Jettem

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When all is quiet.....

I will always be yours.

Thoughts




02.20.2023
Inforest
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Thirteen years.
Oh to meet the woman I once was, and ask her questions.
Seems like a new wave of faces and names, and little left of the old days.


06.15.2019
Inforest
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Ten years and one week. Has it been that long already?


12.23.2018
Inforest
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Two Jettems for a time inforest. Swan pelts and black antlers.
Feel free to approach, and snuggle for a time.


12.18.2018
Inforest
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Sitting at Reed's Logs.
Accompanied by Snow/Illrose.
Thank you for the company and warmth, dear friend. I've always enjoyed your presence whenever you come around my Jettem. We should speak more often.


09.24.2018
Inforest
-IC-
Heard little, smelled more of the crisp fall air on her lips and nose. A rare call went out, curious of those awake and about. *One came running, with pelt of brass and gold. A dance and a jig, and the two were off. Bounding, bounding. Great leaps and much laughter, a reason to bring about a true smile even if the face was not a familiar one. An ending dance, sweet goodbyes exchange.
Another time then, golden toes?

Off again, to find paths once walked and see what faces she might recognize. A smell, a massive rack in the distance. A color that would make bleeding berries envious. A trot here, a stand behind a sapling. Another step closer, footsteps giving enough sound so as to avoid startling the mass heavily **Crowned. A passing sniff, a respectful bow given. Unknown and known of, so snuggles might be a bit much. Resting at a short distance she leaned against a tree, wondering how many were left from the days she remembered and cherished. Just a short visit to not overstay her welcome, just enough to offer silent company to the pale bodied stag before venturing off once more.

Red Hill offers a view, eyes staring outward over the vacant scene. The mind echos of memories, ghosts dance in the place where friends and family once did.

Where have you gone?


*No character assigned to account, but the name was JodiePetal123.
Thank you for the dance.
**Romulus

- OOC -
Sitting atop the Red Hill, company welcomed.
AFK but enjoy a red pillow to rest your head if needed.


06.13.2018
Inforest
- OOC -
Sitting, snuggles enjoyed.
Feel free to join if you happen to wander inforest.
Likely OOC behavior, nudge in a comment if you wish for IC.


06.11.2018
Inforest
- OOC -
Running through the hills, resting between the tree pillars.
Nomming on Lem's zombie brains.
Delicious.


05.30.2018
Inforest

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03.18.2018
Inforest

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12.17.15
Rushing water roused the sleepless mind, droplets tickling at the velvet inside of a nearby ear tip. Within moments legs took to standing to send the doe into the Idol for a quick rinse, waken the body as the mind was already turning like dusty clockwork. Still figure was nearby, not a stone's throw, motionless and dragging being his own little stream of crimson. Lack of fur or hair brings a moment of curiosity before bounding feet of oncoming Skulled figure sends the doe to hide within the belly of the Idol. Attempts of spying on the bounding figure and crimson tailed one are unsuccessful, as head is visible at the lower gut of the Idol. Future attempts to remain fully hidden taken to note.
Crimson Tail was not amused, wandered off after an episode of awkward staring from the doe who took to sniffing the vacant area of the male once he left. Skinned creatures, peltless, leave behind unique scents and so she investigates before venturing to a nearby patch of blueberries to ease the growling beast within her barrel. Lips are stained beneath the deadly bend and point of her mask.
Fear the Blue Lipped Doe, Destroyer of Berries, Queen of Purple Tongues.

WIP
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10.11.14
(Wow, nearly a year later with a tiny update)
Drinking water excessively. Finding herself feeling like a fish out of water and taking long drinks at the pond. Apparently thirst has hit an all time high.
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10.16.13
Numb.
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08.13.13
"Peacock!"

