rated m for...weirdness. I don't know.

i dont know, but so many faun have the same picto! it's kinda annoying really, because pictos are supposed to be unique!
heres an example:

a faun with the same picto as me sits next to me!

anyone know whats going on?

(what vixen is doing ) :runing around trying to find and make some new friends
(what dee is doing): wow its been soo long since the last time i got on just wow really missed the forest so glad i'm somewhat back now
on and offline): (ONLINE 7/15/13....11:31 am ) wow i really suck at putting offline when im get off on here sorrys well i'm online right now and i will start putting the date and time when im on so if i forget to put offline it won't be confusing sorrys
pic of vixen

Hello my name is vixen
i'm a white tailed red doe with green feathers behind my ears and bright blue eyes that look like your looking at the sky when you see them.
i'm waiting to find a great buck to settle down with someone thats fun to be around and also that will protect me and that i can run and play in the forest with you will know if i like being around u and when i'm happy to see you i jump around alot i am sweet as can be but i also get scared sometimes of male bucks if i don't know them all to well .
most the time u can find me at the playground playing with fawns and other deer jumping around dancing and playing having a great time
sometimes i can be a little weird and playful and full of energy
but also i get sad and lonely cause i cant find anyone to play with so i just walk around. i love it when it rains. i like to sit on rocks and watch the things that happen around me. sometimes you may see me sad because i don't have a family yet and thats usually when u see me just walking around alone.
i would like to make more friends .

Can someone help me? i have been waiting forever for my confirmation email but it wont come! I really want to play this game with a named deer. How long does it take?! Please?

in which dannii turns into a living stereotype and whines about her mother lololol

sorry for spamming you guys with this poorly-written crap tonight.



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why do phoenix feathers fly
into the rising sun?
why do newborn children die
just after life's begun?

where do all the people go
when they're not in the streets?
what do kings do once they know
the rip-tear of defeat?

all my friends had lullabies
to lull them off to sleep
I had half-truths and half-lies
inside my mind to keep

no-one sang to me and I
would shiver in the dark
I'd hear noises, I'd hear thumps
I hoped it was your heart

no-one taught me how to be
an adult like the others
now they tell me I'm a child
a child without a mother

so no-one kept me safe from nightmares
no-one told me not to swear
no-one ever seems to care
when I say I miss her

I'm torn between mirth and tears
but I'd rather go for the first
I'm sure my whining and my fears
are nothing like the worst

so mother, mother please
don't visit me at night
I've gone this long without you
I think I'll be alright

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lol now I feel like a whiny teenager aw yee

My birthday is tommorow!!!!

rated m. dark themes. vent. personal. on DS so I can't put it under a cut.

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so the story goes that it was dark that night
when he stole you in your slumber
I couldn't believe it when they said
you thought it was all your fault

when I was a child I had nightmares
of a doppelganger looking like you
I called her The Mother and kept my eyes open
I prayed she couldn't really be you

when I was a child I would see things
always in the livingroom, too
you with a man or you with fresh blood
it ran from your wrists like silk

but it's not me that suffers, they tell me
it's the sister that grew up too fast
I should be grateful, thankful for her
for, and despite, what she did in the past

so maybe they don't know that I miss you
and maybe they don't believe I want to murder him
he ruined you, he broke you, and you blamed yourself
so I'll blame him for you, and nobody else

the words won't come out right; dull and cliche
and I don't think there's really much more I can say
I don't usually address my audience, but Hell
I hope you can't read and I hope you won't tell

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I don't know what to say about this. It's one of my least cryptic poems and I wish it wasn't so obvious.