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Okay, so...

I got all excited for the new pictograms, downloaded the patch, and then started searching through beautifully crafted new pictograms, and decided to create a new charry named Equinox.



And to my dismay, I loaded up TEF, clicked on the menu to log into my new charry instead of this one.... But, one problem got in my way, cause when I clicked on Network there WAS NOTHING. Not a deer, not any texts, not any messed up glitchy images, nothing at all.

So I'm writing a new blog entry to vent on how poed I am now that I cannot play TEF at all! So, what should I do?
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"Hey, it's Tuna. I'm not here, so you know what to do. Leave a message."



(beep) …T? …You there?

I guess you’re out…hell you c-could be at work. I uh…I don’t know what day it is…pathetic, huh? Mhm, I found your l-letter. Lucky, I guess. Haven’t- …(silence)…god, sorry. Haven’t left this goddamn room in I guess a d-day…longer, maybe, I don’t know. Haven’t eaten, haven’t s-slept, haven’t moved.

Yeah I’ve been keeping to m-myself. Not doing great…I guess I didn’t want to scare you. I hate seeing you worried. Thought I’d just…give you break. You need it. (silence)

Yeah, you need it.

(muffled sigh) Sorry, T. I’m no good at this. You know, dying. You think you’re tough and…(forced chuckle)…then you r-realize it’s the worst fucking thing imaginable. I guess that’s what this is. And I’m n-not tough. Turns out this is way harder when y-you’re alone. S-so I was wrong. I need you. There’s no way I can…(silence, muffled sounds)… no way I can do this alone.

You’ve been great to me this far. Best thing that’s ever happened to m-me. Maybe it’s selfish…begging you to come make me happy…well I’m a selfish person.
I love you too. I don’t want to be alone anymo- (beep)


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Seele's picture

Bragpost! (Secret santa gift arrived)!

Ah, to return and find a package on your desk is quite awesome so to say XD Which means Halafax's gift arrived! And I have pictures.
BLURRYYNESS AHEADD.
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Of Life and Death ( not tef related at all.. life related.)

As many of you know, I posted back in October about my dog having cancer. She has a malignant tumour in her right nasal cavity growing into her brain. It started with a nosebleed, then seizures. We got a CAT scan of her brain, finally, which led us to finding that. The only way to cure her would be to cut her head open, suck the tumor out, and then give her radiation. There's no guarantee she'd survive.
She's not a very young dog, but she's not very old either. She's 10. Nowadays, that's... old, but not knocking on death's door necessarily. We found out about this the week after I had a bad car accident, so that didn't help. I've gone through so many emotions.. anger, fear, depression, not caring.. and now, I just don't know. Christmas has come and gone, and I just.. really don't care.
I've lost many pets. My last dog I lost to cancer. But she was gone in a week. Kelsie.. I have to watch her every day, and it's so very hard. Especially when I know I can't help her. And she can't tell me "hey, I hurt." Somedays, she just stares at me and I don't know what to do.
I've lost people to cancer. I just.. I don't know.
Since Christmas day, things have been changing with her. I think the tumor is getting bigger, because it's getting harder for her to breathe. I know we'll have to decide soon to let her go and let her be free. It's something I really don't want to think about.
I still remember her as that little puppy in the pound who was sitting in the corner. Brought there because she was accused of being a biter. She had been abused. She's saved our lives twice. She's the best with kids. She's patient. She rarely barks. There will never be another Kelsie.

And I am afraid of that. But I know it has to happen.

If you've read this far, thank you for listening. I really do appreciate it.
Innisen's picture

Candid camera

I took a lot of pics today. Tried to make them closeups but not all are. There's too much of them to post here, and too many deer to list their pictos here. Yes, I'm lazy but I don't even know the names of most of them.

If you'd like to know if I have a pics of your deer, go ahead and ask. I know that I have pics of Riptail, Cutlass, Sluggs, Vala, Ren, Laurette, Raimundo and Envy. Or at least those pictos I regocnized.