Spent some time at her spot between Two Trees to collect her thoughts till she went for a drink at the Crying Idol. Noticed a group of deer sitting around a tree nearby but did not stop to bother them. Glanced in their direction on the way back to the spot before to rest a bit only to have her legs itch for a bit more walking. Stayed within the Hills near the Birch Tree Forest when she saw Reed, joined him swiftly and wandered around back to the Idol with him to find a Talla there to greet them. Her Heart began to strut in front of the two does, earning a smile and laugh from Jettem as the bull pranced about like a peacock.
Played around for a bit and did some dancing, chased after Reed and Talla toward Reed's Logs however she was still unsure to approach them. Instead approached Reed to stand beside him, leaning against his large frame for a time then dashing off again in chasing games.
(Sadly disconnected at this point)
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07.21.13
Missed you...

Woke between her Two Trees and wandered briefly, seeing her Heart near his Logs with a few she didn't know very well. Took a seat nearby to give them some space. Watch after a few moments to see him and another move off.
Retreated back to her Towers to give her Heart some time with others and to lay down, pondering to herself silently. Fell asleep briefly before the need to drink rose sharply, heading to the Crying Idol once more and drinking before seeing an odd sight. Investigated the somewhat scuffled figure, a pig or boar of some kind wearing a skull mask. Sniffed it, finding Reed's scent on it, curious as to why before her Heart showed up and stood between herself and the boar creature. Realized the scuffle had not been friendly and backed off, seeing others nearby that made her wonder what had happened. Followed Him to greet the mystery deer from before he had been sitting with, giving a gentle greeting and bowing to the smaller figure to ease any tension, hopefully.
Was herded back to His logs where she stood for a time, seeing others had followed them and feeling watched for some reason. Sniffed the smaller deer a bit and stood by during the awkward moment before moving back to her Heart after having been apart from him for some time.
The ache in her chest has diminished significantly.
Relaxed for a good while with her Heart, resting off and on near him and using him as her pillow at time before waking up a bit more and whispering soft words to him as he rested/slept next to her. Eventually felt the need to sleep again, nuzzling him goodnight and curling up for the night against him.
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07.20.13
...

Woke in the middle of her trees and was promptly visited by a deer wearing the magpie pelt and no mask that she had seen before, cautious till it began rearing and pawing at the ground around and behind her. Moved off to watch, curious of the deer's actions before heading off to the Crying Idol for a drink, very parched for some reason and feeling a dip would be refreshing in the summer heat. Saw a familiar sight and exchanged nuzzles with the smaller doe.
(disconnected at this point, trying to get back in)
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12.08.12
What ever happened to just asking instead of assuming the worst?

Watched the Demon Killer near the Idol, careful as she took her time in getting closer as he slept near his companion. Ran off when he woke, still fearful of tines being lowered to her as previous events had ended in despite her constant wish to try and mend what had somehow been broken. Retreated towards the God's Hill near the Pond, took refuge in the outskirts of the Birch Tree Forest for a time. Still the feeling nagged, returning eventually at a later time to still watch and hope someday she'd find the answer on if it even was mend-able. Ran off again when he not only stood but ran towards her, long legs taking flight instead of standing her ground. The fear is still too strong, knowing one day the crown of unforgiving tines might be the end of her. Best to keep a safe distance even when he was asleep.

Retreated once more to the Birch, rested shaking legs and saw the scared grey stag she once was the eyes for in the distance. Made no movement to visit him, weary still of his words from before and wondering if they would ever cease to echo in her mind. Resting for a bit she wandered later, seemingly lost yet not, eyes searching and feeling her chest ache for what was missing. Wandered for some time before resting again.

The familiar scent came near again, the scarlet ibis following after it to settle near the older stag, looking over the scarring on the side and empty socket. Stayed there for a while, watching and guarding from a distance till Reez appeared. Greeted the little doe and danced a bit with her, feeling worries slip away to be replaced with more happy thoughts, indulging herself in a bit of fun. A comforting weight returned to her, chest no longer aching. Instantly searched for her Heart, leading Reez along till they came to his Logs. Both does crowded Reed and sandwiched him multiple times. Eventually jumped and danced about, each chasing after the other and bringing a smile to her face.
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10.28.12
"....?"

