"Ugggghhhhhh" the small stag groaned to himself as he scrapped blue berry out of his pale gray fur. Groaning as his skin was rubbed raw he sloshed back into the water and soaked. The wind whispered songs of life and death, love and hate to him as he simply imageined he was some where else in the world as he offten did! He had only recently left his shadowy home of the forest to eat berrys with a few fawns. His ears where down so that he wouldn't hear the world around him. He watched a small doe at the edge of the forest suddenly jump and ears perk. They swiveled for a moment befor she dashed into the dark shadowy part of the forest. Confused the littel gambeler pulled his head up and hear many deer heaed in that dierection. He smelt..blood! He dashed in that dierection as fast as his thin long legs allowed. When he smelt blood he never whent towards it, the news would spred by the blue jays and crows that filled the forest befor he had a chance to wounder what it was, but for some undesireable reason he was shooting through under growth, schratched by throns, tripping and stmubeling but scrambeling forward not careing about balance. Some where inside his soul and heart his senes screamed *Faster faster faster* so he ran..faster. Others where gathered around, most he had never seen bofor, some weeping others praying, a couple just shook there heads. He couldnt break through the first few deer but as soon as they saw him they parted, as if his presents ment something to this moment. First thing he saw was the crying soul eatting Doe he had learened to avoid. She seemed normal at the moment. As he came closer he notice something that made his mind shatter. He couldnt be shure who it was...just blue fur...not music notes. "Master Chopin" The killer doe wailed. The words hit my ears but did not enter. I stumbeled forward and gentaly nuged over the body. A wailing scream of terror and hatrid broke out from some where close. It..it came from me.

Current feeling (Theme of leaving)

It is true then. There's no such a thing in the World. There's no such a thing in whole Galaxy *sigh* No...no...no... Each animal need a special food, I suppose. Indeed it is my true name then. As I predicted, they finally gave it to me. Indeed I haven't got such experience. Indeed nobody hears me. Well... now I have one reason less to coming back...

But now I'm the one who have a question. Is it all vain? All that you're writing there? When you're dying from loneliness, but nobody cares. I was waiting long enough... ... ... Can you truly have a link with them? Can you truly finish them off? Or is it another foolish trick to make a threat to someone who cares? What do you feel then, if I say that if he die, I may stop too... Suppose I know the answer... Why you saved him at first time then, if you saw he haven't got anything yet? Tell me what I feeling... Selfishness? Truly this is not fear of... extinction. No, you can't see these tears...

I am tired of fighting. I have no wish to fight a person who feels something positive towards someone. Must fight only to protect. And I do not want to bring harm into someone's open heart. Besides I know that I cannot play much now. I thought, if I'm kept away, the correct choice will be made. So this is it. Please be... I can only hope you can't receive the same mask as myself. Nothing lives forever, you say? So, I never ask of friendship. I've been around this life a while.

And I never thought such a thing. So they means nothing now. This is the point: the true opinion. But really. This is only me, who have no choices.
I never do nothing to fill this hole the mask protects from. I can't care about both my bodies at same time. Only another creature can cast... bla...bla...bla... Each engine have some glitches... is it? What can I say: I will always care.

Dont miss me


Dont give me a second thought



Leave and dont look back


It should be second nature


For you by now

Thats all you have done in this relationship


Is take advantage of me

But enoughs enough

We are through


Well go our separate ways

But dont call me up


Once you have discovered what you lost


What you lost can never be recovered


And as of now I can truly hold my head high

With pride as I turn my back

And walk away

Time in my eyes

Has stopped

But in reality it continues forward

Im the one who ignores it

Why was I waiting for you

To come confess


When I already


Have someone I love

And that someone has already confessed and proved his love

But your words interested me

And so I came

But your no where to be seen

But my heart and my mind are both confused

In so many ways

And in the far off distance I can see him coming closer

But your figure is one that I do not see

Why is it that I feel as if time is standing still

Even when the man I love is kneeling down in front of me

Why does my heart go back to you

Do I truly love him

Or is it you that I have desired

Is that why I came here at your request?

Is that why I can not speak the words I do to this man

Not out of excitement

But because they are my true feelings

This must be confusion at its best

Haha, oh man. I seriously got my mother to play TEF. xD So funny!
So if you come across this picto, it's my mommy. I just gave her my second picto which I didn't use yet. She won't be on the forums, because she's unable to understand english. Treat her nicely if you see her <3

It's even funnier because at first my mom was all "I don't think that's a game for me" and now it's like I see her all the time OuO; Haha, yay for introducing people to TEF! And passing the addiction on to them

-related to X-
-enjoy my crap pictures, ew the anatomy on that hand...anyway...-

As the title says, I'm finally changing the graphics card on my computer so that I can run TEF better. Wish me luck!

And for those who seen me ingame, if this goes wrong I won't be able to get on until it feels like running, which can vary between 2-7 days.