Jettem | The Endless Forest

Jettem

August 1, 2009 - 8:45am — silentlikethat

I will always be yours.

When all is quiet.....

Thank you for the lovely artwork Jala <3

Thoughts

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Illrose.

She's so beautiful. For such a large creature she manages grace as if they two were sisters held close together in the womb. I admit, I fear her. Not because of terror, but of the amount of need I would begin to feel for her, to be close to her, to hear her stories and listen to her experiences in life. In the life before I've heard about her form others. Whispers of how she once had wings, such great wings that made the clouds look like dandelion flowers beneath the shadow of a fawn.
It was good to see her again, as hesitant as I was in the beginning. But then seeing others I did not know I took to resting against her. She is so warm, I wonder if the fawns come to lay by her during the cold winter nights. I took to resting my head against her side. Her heartbeat is strong, it reminds me of what the Great Oak would sound like if it had a heart. It was brief but very much needed, the chance meeting tonight when I saw her. I look forward to laying near her one night to feel the warmth of her heart.

Between chasing Reed and being chased through the forest I found a fallen log to be my sudden grandest discovery. In show I reared, I ran and jumped. Such a small log for such a high show of performance, after a few times of doing so and possibly confusing Reed I had to laugh before standing near him.

A flash of purest blue caught my eye. Not any blue, not the sky blue or the jay bird blue. Not even the midnight sky blue with all it's stars. It was a deep blue like water. Water I've never seen before. So startling and bright, I couldn't help but stare at the Blue Stag in the nearby distance. Such a coat, and feathers at the ends of each hoof. Feathers on legs amuse me, I wonder if it were possible to find a way to get some of my own. But he was such a lovely color, and I was so blunt in my staring I must have took offense in my admiration of such a sought after pelt. I adore the color so opposite to my own. Blues of every shade catch my attention, I felt horrible when both the stag and Reed taunted to one another at something that was my doing. It seems not all admiration is wanted, and not all enjoy having such attention. I hope things get better, but for now, sleep calls. And having such a vibrant red stag to lay against sounds too good to pass up.

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Please listen as you read

I never felt so still before. Have you ever sat there, by yourself or with another and felt it? The quiet peace? The sound of snow falling past your ears? The rain that falls down the blades of grass? The dreams of a fawn tucked against the warm belly of its mother? How do you capture that noise, that sound, the feeling. Is there a safe place to keep it till it is needed?

I've found it. I've found it in many hearts of those I love. I've seen it dance in their eyes, in the notes as they've laughed and cried. To where I don't need to search far to find that feeling. I desire it, need it. Can you become addicted to silence and stillness? Can one's fur be soft enough to hold it there and cradle it while I sleep, or will it slip by to another in need of the calm stillness.

I want to create it. That magical moment when hearts beat as one. When a fawn takes its first breath. The feeling of water running over stones. The music of the wind that makes the bluebells dance and the poppies jingle beneath the fireflies. There is nothing quite like it.

Yet when I see you sitting or standing there...when the world falls away and I can't help but feel like a rabbit in the jaws of a wolf with you. You are all that's left in the end. You are the stillness. That ever so soundless and perfect creation. And all I can do is year to become like you. To be known like you. To be craved like you. Adored. Hated. Coveted. Needed. To be loved...

You don't realize yet do you..

Name
Jettem

Gender
Doe

Set
Raven Mask/Butterfly Antlers/Crying Idol Red Pelt

Picto
.oOo.

Size
Size 13

Voice
Her voice always sounds like a whisper, no matter what level of volume she uses. Voice starts at 2:00
Purr
Growl
Scream
(Only up till 1:37)

Relations

Kaoori ~ Adopted Sister, Personal Groomer Of
Lacie ~ Adopted Sister, Desires Her Time
Noelle ~ Adopted Sister, Jealous Of In A Friendly Manner
Joro ~ Close Friend, Shy Around
Wesker ~ Adopted Brother-in-law
Rayven ~ Close, Fascinated By
Saosin ~ Close, though respectful of distance
Reed ~ Given Gift, His Always
Ama ~ Friend
Tally ~ Friend
Seed ~ Friend
Lem ~ Fascinated by, Is Very Possessive Over
Ben ~ Friend
Nine ~ Given Gift, Loved
Esll ~ Fragile Friendship, Unknown still
Thelnarin ~ Unknown still, Fascinated By, Shy Around
Me-Yuki ~ Close friend
Timberrc ~ Close Friend, Old Crush
Bylah ~ Given Gift
Dag ~ Fascinated by, Cuddle Enemy
Osias ~ Close Acquaintance, Fascinated By
Levi ~ Friend, Fascinated By