Walked aimlessly and with no destination, finding a little Riptail nearby alone. Took quiet caution in approaching, sniffed before standing over as the little stag slept. Ran immediately once Cutlass appeared, giving much distance, knowing how protective the larger stag was of his frail Riptail. Wandered for a long while, feeling lost and out of place with the many unknown faces and unfamiliar scents all over the place. Became afraid for a time, hiding inside the Oak for a time. Was not able to rest due to growing worry, leaving the singing oak and turning towards the pond where she saw a familiar sight.
Took her time going around, approaching Bright Eyes wearily, wondering why such a large creature would be so low in the pond. Thought him to be sick, stood nearby simply watching. Followed the large bird stag to the Crying Idol and attempted to close the distance slowly, finally getting a few sniffs in and wondering what ailed him. Didn't have time to hear the answer, hearing Jack approach from behind and running away to the Red Hill, saw a sleeping Isiel but did not approach.
Illrose came up soon after, Jettem grateful and instantly curling up against the dragon doe with a heavy sigh. Trying to disappear inside the other, not sure why she feels lost recently and worried something is wrong.
Missing her Heart.

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09.17.12
"Hmm, must do something about this pelt of yours. I can see bones Illrose... I don't ever want to see bones showing through on such a beautiful doe."

Woke from her rest, wandered till she found herself in the Birch and smelled Ephire nearby. Approached at a distance when she saw others near him she did not recognize. Thought better to let the Raven Stag have his time for others who had missed him while away. Wandered to the Playground where the cardinal doe spotted the silver blue doe Isiel and the rather scary looking stag creature, Ramsus she believed if she remembered correctly. Apparently was much softer in personality than his looks portrayed. Wary though of the two despite the growing urge to associate herself to the doe, knows Ramsus is very protective of Isiel. Walked towards the Idol for a drink till she saw an odd sight, Illrose huddled close to a tree and looking very poor. Underweight, pelt losing its shine and the light in her eyes was diminishing.

Immediately went to Illrose, greeting her warmly and insisting she follow her. Took the silver doe to the blueberries past the Idol, made sure she actually ate and enjoyed a small snack herself. Washed down the sweetness and stained lips with some water and a good body rinse from the Idol's tears, leading Illrose off again to a sunny patch to begin the grooming process and tend to her dear friend as best she could, letting the starved and worry worn doe rest a bit.
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09.11.12
"Mmm, good to see your face again Ephire. I have missed you. I trust your journey went well?"

Heard news of the Raven Stag's return, sought him out near the Birch Tree Forest and sat with him a while. Enjoyed having the bull in the Forest again, questions forming though keeping her peace and letting him enjoy being home once more in silence. Later followed him to where Herla and Gehirn sat. Gave bows and hellos to both, snuffing lightly in the royal crown of the smaller doe before giving Herla's forehead a small kiss. Sat at a distance with Ephire, intending to at least sit with him as long as she could. Later moved with the little well known band to sit together for a while, happy to be in their company and rest among friends. Had a treat when Lem stopped by with lit antlers and gave a few nuzzles at how spectacular he looked. Intended to follow after him when he left after a short greeting but found he didn't wait so she returned to the trio for more afternoon snoozings.

Woke to hear Ephire was leaving, said her goodbye and thanked him for sharing some time with her. Grateful to have him back among those who love him. Sat with the couple for a bit longer before catching a familiar scent, saying her goodbyes and following her nose to the beautiful Illrose. Seeing the doe had her smiling, joining her and her companion for some more sitting.

Currently lounging over the large doe, intending to snuggle fully with her and disappear within her brilliant silver white coat.

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09.08.12
"When I'm with you.."

Wandered for a bit, ran into a few new deer she did not recognize and paused to see a white stag with large red antlers and red hair, human faced and resting across the river near the Crying Idol. Wandered into the Birch Forest between the rock piles and blueberry bushes before sitting near a tree and resting, smelling Lem nearby. Approached at the side till the stag moved off a way, went back to her tree to rest before waking up again and feeling the need to return to Reed's Logs for some time. Rubbed herself against the logs, trying to get rid of the scents of other deer that had come by. Reminded herself that the stag was back, that she didn't need to defend the spot anymore.
Heard Reed come by moments later after sitting down, getting up and surprised to see him looking a little different than usual though it hardly kept her from going to him and following him around as they moved from place to place in the Forest to rest. Happy to have her Heart back.

