Terrible Weeping Shadow! Your mind is corrupt and twisted. You have been born into hatred and so you shall be.

I have no fear, for the fear I had in life poured out of me.
Look at me, never to feel the warmth of the sun, nor the chills of the night's face.
Never to fear you... again.

A child, able to be any and everything around her.
A fawn, with the dripping poppies upon her head in mourning.
A doe, now, I can be. Oh tell me-- never I will leave....
For the mother I never had, in her image, a ghost I was destined to be.
Destined to be.
How can I hate thee? You... who made me.
Look at me, a horrid, tired.... dead.... creature.

Because my hooves were not quick enough.
My legs were not long enough.
My calls were not loud enough...

But now... look at me. A doe at will and a fawn when wanted. Ever translucent, ever horrid... ever cold. I can run from you now, my strange Demon.
I can run from you now...

Words better left unspoken.
Flee from me, far from me! Fear me, and hate me and I shall be no more!
Oh sweet sand of eternity, I will run to you...
Please...

Ages it has been and the gods have owed me this. Tell me.
Tell me there's an escape, from this.
Fool! ... A ghost and a fool....
Eternity, do I want thee?
Ever to be cradled in the darkness of forever?
Free from He.

...No...

Tell me...
There's no escape.

Teheh, sorry to keep dissapearring on you guys. ^^; I just forget to do stuff sometimes...alot...o.e. I'm coming back, and re-introducing Kieva in a slightly different form. Since, it is confusing that she is actually a wolf. I can change up her story/history a bit and say she can transform into
[*] A deer
[*] Her cursed form
[*] Oriental Dragon
She will be
[*] A deer in TEF
[*] Cursed form in I'm still working on that LOL
[*] And a dragon in... Any ideas?
[*] Normal form, Impressive Title, Furcadia, and Mabinogi
Wewt, now that I got that straightened out, I gotta work out on tapping her up a bit.
[*] Gazelle horns, She had those before right? But with the sharp point...things watchamacall it!
[*] Deer Mask
[*] Meh that Leopard pattern. owo' I fail... I really do. XD
Earlier the game would not work for me! But I redownloaded it with a little more knowledge than before and got it to actually work... Without panicking!!!! Wowwwww, so yeah.



I have a weird suspicous feeling that the forest has changed...

Okay, I looked at the De-plantsomething picture. hee So I cheated D: But other then that, I may just have to re-explore the forest again! O.O I'll get lost like I do in every game. Or runn into some ten trees. Well! My arms are doing fine. I'm taking medicine that actually helps me with my ADHD. And another medicine that WORKS with helping the side affects to my other midicine. For a couple years we've been trying medicine all kinds to help with the side affects to the other. And finally we found it YAY.

So what has been going on in the forest?

Just a few of the things I've been working on:

Curious stag:


:]

Closeup:


Run Run reindeer (WIP):



Enjoy hehe

Anybody care to see a Livestream? I'd have to redownload Procaster because it f's up my computer BUT I'd probably take some small requests or something. I want to work on Flef's commission but she can't see it so I'll just mess around for a bit, if you want anything. c:

Saosin's player has reminded me of this old bandwagon, and I wanted to bring it up again, once more seeing as we have a lot of newer players. This is totally voluntary and don't feel put upon to follow if you don't want to!

Autoplay Music Warning!

Why do people always comment on blogs that have pictures? I can't draw pictures like that cuz I'm only 11 but, I can wright great stories but most people don't care enough to even leave 1 comment hopefully someone will leave a comment for this blog D:<

I can't connect. It keeps trying to infinity but doesn't work. I don't think anything has changed since yesterday, when it worked fine...

I leaf the community , It 's to big for my little Vala, I feel lonely and ignored and I miss my good old friends , I'm tired to run always the first to a "friend" I really have the blues and I feel down ...I don't now when I'll be back ....This is not to have your attention , only what I feel already a few monts !!