OMG I have so much art to do, and a million ideas for what else I want to draw. Part of me is mildly annoyed that I'll never have time to draw all the things I want to draw, but honestly I'm just happy to be this inspired! I've gone through plenty of times when I just didn't know what to draw and felt totally uninspired, so this is nice.
On a related note, I can't seem to draw Lemon in a way I'm happy with, I don't know why. Whenever I go to draw her I just get frustrated and give up. Why is it so hard to draw something for myself?
Also I added my Discord above, feel free to add me. <3
9th August 2017 - I'm feeling so much better, and I need something happier here. <3
I got to spend some time with my mom and dad today, and I had a lot of fun. c: My hubby's out with a friend so it's just me with the puppers here at home tonight. A cozy night in is just what I needed!
8th August 2017 - I don't know if anyone will even read this. But it's late, I can't sleep, and I need to put this somewhere.
All my life, I've struggled with feeling alone. I have a really hard time making new friends and getting myself out there into new social situations. I tend to go between dead silence and being overly pushy trying to befriend people, I have a hard time finding that sweet spot in between. I don't think I've ever been anywhere where I felt like I really belonged. Except TEF. It's why I keep coming back. Whenever I'm going through dark times, I feel myself drawn back here. I always felt like this was a place I could be myself and just relax.
But TEF is a lot different now than it used to be. It isn't a bad thing. Nothing can stay the same forever. I just miss those days when I felt like I was really a part of something. I felt like I was loved for who I was.
I don't know.
I just feel so alone, tonight.
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23rd December, 2012 - Holy cow. Hi! Two years after the fact, I'm back! LOL. I'll be writing Lemon's daily blogs again soon, too.
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24th September - What is this? Looks like an update center because Lemon got tired of losing track of her own blogs! :3 More info coming soon, this is just a WIP.
But TEF is a lot different now than it used to be. It isn't a bad thing. Nothing can stay the same forever. I just miss those days when I felt like I was really a part of something. I felt like I was loved for who I was.
But you aren't ever going to be alone even if it feels like it. You are outstandingly kind and thoughtful and friendly towards everyone, you don't ever need to worry about being alone, if you reach out someone is going to be here. I know Myst there above me has got your back, I've got your back, and surely plenty of others do. For even as much as I know this place has changed, and you're right it has but it's neither good nor bad it's just how time moves forward, one thing this place has always been good at, is reaching out when you feel alone c: And yeah it might be weird and awkward to reach out at all but we're all awkward turtles here...deer turtles...durtles if you will.
You're a wonderful person and even though sometimes you feel like there's absolutely no one there, and trust me on this I have been there way too often before and will probably be there again, there's someone thinking of you. As much as you've been kind to people there's going to be someone's mind that you cross, someone always knows you're here even if you don't know it <3
Thank you both for your responses. c: I was having a pretty dark night, but I'm feeling a lot better, now. I had a few people actually reach out to me and let me know I wasn't alone, which helped immensely.
That's the one thing I've started to realize the last few years, that everyone has moments where they feel awkward and outside. It's why I try to spread the love when I can, because I know how lonely life can be sometimes. It's easy to get trapped in your own thoughts and forget to keep focused on all the good things in life, sometimes.
Looks like an update center because Lemon got tired of losing track of her own blogs! :3 More info coming soon, this is just a WIP.
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Tracking~
This is me. Not tracking.
track
Haha Track/
Don't you mind if I add you on msn?
I would like to. ^^
Haha, thanks for the tracks,
Nopje, of course I don't mind! That's why I posted my MSN info, silly. :3
Beautiful boxes o_o I still
Mind if I also add you to msn?
...Track!
I don't mind a bit, Freyja!
To get the boxes side by side, I used divs inside an invisible table. c:
Lemon.....This must be a
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I'm sure she's very busy IRL,
But TEF is a lot different
But TEF is a lot different now than it used to be. It isn't a bad thing. Nothing can stay the same forever. I just miss those days when I felt like I was really a part of something. I felt like I was loved for who I was.
I don't know.
I just feel so alone, tonight.
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I feel exactly the same
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But you aren't ever going to be alone even if it feels like it. You are outstandingly kind and thoughtful and friendly towards everyone, you don't ever need to worry about being alone, if you reach out someone is going to be here. I know Myst there above me has got your back, I've got your back, and surely plenty of others do. For even as much as I know this place has changed, and you're right it has but it's neither good nor bad it's just how time moves forward, one thing this place has always been good at, is reaching out when you feel alone c: And yeah it might be weird and awkward to reach out at all but we're all awkward turtles here...deer turtles...durtles if you will.
You're a wonderful person and even though sometimes you feel like there's absolutely no one there, and trust me on this I have been there way too often before and will probably be there again, there's someone thinking of you. As much as you've been kind to people there's going to be someone's mind that you cross, someone always knows you're here even if you don't know it <3
Thank you both for your
That's the one thing I've started to realize the last few years, that everyone has moments where they feel awkward and outside. It's why I try to spread the love when I can, because I know how lonely life can be sometimes. It's easy to get trapped in your own thoughts and forget to keep focused on all the good things in life, sometimes.
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Sorry if this isn't the right
Oh no problem at all! Sorry
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