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08.19.2012


Mentally and emotionally numb. Slow to respond or connect with even those that are close to her. Wanders aimlessly.
Unresponsive.

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07.10.12

Johan! So big now! What has Herla been feeding you?


Came to visit Herla and Johan for a bit, watched over the two for a while before tending to the healer's feathered crown and grooming her lightly. Found Johan to be a bit of a surprise when he stood up, such long legs! He was only just a wobbly fawn the other day, hiding between her legs. Now he was hardly worth standing over as he stood by her, though the red doe didn't mind doing it still. Played around a bit, tried to play a game of hide and seek with him but didn't think he understood her actions exactly. Saw a boldly colored black and white doe with bright feathers (Aurora) approach, handed off babysitting to the doe since Johan reacted with a positive note to her presence. Said her goodbyes at the familiar scent of a dear friend, turning quickly into the Birch to find Lem. Sat with for some time, feeling the day was starting off nicely.

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Unknown Date
Illrose.
She's so beautiful. For such a large creature she manages grace as if they two were sisters held close together in the womb. I admit, I fear her. Not because of terror, but of the amount of need I would begin to feel for her, to be close to her, to hear her stories and listen to her experiences in life. In the life before I've heard about her form others. Whispers of how she once had wings, such great wings that made the clouds look like dandelion flowers beneath the shadow of a fawn.
It was good to see her again, as hesitant as I was in the beginning. But then seeing others I did not know I took to resting against her. She is so warm, I wonder if the fawns come to lay by her during the cold winter nights. I took to resting my head against her side. Her heartbeat is strong, it reminds me of what the Great Oak would sound like if it had a heart. It was brief but very much needed, the chance meeting tonight when I saw her. I look forward to laying near her one night to feel the warmth of her heart.

Between chasing Reed and being chased through the forest I found a fallen log to be my sudden grandest discovery. In show I reared, I ran and jumped. Such a small log for such a high show of performance, after a few times of doing so and possibly confusing Reed I had to laugh before standing near him.

A flash of purest blue caught my eye. Not any blue, not the sky blue or the jay bird blue. Not even the midnight sky blue with all it's stars. It was a deep blue like water. Water I've never seen before. So startling and bright, I couldn't help but stare at the Blue Stag in the nearby distance. Such a coat, and feathers at the ends of each hoof. Feathers on legs amuse me, I wonder if it were possible to find a way to get some of my own. But he was such a lovely color, and I was so blunt in my staring I must have took offense in my admiration of such a sought after pelt. I adore the color so opposite to my own. Blues of every shade catch my attention, I felt horrible when both the stag and Reed taunted to one another at something that was my doing. It seems not all admiration is wanted, and not all enjoy having such attention. I hope things get better, but for now, sleep calls. And having such a vibrant red stag to lay against sounds too good to pass up.


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Unknown Date

Please listen as you read

I never felt so still before. Have you ever sat there, by yourself or with another and felt it? The quiet peace? The sound of snow falling past your ears? The rain that falls down the blades of grass? The dreams of a fawn tucked against the warm belly of its mother? How do you capture that noise, that sound, the feeling. Is there a safe place to keep it till it is needed?

I've found it. I've found it in many hearts of those I love. I've seen it dance in their eyes, in the notes as they've laughed and cried. To where I don't need to search far to find that feeling. I desire it, need it. Can you become addicted to silence and stillness? Can one's fur be soft enough to hold it there and cradle it while I sleep, or will it slip by to another in need of the calm stillness.

I want to create it. That magical moment when hearts beat as one. When a fawn takes its first breath. The feeling of water running over stones. The music of the wind that makes the bluebells dance and the poppies jingle beneath the fireflies. There is nothing quite like it.

Yet when I see you sitting or standing there...when the world falls away and I can't help but feel like a rabbit in the jaws of a wolf with you. You are all that's left in the end. You are the stillness. That ever so soundless and perfect creation. And all I can do is year to become like you. To be known like you. To be craved like you. Adored. Hated. Coveted. Needed. To be loved...





You don't realize yet do you..






