i entered the forest 3 days ago and cant's see any deer.
yesterday in the midnight there were other deer, but today none of them around there )=
it disappoints me

Okey I need a little help. First of all, I drank from de drinkplaats and got turned in to a raven, how do I turn back? THere was no "remove spell" button thingy?
And second, do we have hunters in the forest or something? I heard a REALLY loud bang, sounded like a gunshot, but srsly, it was really loud, i jumped of my chair, lol.

Happy news! Since TEF never worked on my computer b4, I thought the only way I could play again was to buy a new one, and I certainly don't have the money for that, so I kinda gave up hope. But now, I tried downloading the new version, with the adorable bunnies and waterhole and everything, and it works! <333 It's still laggy and stuff but it works a whole lot better! 8D :D:D So I think it's pretty safe to say I'm back. I'm not gonna be in all to often cause my comp needs a rest every now and then but yeah, me and Nala are back, yey!
And btw, if it so happens that I sign out while I'm with someone in game, it's not because I'm rude, it's because I may have played a little to long, and my comp crash, just so you know!

Hi! <3 God, I've been gone from the forest now for so long, I'm surprised people even remember me! I miss the forest so much, and I really wanna come meet my old friends, haven't seen you in so long!
But unfortunately, my comp still can't handle TEF, it's so laggy and slow, I can barely walk without having my comp crash, it sux. :/
MAYBE I'll get to lend my moms comp someday but even tho TEF works really well there, after I've played it get's really slow and she can barely use it. And since she uses it for working I can't be on it that much.
But I'm really glad you guys haven't forgotten about me still, I promise I will be back in the forest someday, and I hope all my great friends from b4 will still be here! <333

(Spoken through the mind of my fawn, Kero Dai Shu.)

Who am I?
I find myself asking that question often. Too often.
It's not that I don't know my name. It's just... well, it's so complicated.

Kero Dai Shu. It means nothing, yet it means every thing. It's not in any language, yet it's so simple that it should be. My name makes me unique. Yet, that uniqueness is scary. Others hurry away from me once I start to play. Is it how I jump around and zig-zag? Or is it me? Am I the reson for my loneliness?

My line has become an endless repeat of silence. If I walk for long enough, if I roar often enough, some one comes. It's usually a fawn that comes to see me, at least that doesn't make me also feel tiny. Every fawn that I meet, we greet eachother by sniffing. This usually is fallowed by a respectful bow. I often start to hop, hoping they will play a game with me. Some times, when I'm lucky, the other fawn will hop as well. I run and hide, then zoom out again to incurage a game of tag or hide-and-go-seek. Any fawn that has not ran off by then usually shakes their head on walks away.

The older deer. The Stags. The don't bother to play with me, but I suppose that's okay. Some times I try to get them to dance with me, but they always walk away and ignore me. A few Stegs have even reared or acted angery at my efforts.

That leaves me wondering, who am I? Am I a lonely fawn looking for a friend? Am I to persistent? Am I to unique, to different? Am I just some helpless fawn that's been abandond by the other deer? Or am I just a nothing, an animal not ment to be there? Maybe I'm some thing else? Oh, how I wish I knew!

I have the habit of staying close to the pond, trying to find an answer. Will I still be there doing the same thing when I am a Steg? If I am, I will fight back my trecherouse loneliness with my antlers and win my place amongst the other deer. If I find my place when I am a Steg, I will become friends with all the other lonely fawns.

I was thinking of doing paid commissions when summer starts (so quite some time away.) Would anyone be interested if I did this?

Second question to those already established with coms, how would you suggest getting your name out there in order to get them in? DA is clearly not working. Also, how would you suggest pricing?

If anyone is unfamiliar with my works, you may look here - http://ahundredwingedwishes.deviantart.com/

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