*Names will be added as acquaintances grow and deer remembered

Likes
Quiet Moments
Light Drizzles
Fresh Snow
Grey Skies
Ladybugs
Sitting

Dislikes
Constant Mooing
Confrontations
Losing Set
Darkness
Sickness
Wounds

Fears
Being by herself in total darkness
Not being able to see clearly
Losing loved ones
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Being Forgotten Above All Else

....all you hear is a heartbeat.

Biography

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August 3, 2009 - 7:04pm — Rowanelm

Cute bio. ^^

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August 6, 2009 - 6:07am — Crimsongale

Silvamord hasn't seen his

Silvamord hasn't seen his little friend in a long time. He's been especially busy practicing for the rut, what with stripping trees with his antlers and sparring other stags. Perhaps he'll see her sometime soon?

~Meet Silvamord~

August 16, 2009 - 8:57am — Dawnhidden

Cute! Thyme would love to

Cute! Thyme would love to see her in the forest sometime!

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DragCave Dragons

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The Mute Deer

August 16, 2009 - 3:37pm — silentlikethat

Oh! That would be nice,

Oh! That would be nice, Thyme seems like a gentle stag and Jettem is in need of more gentler friends nowadays.

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A wounded Deer leaps the Highest
-Emily Dickinson

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August 17, 2009 - 1:09am — Crimsongale

-pokes- Hun, Silvamord would

-pokes- Hun, Silvamord would never do that. That was my other character Beliar. <3<3<3 He hates fawns DX
See the pictures section of the site where it says Beliar- that's him. I was just using Silva's account.
Sorry if I made Jettem think Silva was totally off his rocker! Sorrysorrysorry <3<3 But it wasn't Silva. So no worries.
Beliar's just a little off in the head O.o

~Meet Silvamord~

August 17, 2009 - 1:19am — Dawnhidden

Thyme is a gentle stag. And

Thyme is a gentle stag. And a little silly looking at times when he's trying to "say" something but the message isn't getting across! lol
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DragCave Dragons

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The Mute Deer

August 17, 2009 - 3:17am — silentlikethat

Oh! I'm so sorry, I'm a bit

Oh! I'm so sorry, I'm a bit of a klutz! I'm trying to not be so obsessed with other peeps dairies and pictures so much anymore. I've really been working on building up my own characters, but I missed that part! Thank you fro letting me know, little Jettem is heartbroken for the moment, but she'll gloss over the trauma and forgive Silva next time she meets him. Caution: She may take a little bit longer thought o come to him, but I'll be sure to have them be friends again soon enough!

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A wounded Deer leaps the Highest
-Emily Dickinson

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August 17, 2009 - 3:20am — silentlikethat

@ Dawnhidden: Jettem will be

@ Dawnhidden:
Jettem will be more than grateful, she's a bit of a mute too, she's only called out about three or four times during her entire two and a half weeks I've played her. She'll be sure to follow Thyme around for a little bit till she gets acquainted with him! it'll be nice for her to have more friends.

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A wounded Deer leaps the Highest
-Emily Dickinson

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August 17, 2009 - 3:23am — Crimsongale

No but, hun, you aren't

No but, hun, you aren't quite understanding- there shouldn't be anything to forgive Silvamord for- because it wasn't Silvamord. It was Beliar.
So she can be afraid of Beliar and hate him (I would, especially with how he acted O.o) but Silvamord wasn't in the forest at all today. I just used his account so Beliar had Silva's pictogram by accident. <3

~Meet Silvamord~

August 17, 2009 - 3:32am — silentlikethat

@ Crimsongale: Ahhh, I see.

@ Crimsongale: Ahhh, I see. I read your little post thingy, I'll edit it to something different then. Smart Idea though, get the pelt saved and all first, then when you log in as a grown Beliar, you already have his look and everything! Brilliant....

