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Mini rant

Ok, due to being rather constrained for time right now, I'll just keep this fairly nutshelled.

People, if there's something that I've ever done to upset you, just TELL me.
If you're angry, or holding a grudge for any reason whatsoever, just talk to me so we can work it out.
I'm a pretty sensitive person dispite coming across tough. I don't like thinking someone out there has something against me, and I've had that feeling for a while now. I'm not entirely sure who it is, or why... but I've had that sense for a while now. It's driving me nuts, and making me uncomfortable coming here lately.
Honestly, this feeling that someone is pissed at me and not saying anything is enough for me to want to up and leave.

Leaving is the last thing I want to do, since TEF has long been my refuge from the agitations of life with work and such, and a haven from less accepting nooks of the internet.
So please, just TALK to me. Don't go about with a silent treatment or avoidance, or whatever else is being done. :c

It's just...
disheartening.
Zergarikiaka's picture

"Heartless, Heartless? Is that, [Spill's Heartless] that what, what I am?"

"Hehehahahahahaheheheheh...."


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The Basics
Spill: Name
Madness Incarnate:Former Title
The Heartless: Title
Behemoth: Species
Size: 15+16
Heartless: Genus
Unknown: Age
Black abyss, White bones, Gray Smoke: Fur color
Exoskeleton, heart markings on each fetlock, yet another on the chest: Pelt Details
Three Red on the left, a flame for the right: Eyes
Four arms, ten five fingered hands. A pesky thorn in between: Antlers
Is there an anglerfish in my mouth, or am I just that crazy: Mouth
A Snake, A Snake, A Snake with five fangs: Tail
35" at the shoulder. Want to get closer to the head? Hehe: Height
One Ton, One Ton, now I want a wanton: Weight



Recognized


Kaoori: Harassment Victem.
"Strong heart strong heart lemme eat it eat it."

Wesker: Murdered, but he returned.
"BloodbloodbloodbloodIwilleatyouIateyouI'lleatyou"

Darkweaver: Murdered, but he returned.
"The old man, old man, he dies he dies~"

Saix: Master? Ally?
"Youyouyouyouyou... Heheheheahhahahahaahhaa... I, I, I'll listen."

Roxas: Harassment Victem. Somewhat feared.
"What what draws me to, to you. You have, have no heart. You have, have a key though. That, that, that must be it. Hehehe."

Marik: Dark Interest
"Dark dark dark, blood bloodybloodybloodyhehehehebloodymind."

Archelius: Lost Soul due to.
"Killkillkillheheheheheheheheeeee"


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Spyrre's picture

Sharing some animation

I thought to share some old-school animation I found from youtube.
Recommended only if you have a interest for some really old, less famous animation.
Hope someone else finds them interesting also. =) Might be adding more later.

See under the cut.
NOTE: Some of these might be longer than just one part (mentioned below), but I uploaded only the first one here. You should be able to find rest of them easily from YouTube, though.


Category 1: deer-related films/shorts
Category 2: other old-school- animation (shorts&some movies)
Category 3: bit newer but unknown animated movies
Satura's picture

weeee ^^

You may congratulate me.))
I finally found name for my creatures!
Ok. They can be White and Black, and also Grey (Half-breed).
Sindu - white
Sirinx/Sinx - black
Tori - half-breed

for information, Sindu and Sirinx were twins-sisters
They came from big waterfall many years ago with other creatures. From they have occurred two nations. Sindu - white creatures, and Sirinx (or Sinx) - black creatures. Both nations are in conflict. They doesn't remember, why this war began

z.m123's picture

How long have you actually been here?

How long have you been in the forest? I've been here for 3 years :3
shaku's picture

This Darkness { eats me up inside } {Vodun}

This Darkness
{ eats me up inside }

{ Vodun }

shaku's picture

This Light { burns at both ends } {Vodun}

This Light
{ burns at both ends }

{ Vodun }

Irunn's picture

The Gray Fawn

x)
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Words of Encouragement (selfish post)

This is just a little something I need to post, because I've been pretty upset lately, and I just need something to look at when I get into another one of those situations.

As you guys probably know, this year has been pretty bad for me. I lost my Dad to cancer in July, and then in August my 22 year old cousin died of heart failure. Since then, I have literally felt like I've been going insane, little by little. I have been having bad nightmares as well as bad hallucinations before I sleep, I've been losing interest in things I used to love, and small things have been making me angry.

I've been losing sight of my dreams and goals, being more concerned lately with comparing myself to others and seeing myself as a complete failure. I know this is wrong to do, but it's hard for me not to. I see these beautiful artworks that you guys make on this community, and feel so ashamed with myself that I can't make anything that beautiful on my own. I write stories but I've convinced myself that they're utter crap compared to the artwork done on this community.

I need help.

I need this topic so that I can refer to it when I've become depressed again. When I lose hope, when I can't think straight.

Anything you'd want to tell me is very appreciated. Anything at all.

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To myself from Quad:



"Never forget who you are. Never lose sight of what you want to do.
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