I know this is a kind of personal thing, but I can't find anyone that knows how to help me or give me the confidence to do it. No, im not asking anyone out. I have a boyfriend. No, im not about to ask that boyfriend to do something radical, I just need help with my sexuality. I know what I am, I know im bisexual, I just need to know how to tell my mum.
Mummy is a homophobe. Drunk words are sober thoughts, right? I asked her at a party once what she would do if I was gay and she said; "Kick you out, go and live with your damn father if you wanna be gay." She said go and live with 'your damn father' because I hate my dads wife, not so much the kids he has produced with her, but the wife. I asked then what she would do if I was bisexual, and it wasn't go and live with dad, it was; "I'd probably start hitting you and being a bitch more. Why? are you?" I quickly said no.
I wish I hadn't.
Please, help me come clean to my mum. :c All my friends know because I wouldn't feel right lieing to them, and my boyfriend couldn't care less. Though, he is uncomfortable around Gay Men. Though Bisexuals and Lesbians are apparently 'The hottest thing ever!' and that was the reaction of the boyfriend.
Any ideas?
Tips?
Theorys on how she will react better?
I just wanted to say hi to everybody in TEF. I've got that...new person feeling. I'm not gonna make this real long because I don't wanna embarrass myself. So...hey everybody, look forward to meeting you all in the forest!
Name~ L
Nicknames~ None
Gender~ Stag
Age~ Around 17 i think
Pictogram~ (will come later!)
Bio~ YOU'R READING IT ******!@#¤@\+
Home~ Well it's a ... good... plase?
Mate/Crush~None
Eye color~ Black
Personality~ Likes to eat SWEETS and is a happy stag. Doesn't like people who roars in his face. Likes to play with friends and such stuf!HAAAAAATEEEEEE fan girls!
Anna was anxious as she came off her horse. All the people in the tribe it seemed were coming to greet her. Curious expressions stared at her as she held her composer.One of the young women approached her studying Anna before executing a slap. Before Anna could retaliate all of the other women joined in.Anna curled up on the ground while the women were still beating her .She did not scream or plead for mercy her pride would not allow such a thing.But she did not have to endure it for long. For Tokalah yelled for the women to stop in the native Sioux language.Fortunately the women stopped long enough for Tokalah to get to Anna. Pulling her up her looked at the women who initiated the attack but said nothing.Anna arms and legs would be covered with bruises from the beating but other wise nothing to serious.Luta came closer to Anna. He whispered to Anna"Its the way they are testing you to see if you are strong" he explained. Hell of a way she thought. But she lifted her head hoping they would know she was unaffected by the incodent."What next she "asked Luta. Luta cleared his throat" You will work for Tokalah" he replied. Anna had a sense of uneasiness as she looked at Tokalah who was right beside her. All she could say if he tried any thing he was dead meat.
Anna was lead to what she guessed was Tokalah"s teppe. He stopped outside motioning for her to go in. Anna ducked into the teppe where a kind hearted women sat.Anna did not hear Tokalah enter,but she saw his shadow walk off to another place.The woman smiled at Anna "My name is little wing "she said. standing.up she started touching Anna's dress where the cuts and holes were. Anna decided that Little wing seemed kind enough so she smile at her"My name is Anna" she introduced herself.
I didnt sleep
I was to anxious
I crept out
Without anyone noticing
Leaving a note
Saying
Im leaving
This rush is making my heart beat so fast
For all to hear
Sitting here on this train
I constantly sigh
Waiting to know
If you will come for me
If you dont
Then this is better
For the both of us
The train is about to leave
And there is no sign of you
My leg will not keep still
My nerves are shot
As I anxiously look for you
Your not there
The train starts
And a tear escapes
Cascading down my face
More will follow Im sure.
But out of the corner of my eye
I see you running
Torwards me
My heart is light as
I abandon my seat
Rushing to meet you
We meet with a strong embrace
He said I cant let you go
Before pulling me into a gentle kiss
You saved me from leaving
A choice
I did not really want to make
But know my heart is taking flight
With this love you give me.