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A wounded Deer leaps the Highest
-Emily Dickinson

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August 17, 2009 - 3:34am — Crimsongale

Yes, I figured I should get

Yes, I figured I should get it done now since Vira sent me the Zombie mask and all

But yes if you ever see Silva's pictogram being used by the crazy mean stag who looks nothing like Silva, run faaar away XD Unless you like crazy mean stags. Beliar's a bit off his rocker :3

~Meet Silvamord~

August 19, 2009 - 11:57pm — Dawnhidden

Hey! Thyme saw Jettem

Hey! Thyme saw Jettem yesterday! He was the one wearing the brown and golden-stripes pelt with the real deer mask and poppies.

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The Mute Deer

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The Mute Deer

August 20, 2009 - 1:39am — swiftdeer

the other of those two stags

the other of those two stags was mine... the peacock-pelted one

August 20, 2009 - 3:50am — silentlikethat

@ Dawnhidden and

@ Dawnhidden and Swiftdeer:
Oh yay! Jettem was very happy to meet you both the other night after having had a very hard morning. She was attacked by a doe, so she was a little skittish and afraid when you both came up and followed her around a bit. But she really likes both of you and hopes to see you again and maybe have another Dance fest!

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A wounded Deer leaps the Highest
-Emily Dickinson

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August 31, 2009 - 4:04pm — Crimsongale

Has Jettem grown up quite

Has Jettem grown up quite yet? Sorry Silvamord hasn't been around lately... He misses her <3

August 31, 2009 - 4:40pm — silentlikethat

Oh she's grown up alright,

Oh she's grown up alright, and had a personality change, a broken sane mind and taken to following one of her attackers around while still trying to hold onto reality and fantasy. You on? I'll get her on anyways...

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August 31, 2009 - 5:22pm — Crimsongale

Poor Jettem X.x Lawl nope

Poor Jettem X.x
Lawl nope I'm not on right now- not as Silvamord. I'm on my mom's laptop so everythings screwed up, so when I get my own computer back from the liquidators today, I'll be able to get everything back to normal I hope. I'll be playing as Garth primarily. You can click my siggy to get to her Bio, if youre interested XD

August 31, 2009 - 6:20pm — silentlikethat

Jettem will never forget

Jettem will never forget Silva, not ever. He was the most current deer in her life, so even if her mind is broken, her sane thoughts know he is is, what he meant to her and I'm sure she'll run up to him when she see's him again.

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September 1, 2009 - 12:40am — Crimsongale

Yay I'm happy to hear that

Yay I'm happy to hear that :3

September 2, 2009 - 5:24pm — Draak

Found you XDDD I was

Found you XDDD

I was wondering who defended Corvus from that stag before. Corvus is thankful for her defending him C:
I have no idea who that stag was or what their problem was with him, needless to say Corvus is rather afraid of them now. He's not the bravest of stags XD and he's very shy.
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DraakxMitra C:

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September 2, 2009 - 7:11pm — silentlikethat

And I was just about to post

And I was just about to post a picture to find out who you were too! Jettem takes to watching others when alone, and saw the stag attack for no real reason, so she went all grr on him as best as she could with butterfly antlers.
Jettem will be sure to come up and give some nuzzles if she ever sees Corvus again!

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September 2, 2009 - 7:57pm — Draak

xD ahaha (I wanted to put up

xD ahaha (I wanted to put up a screenie asking who the attacker was but I didnt have any good ones that showed the picto) Yeah? Lol Corvus does that too |D. He watches, though he knew one of the white deer but not the other..then the others came along and that all happened.
8D aww, Corvus will be sure to remember her :B
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September 7, 2009 - 12:49am — Tally

Tally thanks you for the

Tally thanks you for the company.

Don't worry, we can play and frolic when im feeling a bit better. <3

September 10, 2009 - 8:53am — Asbjorn

>:3

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September 10, 2009 - 9:12am — silentlikethat

:'(

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September 11, 2009 - 10:05pm — Tally

You meet Arch yesterday.

You meet Arch yesterday. :3
(orca pelt, yellow antlers, realdeer mask hanging out with you and Timmberrc)

September 12, 2009 - 12:39am — Timberwolf

Hello Jettem, old deer bows,

Hello Jettem, old deer bows, saw you the other night by the pond with Arch, you were nervous so I did not approach you, then you ran off.

Timberrc

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Timberrc

September 13, 2009 - 6:54am — Tally

I apologize for Tally's

I apologize for Tally's anger at you. She tryed to be nice and was very happy to see her but Jettem just wouldn't return the friendliness. Inacceptance is unacceptable to her.

