After a year or so of break I am back from the dead!

I had a lot go on for most of the year and year before that as well, so I jjust stopped coming on as much I guess? Haha, anyways I had a few questions I wanted to ask on my blag. I was to get Rage: My old Deer back? He is my profile picture as her is a better picture of him:



someone help me get him back? D:

Hello!

I've just entered the forest not twenty-four hours ago.

I have gone on a small hiatus from Feral Heart, and so far I have enjoyed every minute of the forest!
(it's much more relaxed without people spamming a chat box with random stuff XD)

A little bit about my human life--I am a Communication Design (ComDes) major from Texas--still have about a year or so left.

Orinoco stirred softly on the grass. Nightmares were invading her sleep yet again and she could not take it. For weeks this had been going on and only recently did it grow to a peak that was unbearable. Even when awake they seemed to be there, gnawing on her consciousness like a dog ravaging an old bone. It was maddening and she had purposely avoided both her mate and daughter as she did not want them to see her like this. Laying her head to the grass she cried, she cried for a long time then suddenly, like a gust of wind from an unknown source the onslaught on her mind vanished. The doe smiled and in an instant passed out. She was asleep for hours. When she awoke she felt tired still and she felt sore this confused her the most. Looking at herself, or what she could see she noted small scratch marks. Perhaps a squirrel or rabbit had been climbing on me she thought then slowly rose. She felt lethargic and her mind was swimming. Despite this however she seemed to have more energy. With her new found strength and serenity she sniffed out her daughter and mate. When she found both together she smiled then slowly walked to greet them. Oh how happy she was to see them, and them her. Making her way to where they had been sitting she sat down and nuzzled them both when they joined her. For the first time in a long time Orinoco believed today was going to be a good day and only get better from there.

How wrong she was. Fever began to make it's way into her body. The small cuts and scraps grew to an angry red and swelled to the size of pine cones. Cold sweat permeated her fur making it greasy and her breathing was heavy. As it grew harder and harder to breath she started to cough and a black, sludge like substance spewed from her mouth.She turned her gaze sympathetically to her mate and daughter. How incredibly infantile it was of her to approach them before fully healing. Now her darling family had to see her in such a horrid state.

I should first tell you that I've decided to start fresh and wipe off all my characters (expect for Pierce and Waterstar. My muse for them has died but it has a chance of coming back so let's just assume they're missing) and start with new characters.

I've started with Neko and now I've decided to make a new character, and now I need a name for her.

Here's the basic description: She has no past, no parents or blood relatives, born magically as a newborn, ready to make her mark in the forest. She has a weird way of aging: the number of posts on her bio is her age. So when someone posts on her bio for the first time, she is one year old. When a second person posts she is two years old, and so on. She is immortal, so if the bio ever reaches 1000 posts, she is 1000 years old.

I want to start her out in the forest as young as she can so I can enjoy her fawnhood, so for the first few years I want nobody to post on her bio, except for me, so I can control her aging and make her age when I want to do. Then when she gets older I'll let others post on her bio.

I kinda want this to be a community project, where everyone is helping out with this character.

There'll be more later, but right now let's just find a name for this character. I kinda want something beginning with an A or H, but I really don't care what it is.

I do not believe my eyes when I saw her again! my eyes lit up and I jumped with joy for her, for my favorite and most expensive deer I so waiting for her and finally my luck beside*.

I have been feeling more paranoid each day. Thinking like my life is just a game. I don't know why...