Basics Likes, Dislikes, & Fears Relationships Art





Name: Jettem
Identification: .oOo. (click)
Size: #13 (click)
Tumblr: http://jettem.tumblr.com/ (click)
Gender: Doe
Set: Magpie Mask, Butterfly Antlers, Crying Idol Pelt









Likes
Quiet Moments
Light Drizzles
Fresh Snow
Grey Skies
Ladybugs
Sitting

Dislikes
Constant Mooing
Confrontations
Losing Set
Darkness
Sickness
Wounds

Fears
Being by herself in total darkness
Not being able to see clearly
Losing loved ones
Being Forgotten Above All Else















ReedGiven Gift - Heart
RayvenClosest Friend, Fascinated By
LemFriend, Fascinated by
LacieAdopted Sister, Desires Her Time, Snuggle Buddy
IllroseFriend, Snuggle Buddy
JoroFriend, Shy Around
KaooriAdopted Sister
WeskerAdopted Brother-in-law
NoelleAdopted Sister, ?
Esll?
DagFascinated by, Cuddle Enemy
Methuselah Extended info in here, displayed on hover
Lalita Extended info in here, displayed on hover
OsiasFascinated By
Saosin Extended info in here, displayed on hover
BylahGiven Gift - Strength
NineGiven Gift - Hope
Levi Extended info in here, displayed on hover
Ama Extended info in here, displayed on hover
Tally Extended info in here, displayed on hover
Seed Extended info in here, displayed on hover
Me-Yuki Extended info in here, displayed on hover
Timberrc Extended info in here, displayed on hover














Art here.








....all you hear is a missing heartbeat.





Coding done by Matthew - Reed







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No, no, I was just late in

No, no, I was just late in realizing ti was you, that's why Jettem came to stand over 'em.

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Ah alright (:

Ah alright (:

"Hn...Why are you ever so

"Hn...Why are you ever so pissed off...every time I'm mad at him, or simply take his actions in a bad way..."

He paused for a moment , then growled slowly with a silent hiss : now his eyes were empty with no emotion in them.

"I am not going to play games anymore, Jettem. I truly wonder if I'll ever get used to him, I do. I try. And no progress. If I dissapointed you, then I have no words to say."

He could sence every time she came around to look at him when he was sitting with Ravyn, and he wondered even more if he'd ever make her feel at peace.


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I love you. :<

I love you. :<

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She cringed, moving away from




She cringed, moving away from him in fear, her smaller body low to the ground in submission. Eyes were wide and aware, blue pools staring into his shadowed sockets as she tried to bring the words screaming in her mind to her lips. Her words were shaky,

" I-I simply thought you wanted to be alone with your stag f-friend. I s..I saw that Stark was annoying you s-so I led him away to give you some peace. I never..never expected you to be the best of f-friends right away...I didn't know...I didn't know.."

Long legs brought her body close, her fur rubbing against the grass as she circled wide, ears flat against her skull a she tried to continue.

" I thought you w-wanted..wanted space since the other night so I didn't bother yo-"

She tripped, a hoof catching the gnarled root of a nearby tree. The doe scrabbled wildly as she rolled over before bringing her legs back under her. They didn't stay still or lower her down again. They ran.

She didn't know for how long or how far, but the cover of the Birch Tree Forest hovered over her shaking form when she did stop. A dry burn in her throat had her gasping for air, her head hung low as she braced trembling legs far apart, afraid she might collapse. Her mind reeled, wondering how it had changed so quickly between them in the course of so few hours. She didn't know he was upset, she had tried to be near him. Before with Talla, when they had both tried to come to him, he was already with the dark Doe. Rayvn was always so kind to those in need, Jettem had thought that maybe it would have been better to leave him alone with her, but be near when he was ready to talk. The red doe didn't know she had done wrong...

What did I do?



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Stark saw a red streak run

Stark saw a red streak run past his usual spot under the playground, he stood up and ran after the doe, red hair flailing behind his head. As he got closer to Jettem he slowed to a walking pace, his red hooves leading him towards her. "Jettem? Are you... alright?" It was a stupid question, but a reasonable one.
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"...S...Stark?" Tilting her



"...S...Stark?"