September 13, 2009 - 11:08am — Sithrim

Owww god, she's so grown up

Owww god, she's so grown up now x3

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September 13, 2009 - 4:36pm — silentlikethat

@ Tally: Jettem wasn't sure

@ Tally: Jettem wasn't sure if Tally was her friend. Remember the two stags who started to fight at the Playground? The red one was her friend, and she was hurt to see you and your nightpelt doe friend just sitting there and not trying to stop the fight.
SO when you came up later, Jettem was hurt and wounded, and didn't know if you even considered her a friend anymore becasue you did nothing to stop the fight, other than sit there.

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September 13, 2009 - 6:02pm — Tally

You my friend are very

You my friend are very confused and i really need to fill you in. xD heres what happened:

Kaoori(nightpelted) and I were trying to be nice to this lonely looking stag, who i couldn't see the pictogram, when he threatened us. Tally got angry and returned the hostility, so a fight started. Saosin, red stag, ran up to HELP Tally and stop the battle. Thats why it was not Tally's place to rejoin the fight and i don't think Kaoori ever fights, so all we could do was lay down and watch. Saosin is a strong stag, Kaoori and I knew he could handle himself.

September 16, 2009 - 5:37am — Tally

It actually hurt my soul to

It actually hurt my soul to give Jettem the cold shoulder today. XD

She is still in self-turmoil & she was having a odd but comforting time with Wesker.

September 16, 2009 - 6:43am — silentlikethat

Jettem is only sad that she

Jettem is only sad that she was unable to make things better faster between them, but Jettem is patient, and doesn't mind waiting till Tally needs her. She's still sorry about the day before. Tally has been a constant friend during Jettem's fawnhood and doehood, so she's willing to give Tally some time to find herself.

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September 22, 2009 - 7:05am — Kaoori

I believe I do owe your poor

I believe I do owe your poor deer an apology, or at least an explanation..

Kaoori was nervous around her because she's only seen her before by Bylah, and well.. to be frank Bylah scares the crap out of her. She's curious of him but terrified. I hope she didn't come off as agressive or anything.

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I'm a little wolf inside a girl.

Lightbringer-apprentice to Yorres

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September 22, 2009 - 11:51am — silentlikethat

In truth, it was

In truth, it was practically the same reason fro Jettem's appearance to the cemetery. A doe named Asbjorn, one who takes pleasure and bliss in tormenting Jettem, has taken to liking the stag Wesker. Jettem can't figure out in the blazing hellfires why, as she considers him to be only one sided on seeing Asbjorn attack Jettem. He's protected her when Jettem retaliated once, so she trying to figure him out.
And I do apologize for Jettem's outbreak on attacking you, but she did notice you rearing and bellowing at her and such and was basically like, "*$@!?, leave off me eh! i ain't hurting anyone!" and then proceeded to run off and come back ever so often.
So! No hard feelings, I sort of understood why everyone was uptight with her. They normally are, for the same reason that Kaoori was with Jettem: Bylah.

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September 26, 2009 - 6:35pm — Moss

o 0 o Someone wants to share

o 0 o Someone wants to share the sunny spot, oohh! Track.

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Nine(9) is my main deer.

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September 26, 2009 - 7:34pm — Seed

*begins

*begins tracking*
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Updates (important links)

October 11, 2009 - 12:16am — Nine

Re-tracking. XD {Click to

Re-tracking. XD

{Click to view Nine's bio}

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November 2, 2009 - 2:25am — Nine

I'M CONFUSED. {Click to view

I'M CONFUSED.

{Click to view Nine's bio}

Understanding Deer Language

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November 2, 2009 - 2:33am — Bylah

Have you changed Jettem's

Have you changed Jettem's picto? There's a deer here that looks, acts, etc like her but the picto is diffferent. Bylah is understandably confused.

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November 2, 2009 - 2:42am — silentlikethat

It is her, and I'm almost

It is her, and I'm almost certain I logged out of my other character to play Jettem, that might be why she is a bit confused over Bylah's actions, Nine's as well. She give him a nuzzle and a hop of happiness and he just went......'wha?' I'll have to check.

Edit: Yeah.....my bad. I wasn't on Jettem's picto account. Woops.