What is this madness? *~Night Shade~*(short story)

“Today I found myself?
I had this odd sensation…
I cleared my mind and let my body take me where it pleased..
When I opened my eyes…
I saw lying in front of me…
A sleeping deer who carried my picto..
Strange….
No spells I cast on it worked…
I had an unsettling thought….
Maybe it’s not working because you cant cast spells on yourself………………….
THAT’S NOT ME….
No…
ARE THE GODS MESSING WITH MY HEAD?!
This is cruel…this is
Madness…..
This deer looked nothing like me….
It was very plain, except for a few purple flowers on its antlers….
It looked so peaceful…
I sat with it for awhile…
It never woke….
Was it dead?....
WHAT DOES IT MAEN?
Confused…
So confused….
AND ANGERY!!! “

The young doe casts her cold yellow eyes on the other one..
Tears run down her face. Something that has happened quiet often as of late…
She stomps the ground ripping up bits of earth, and lets out an ear splitting scream….
She runs away…….
Away…to her purple flowers……
“I will sleep now..It’s fine…it will go away right?”

I know it’s a picto glitch lol..I just thought it would be fun to make something out of it Eye

life and other miscelainey

~RAR
the New Year has rung in, and also a New Decade. i wish that this year we would concentrate on the "new decade" part more; it feels more revolutionary, and more like we're turning over a new leaf. a "new year" just feels like another year in the long strain of years we've been living before, but a "new decade". . . it's a brand new decade!

eh, i dunno.

of course, like everyone else, i've made "new years resolutions"; which - to me, at least - just seems like more standards i can have a chance at missing, but maybe this year i'll be more motivated. one of my new years resolutions is to get better at gaming. i know it's an odd resolution, but i feel like my lack of control with the two-joystick design of 360 and PS3 controllers really gets in the way of my gaming experience. and since 1) i work at a game store, and thus should be educated and 2) since i play games as an artistic experience i feel like is should 1) a. be able to relate better to my clientele by playing more games, better, and 2) a. be able to better "communicate" with the game designers. all of these goals i can meet by being a better gamer.

it will be really easy, though, since there are a TON of new, incredible games for me to play. i still need to finish Assassin's Creed II, and Bayonetta, Mass Effect II, Bioshock II, and Dante's Inferno are all coming out within the next few months. (the only thing that troubles me about this list is how many games are sequels. . .) not to mention the fact that Final Fantasy XIII comes out in just a few short months, as well.

i played the demo for Dante's Inferno and i was blown away. i highly doubt that many fans here in the Forest would be interested in it, considering it's dark, and highly twisted nature. but if anyone else has played it, let me know what you think! i love discussions Laughing out loud the only problem about playing the demo is that now i want to play the full game, and that doesn't come out for another month.
Munkel's picture

Cry

Zergarikiaka's picture

Well... crap... 8| (not tef related)

I've been noticing my eldest dog acting strange the last few days; like he's been in pain. He's been waking around with his back scrunched up to one side and his forepaws really close together, sometimes limping off one. I think he's hurt his back or something, but he aso has had these three tumors for a while (one on his back leg, one on a foreleg, and one on the side of his face.). My middle-aged dog decided to break the one on his face a few days ago(without breaking skin, just the clump underneath), and since then that one dissappeared, but since it dissappeared the oldes has been acting like he has been in a rapid deterioration...

Now we just tried to let my three dogs out, but the eldest could barely stand up, and fell over on himself three times in a row before we coud get him on his feet... then he took four steps at most and collapsed again.

I'm exceedingly worried about him, but we can't get him to a vet until tommarow...

[edit]

Well, we took him to the vet today, and found out that there was something messed up in his neck or upper spine leading to a slow paralisis... and we wound up having to put him to sleep.

... 8/
I aready miss him something firce...



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