be great!

Much thanks!

Thielt, the Clueless Deer. <3

So, here's me, suddenly with blank paper and, omg, time. But not that much time, unfortunately. So just a sketchy doodle, really. Anyone want me to draw their deer? Please be aware that I will do the first ones to post first, the middly ones maybe and later ones... maybe...

OR I may suddenly go off into one of my arty whirlwinds and do everybody! 8D That would be nice. ^^

lul i fail.

A rather odd request perhaps but I've found some limitations in the game that I'm not sure what to do with. One is I can't zoom in all the way and take a look at my fawn. At best I can get 20' close up but can't get right up to her eyes, I don't even know what color they are! I know C makes her look at me but she's still too far away.

Second thing, is there a way to go completely in first person mode? I find the immersion to be much better this way for some games and sometimes I just want to look around at the trees/flowers and NOT my deer's back end.

And lastly, I know there are some keybinds to some things (F1-F11 or so) but is there a way to re-keybind everything? I'd like to use the ASDW/1234 keys so I can hide my ui and not have to mouse click every action I want.

Any help in figuring these three things out will be much appreciated.

Thank you for your time.

IIIIIIIII am being driven off to South Carolina for a few days and my grandmother doesn't even know what internet is, so I won't be on at all. :<
Also, as a Christmas miracle, my computer just died again so I need to get that fixed somehow. -_-
That means I won't be able to work on your requests, Flyra and Raina, while I have nothing else to do -_- But I'll get back to it when I fix it.

ALSO I won't be here when Quad's pressie comes in the mail :< And I bet my mom will open it and be like "lol wut?"

So, peace out girl scouts!

ANDHEY I got a Zune 8D

Today is officially my second day in the forest. Everything still feels all new—I just love my velvety-soft fawn pelt. I can't wait until I grow up and those flashy pelts I see the stags running around in finally stick. Flowers for antlers will have to do for now.

It's raining today, which is a nice change from the snow of two days ago. I love snow, but the tall purple flowers that have sprouted around the forest are just to magical. They're so unique I can't help but ponder their greater importance than to entertain the birds. Not to mention all the fairy rings! I just love mushrooms, don't you?

*yawn* I'm tired. Running around in the forest all day can be tiring for a fawn. I think I'm going to go take shelter under that big tree in the middle of the woods and take a nap.

Well...I'll start with my Christmas...long story short it wasn't very interesting.
Saw my family, but it sucks cos my sister and I are the odd ones out when it comes to ages so we usually get ignored.
All I got for Christmas was Poptarts and $500. The $500 is in my bank account and I dont have a credit card to get it...
Poptarts are good, we dont have them in normal stores :B

THE FUZZBALLS: Ok...I got seriously side tracked with it...sorry all...Xmas gift arts are all the art I wanna concentrate for now, and they're still not done |D;

I wanna draw Cirrus...and something important regarding her and her feelings...but it's a big possiblity it might create drama |D;

ONTO THE MINI ABIO.

Well I spent the day in the forest, mostly as a Mini Fawn. SO TINY 8o. Though in the morning I spent time in an Alternate Forest...dressed in Black ;D


I found 21 aka Ephra as a teeny tiny fawn, but the odd thing was she had antlers O_o


I found Scape and I think that's Quad as fawns...bright white fawns. And the antlers again o.o

I left because this Alternate Forest went strange...when I returned I found Scape again and we messed around as minis for a few hours before Scape turned into Devi I think her name is...me and another deer were trying to help her get antlers when it suddenly got dark 8o.
lol pegz quote "Did it suddenly get dark?"
Of course the sudden change could only mean one thing...

I'm letting the screenshots talk (along with captions), because too much has happened, and they've built up. o_o

As a holiday treat, spells have been sticking to fawns. Hearing about this Scape leapt into the Forest for some fawn fun. =D He found a group near the Ruins, but then a familiar picto was spotted.

I see a Sluggs.

Oh look, a mini clone.
After that, everyone was trying to be a peacock clone. XD Scape didn't get to though, cuz I think the others forgot about him and didn't realize he wanted to join in. =/ He felt ignored, so he left.

I wanted Spade to get in on the fun of spells sticking to fawns. While his account has been grown up for a long time, he's supposed to be a fawn, so this was a great way for me to have him in his future set now. =]

On a mushroom, admiring the view.
He passed a sleeping fawn, and, checking that no one was around, cast a mask spell. He came up with the kabuki mask. Getting an idea, he completed the fawn version of the set.

He liked the peaceful song come from the statues, too. This was also a nice opportunity for a screenshot.

Oh, and he finally met his Uncle Vessel. =D ...for all of 5 seconds. XD; But maybe because Zergarikiaka was too hyper for him. Spade was unsure how to react to her himself, but after trying out his father's "demon tree" routine and seeing that it amused her, he opened up some. =]