Tilting her head slightly, the stag came into her fuzzy view. Feeling embarrassed, she pulled her legs in close together and brought her head up slightly higher.

" Fine?"

Not for a long time..


" Yes, yes I'm fine. Sorry to worry you. I didn't mean to disturb you..."

Ears stayed tucked against her head as her eyes darted around for a moment, then tried to smile for the stag.

" I just needed to run for a moment back there, everyone needs a good run now and then. Are you alright?"

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Stark pinned his ears back,

Stark pinned his ears back, he could tell that in fact everything was not alright, but if she didn't want to talk about it then she didn't want to talk about it. He tilted his head slightly so his mask shadowed his emerald eyes, then he nodded, "I'm fine, and you didn't disturb me. I wasn't busy with anything after all."
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"Yes well..." Ears went up,



"Yes well..."

Ears went up, listening for oncoming hoof beats. Then they were back against her head. She felt a little sick to her stomach, her legs bending to ease her to the ground as she tried to breath as steady as possible. She couldn't tell if the upset stomach was from her running, or the guilty feeling she had for running away from Reed. She should have stayed with him, or at least try to not be so afraid of him.

"Stark? Would you mind sitting with me for just a moment please? I won't be long, I promise. I just need to rest..."

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Stark nodded and sat down

Stark nodded and sat down beside her, "It's fine. I can be very protective of my friends."
After some time, Stark sighed, "You know... I honestly thought Reed was actually starting to like me, what with what happened before with those annoying deer.

But if he insists on keeping this childish and immature grudge against me then I seriously give up.

I've had enough."

Dear Jettem...It was nice to

Dear Jettem...It was nice to finally meet you.

Is...something wrong? You suddenly sat beneath me...
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" I..I felt......safe near



" I..I felt......safe near you Sir. I apologize if my actions made you confused."


Sir...? I am no sir, darling,



Sir...? I am no sir, darling, and you did not confuse me.

If you seek comfort, I shall provide it...if you are ever to call.



Luvverly Jettem just had a run-in with the Spider Queen D: <3
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I'm sorry, my pictos are


I'm sorry, my pictos are always scrambled, so any new deer I don't remember I usually base their sex off of their set. Seems that I am yet again, embarrassed by addressing a character by their wrong gender...urgh.


" Thank you...May I ask your name?"


Baww it's fine

Baww it's fine <3 Mine tend to glitch ridiculously.

Mmm...Jorogumo. Though I usually go just by Joro.
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....


....<3


" Joro. It sounds familiar....Joro! You know Reed? "

The doe stopped short, ducking her head.

" I'm sorry, sorry. Forgive me, I'm..my name is Jettem. "

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<333


Ah, yes, I do. Quite confusing he can be sometimes...


She cracked a grin and giggled.

Don't be. I have heard of you as well!
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" Yes, confusing..." Her



" Yes, confusing..."

Her ears rose, looking up to the doe like creature.

" Heard of me? I only know so few though."

Her gaze was puzzled, blue eyes concerned.

Has she heard of good things? .....or bad...things?



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Stark looked away while the

Stark looked away while the pair spoke, watching a raven in a tree up ahead. "Um.. I have to go.." he said suddenly and stood up, "Sorry." he didn't look Jettem in the eye, and didn't look back as he ran away.

She took a few careful steps



She took a few careful steps forward, dwarfing the new friend greatly.
She sighed in her mind. Sometimes being big was so...annoying.

Mmn, I've met you before. I'm sure...you were very hyper at the time. It wasn't too long ago I think either.

She craned her head down to the doe, her black orbs narrowed, though not in an aggressive manner at all.



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Jettem looked upwards as Joro



Jettem looked upwards as Joro moved closer.

" I'm sure I was...before. I can't say that I remember you though, I'm sorry..."

She trailed off as the doe seemed to stare at her, reminding her of another set of eyes for a moment. Those glowed in gold and green...Jettem shook her head but didn't look away from Joro's careful gaze.



Mmm...that is fine.


Mmm...that is fine. Though..quite hard to believe on my part.
...I would have figured my...appearance would have made me easy to remember,


She gave a weak smile, that quickly faded into pursed lips. She let her lids droop as she lowered her head slightly.