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November 30, 2009 - 6:14am — Tally

In a slightly threating way

In a slightly threating way Tally stood nearby, mangled leg giving the otherwise beautiful doe an odd stature. It was obvious she was not happy but her emotionless face suggested nothing of her thoughts. In an unexpectedly quiet and tense voice she murmured "What did I do?". Her eyes flickered as she gave a moment of thought.

Sorry, I'm itching for some rp and Jettem miffed Tally a bit. (she was only being nice?)

:3
Can't reply today, but i will tommoro.

November 30, 2009 - 6:40am — silentlikethat

Again. It never did go

Again. It never did go completely away, their stares. What could she say? That she was crazed, afraid of herself more than others? Of what she could do to them while she slept? She turned to her dear innocent friend, a glazed look in her eyes as the red doe managed to cough out some words of explanation, anything to keep the thin line of friendship between the two does.
" Wonderful Tally...I feel as if I am a danger to those I love for the time being. I wish for you no to see me like this, as our first meeting tonight seemed to set off something..not..right ..in my mind. Please do not hold yourself accountable for my weakness to tell you of my pains, I wish the best for you and your stag truly."
Her voice was raspy and unused after so long of silence and unrecognizable murmurs. She did not even know the last time she said so much, to a single individual but nonetheless, Tally did deserve an answer to her odd reactions as of late, even if it was one she didn't understand herself.
Grimly she gave a stumbled bow in apology before hiding herself away again in the trees, unable to take the sorrowful looks in her friend's eyes. She only hoped that Tally did not think it was her that was bringing about Jettem's fragile sanity.

So sorry Tally! It really was nothing you did, Jettem simply realized she had been spotted, and in fear of injuring Tally or her mate, fled the area in hopes of ridding herself of her demons alone without getting anyone else hands (or hooves rather XD) in the process. Jettem is still a bit whacked out from fawn experiences, plus some random stag has been attacking her lately so she's kinda waaaah teetering on the edge again. So Tally did nothing wrong at all! Jettem will get over it once I post another journal of her. But till then, she'll be wandering and removing herself from parties of deer.

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December 1, 2009 - 3:29am — Tally

"I feel as if I am a danger

"I feel as if I am a danger to those I love" the words sent a sharp mental blow as such words were identical to something Steele once said. She trembled invouluntarily and closed her eyes. Though Tally had been free of her hallucinations for a few days she knew this kind of talk would bring Lantern back again to laugh at her. She just knew, she could hear him now! "I-...I-I... I have to go." she stammered with eyes wide with paranoia and darting from side to side. Suddenly she turned and dashed away like a rabbit from a hawk, leg dragging uselessly in the grass. She didn't stop. She didn't even acknowlege Jettem's apologies, but she did hear them.

It's ironic. Tally has been having horrible mental problems as well. (Steele too, they're suffering together.)

Since you likely have no idea what just happened:
Tally was attacked one night by a multisouled stag named Lantern. After awakening from a long coma she and Steele murdered him in his fawn form. Lantern them haunted them both, driving them to both insanity and a unexplainable exstacy as they 'killed' him again and again. When sane both of them feel horrible about what they've done, but Lantern continues to live on in other forms.

December 9, 2009 - 7:45am — Nine

You has MSN, love? :c

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{Click to view Nine's bio}

December 9, 2009 - 8:29am — silentlikethat

Is it possible to become that

Is it possible to become that attached to someone that doesn't even exist? I wish i knew what to have Jettem do to make Nine happier...and I wish I had MSN as well. I must sign up. I must I must I must. Give me a little while? <3

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December 12, 2009 - 5:24pm — Nine

Boo. :c

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December 13, 2009 - 5:46am — silentlikethat

? What's wrong hun?

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What's wrong hun?

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December 26, 2009 - 7:19am — Kaoori

Jettem, you are more than

Jettem, you are more than welcome to sit by us anytime.. please remember that. And never stop believing in yourself.. that's one thing others can't take from you.

/cheesyness

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December 28, 2009 - 3:05am — Rouda

-poofs- I feel like I should

-poofs-
I feel like I should say something since I spy Jettem keeping company to my Edward. If he starts to kill you with boredom, feel free to leave his side. He just had a fight with Jacob and isn't feeling well so he won't be really active now.
Actually I just wanted to say how much I loved to see that someone came to him after a little hesitation.(sp?) C8
-poofs away-