12.31.2018
When your life is a wreck and you feel bad because other people have it worse,way way worse so you come to a site where no one remembers you to rant somewhere.... lol me right now. For me I’m at a wits end. I don’t really want to burden anyone else with my problems since. Maybe 4 people max in the whole world even care anyhow.
Decided to make a place for all my art, doodles, fan art etc.
This won't be super organized, just me throwning art in here.
Added new art 2/4/2018.
Just some heads this time. I haven’t had a lot of time for any full body full background type pictures.. Work and my health are kind of killing my time for drawing.(also my spirit) Been going through a lot lately. Also I know I’m not around much, I would like to change that. As a side note... because recently someone was a major weenie to me(it was not on here) , with a whole comment on how is this a deer, how is that a thing, is that a dog ??
big heavy sigh
I know my deer characters do not look like deer. They are almost always exaggerated in some way or combined with some other animal,for no reason other than I find it fun.
Lol cut the rant a bit shorter
And HIIIII
also an unamused Night Shade and a grey deer I’m still designing I probably won’t keep the fangs on her. I just wanted to draw a snarling deer. I want to play this game again so bad ahhhhhhhh
Nevermind.... No desire to attempt anything too much emotional stuff going on.
Hi, is anyone up for some spell casting? I'm running 3.13 and can cast the Dotd sets etc. I'm looking for someone to help cast candle antlers on me. I'm the plain pelted deer by the twin idols. Standing next to the pine tree with three rhubarb.
Anyone else who wants 3.13 pelts etc, is welcome to visit too!
So, I kinda lost interest in playing the game before the summer started, but I planned to come back in June/July. However, last week I discovered that my old windows laptop stopped working and "needs to be repaired". I don't have an opportunity to fix it right now, and as it was the only device I could use to run the game, the comeback had to be postponed.
Can't tell when I'll be back, it might take a few months or even more. Additionally to the technical problems, I'm in a big lack of inspiration and ideas for my characters, which also holds me from recovering my activity in the Forest. In actuality, I would prefer to come back when the game update is released, so that I can install it on a mac computer, and there are new things in TEF. But anyway, I just don't know when things will change.
Anyway, I'm still here, I visit the TEFc pretty often to get the css codes done and check the news. Fortunately I'm allowed to use my friend's macbook from time to time. If you ever have to contact me for any reason, feel free to use skype or discord. And I still take css commissions.
Thanks to all who remembers me, I appreciate that ♥
Hope that everyone is doing fine!
Finally I drew it.Purple color, and then I remembered the dragonflies near the pond.. hellwhyaretheresomanypurple. And Yes, I know.. couldn't think of a mask X)
Lots has happened. I been hanging out with Lu and Jude (two-faces) and meeting lots of new creatures. Some I like. Some I not like. Some I really really like.
I gonna try to keep a journal. Sometimes I'm forgetting. Still not talk right a lot, so it's hard to focus. I talked to a dog thing named Henya, I liked her. She was shy.
I met something called a Mirza that puked blood on me. Gross but I was impressed. After that Lu picked me up by my scruff and dunked me in the water because I was too gross for him. And because I tried to rub the blood-puke on him.
Mirza had a mom. Or a dad. Still not clear on that. But wishing I had one too. Lots of adults but... not sure they like me.
Still unclear what is food and what is "not food". Thinking maybe everything is food? But apparently some food is a friend, and you can't eat that. Ate a potato, that was yuck. Gave to me by a squirrel that talked? Thought she looked tasty, but "CAN NOT EAT".
Found a guy with big antlers (Nikhil). I remembered seeing him before and I remembered "DON'T TOUCH HIM" but there were no adults, so I went over and touched him. He was nice, not scary at all. I tried to fight him and he fought me back. It's hard to get people to play fight, but it's so much fun? We fought a bunch and then we sat down and snuggled. He tried to get up and leave so I followed him a buncha times until finally he said we'd play again tomorrow and he had to go. He called me 'kid' and promised snacks.