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Instantly the red doe stepped



Instantly the red doe stepped forward till she was beneath the head of her friend, looking upward with a guilty look in her eyes.

" I'm sorry Joro. It was not my intentions to make your smile fade so quickly. Perhaps I can lift your spirits?"

Jettem reared a little on her back legs to bring her head higher to touch foreheads with Joro in silent comfort.

It isn't your doing. I am

It isn't your doing. I am overly...self-concsious...

She froze at Jettem's sudden action, her eyes widened at first, though soon drooping again. She smiled warmly, pushing her forehead against the smaller doe's.

Thank you for that...



edit: ;; baww at her updates! <333
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<3
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Pssst.... iwuvyou...


Pssst....


iwuvyou...

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Psst... iwuvyoutoo

Psst...

iwuvyoutoo<3

One question: What

One question: What does...Jettem look like body built-wise in forest....and in art, etc?

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Um..well... *speechless* In


Um..well...
*speechless*
In regards to Fanart, I usually like to see how others interpret her. Some see her as elegant and delicate, others more fluffy and plump and fawn like.

In my personal reference, if I ever were to summon up the courage to draw her how I wanted and not just as an attempt sketch, I would liken her most to, oddly, that of a Valkyrie. In some sense, she is overly caring to those she is near and instantly connect to those she has just met. She can seem and act very fragile, but she has a terrible temper when she sees other and those she loved being harmed, either verbally, emotionally, mentally and physically. She's flipflop really. One moment she can be the most delicate and fragile thing when it comes to feeling insecure about herself and not being able to be what others want her to be , the next a she temptress and warrior if the need calls for it.
So...
Good luck with that.
Phyisically wise for
Deer: Long body, long muscular lady legs, a little feminine fluffy around the belly and chest, a tail that ends at her hocks and slightly curly. For her face, if you don't want to draw her mask, I usually didn't while she was mask less, I drew in her human hair and shadowed her face, that way all I drew was her lips. Or you can draw with the mask, minus her human hair and have the feathers of her mask extend a little past her deer ears. Whichever you like.
Human: Slender average build, a a little past shoulder length black hair. Bright sky blue eyes, and a longer neck, but not too long...Is always wearing red. so either red shirt, red scarf, red shoes or red dress red pjs, whatever. Her main clothing colors are red, black, occasionally white but only when she's feeling...sick. She feels impure sometimes, and wearing white makes her feel like she might be a worthy person when she is weaker and feeling humbled by taking advantage of her health, It's a little odd I'll go into further details on that if you ask. She associated white with happiness, purity, worthiness, cleanliness..the things she doesn't feel she is due to her severe self consciousness.


I doubt any of that really helped you, I'm sorry.


Hn...you actually gave me a

Hn...you actually gave me a nice idea...thank you (: .
And im sorry if I mess her up... I think Ill finish her today not shure.
(im actually working on this right now so sorry if im inactive in forest)
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? Finish her? And no worries


?
Finish her?
And no worries all Jettem is doing is inching closer. She's still hesitant to approach him due to his last comments to her the other night. Not scared but cautious because well...she's afraid that he doesn't want her near anymore because she's not strong like he is. Or doesn't see his views the same way.
Thanks for putting up with her......and me.

Putting up? Ah, but we're so

Putting up? Ah, but we're so glad to know you both. (:
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...


...<3

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I took a screenshot of the

I took a screenshot of the copier, I'm going to post it asking them to stop, hopefully they go on this site and they'll see it =/

HOLY F*CKING BA*LS I plopped

HOLY F*CKING BA*LS

I plopped Joro in and there Jettem was FFFFF
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HOLY FANNY FEATHERS OFF OF


HOLY FANNY FEATHERS OFF OF GREAT AUNT MARTHAS ROOSTER!



Good timing too, poor things fallin apart after seeing her Reed getting into a fight just on the other side of a pond...Seems like she'll never get a real moment with him lately...BUT IT'S NICE TA SEE HER NEW SPAAAIDER FREEEEEEND!

