For Teddy

by Messy

Well, last night I ended up letting the laptop run until my battery was low enough that my computer went to sleep.

I got back home, and it worked perfectly fine; right up until I went to shut down the computer; it was taking forever to log off, and after abuot 10-15 minutes, I finally just shut the damn thing down myself.

Well, now, I go to try and use it, and the fucking thing takes forever to log off again, I can't even open up my connection center to conenct to the internet, I can't even fucking view pictures (When I double click to view a picture, it doesn't come up at all). I had JUST recently had this laptop fixed because the hard drive went back in it, and it pisses me off that I'm already having problems with it.

I'm fucking sick and tired of not being able to use my fucking laptop for anything without it coughing up, and not working for me. I'm fucking sick of having to use the campus computers with teeny tiny text; I especially hate having to use the ones in the fucking dining center because it only has Internet Exploerer, which is a fucking peice of shit, and I can't even right click anything to pull up tabs, and the monitor itself is inside a protective case so it's about a foot from your face, and I can't read any fucking text on the screen because its too far away.

I am fucking pissed as hell, espeically considering that my father is going away this weekend, and I NEED this laptop in order to even surrive the weekend.

God fucking dammit.

Curiouser and Curiouser, said Alice for she had quite forgotten how to speak

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Some Violence

Honeycombs are the best thing that a doe could ever wish for. It is a shame how few even know of their sweetness. I sometimes eat them with mushrooms, the sweet celestial feeling that comes with it. You should try it, friend, and then make sure you’re not around anyone you’d have regrets about.

I’m through rambling now, if you must look at me like that. A story you want? Another, you’ll get.

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watasi no otousan ga nyu-in(Hospitalizatio?) sita no de, amari ge-mu ga dekimasen.
(otousan no mae de wa nakanai kedo, watasi wa 'naki-musi' dakara hitori de iruto naite simau yo~ )


nanode,watasi wa byouin no hou e itte masu kara, kaede wa sukosi no aida inai kamo siremasen.

Buhbye! <3 See you all on Monday/Tuesday C:

Give me a knife
And an eye with sight

Give me a heart
With no feelin
It will die before long

Give a soul
That I may hide
In this shell of a body

Give me a sword
And point me in the direction of the enemy
He will fall by my blade
Regardless of the wounds I receive

Bandage me not
For my wounds are a painful reminder
And are a mark of the people
Who lay dead
It is the only way they will be remembered


The enemy call's me a murderer
My homeland calls me a warrior
My real name is hidden under these slanderous titles
That they be give to the one who survives

My time on earth is shackled and bound to the nobles
However,unmercifully they lead there lives
I do not alow myself the pleasure of emotion
Tis something I won't ever use on the battle field

I give them my body
I give them my blood
My service time and time again
My opinion I keep silent behind steel lips
Beacuse it is not my place to voice them
Lest they strike me down .

I will not die by a brother that I have fought with in battle
I will defeated by the enemy
If ever one deals a fatal blow
On that day I leave this world behind
And go to the afterlife free
For I gave them all I had
But the afterlife is my new freedom
And that is where I decide
My fate and take back what is mine
A warrior died in vain to revive the soul
That was locked away
By the nobles