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sdjsfjsffhdghdf <333

Oh, Jettem...did something bad happen? Why are you alone here?
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" Reed...I don't know if he's



" Reed...I don't know if he's hurt, I should have stayed with him..."

The doe buried her face in the rich night sky pelt of her comforter, her stomach upset again over her dear Reed...

" And I haven't even been able to be near him lately...all because I was selfish and wanted him to adjust to something he didn't like. And now...I don't know if we can ever be the way we once were before. "

She allowed the touch and


She allowed the touch and pressed her against her soft pelt, sighing softly.
"Maybe you two need some time to your thoughts...?" She suggested.

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" I don't know. We haven't



" I don't know. We haven't spoken for three nights. Last time he spoke to me..."

She paused, not wanting to make him sound like something evil when it was she herself who had done wrong in offending him.

"...it didn't work out so well. I've tried to be near him but I don't know if he wants me around anymore. It it hurts here," the doe poked her chest with a small hoof, " every time I try to understand him, or be near him. Sometimes just thinking...I wish I knew what he wanted. If he doesn't I can...move on. But if he does then I'm always here for him."

Jettem turn her head away, resting her chin on the dry dirt under the Old Oak.

" I just want him to be happy."

She said softly.

Even if it means he wants me to leave him alone.



The blue doe sighed softly

The blue doe sighed softly and looked down at her friend. She blinked and drooped her eyes.
"Sometimes love hurts. Reed's become distant to friends . The reason why is that he almost lost someone precious to him,"

"I say...go to him,"
She crooned, nuzzling Jettem to comfort her.
"Yes, go to him. Tell him that you are sorry that you have pained him, tell him how you feel. Hell, pour your heart out to him...Maybe then...he will see"
She said this from experience. It was what she had done with her mate, so what would be the harm in Jettem trying it on Reed...if Jettem felt that way about him.

He walks up to her slowly as

He walks up to her slowly as she rests in the Old Oak , trotting right towards her : he tried to keep so many questions to himself...

Why do you care?
How can you have feelings for me when I have hurt you and so many others mulitple times now?
[i]Will you ever forgiv me?

Can I still come near you? I miss your scent and the way you would make me feel better every time you were around...
Do you hate me, now? When will you hate me?
Why do you forgive me every time?
You always say your not as strong as me? Im the weakest thing in this world, mental-wise.
Do you have feelings for me?

Thousands of questions that he couldn't ask.
He could still see some guilt in her eyes but from what he did not know.
His nostrils had finally stopped to bleed, the perfect time to ask one question, that would determine if he would ever understand Jettem.

"Why did you try to attack Demon when he was protecting that mini? You do know... that made me even more mad and gave me an even better reason to attack him for lowering his head on you. I dont need you getting hurt like that because of me. I can... still defend myself."
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I meshed both of your


I meshed both of your answering replies together. It sounded a little better than doing two separate replies.



Blue eyes tried to look up at Joro, warm liquid in her eyes for a moment as she thought about her recent words. She made it sound so simple, so easy to do. Her chest seemed to tighten, like tender vines about to snap. She drew in a shaky breath, trying to settle herself and figure what her heart and mind where trying to tell her. Did every doe feel like this? Like their insides turned up twisted and pulled when upset or worried? Would it always be like this with Reed?

“ Sometimes love hurts…pour your heart out to him…”


Is this what it feels like?
To be in love with someone?


“ But I don’t know what to say it to him Joro. ”

How could she tell him? How could she tell him that she hadn’t been able to sleep at all? That she was used to those nights when she was curled up next to him? Weary eyes held the evidence of no sleep, the doe worried too much about others. Jettem didn’t want to be a burden to those she loved…

Then he was there. His large body standing at the entrance way with what little light there was from outside casting a ghoulish glow about him. She leaped to her feet as if to run, a forgotten memory of being trapped in the Oak at a much younger age. A pair of Hell’s Eyes had stared at her then, but now…she looked at him, blinking slowly.
He looked sad almost, she could barely make out the duo color of his eyes. Even with ears laid back she heard him, heard him question her actions. She was ready to answer when he finished.

“ Because…”

…I love you.


She paused, the words stuck on her tongue. She tried again, knowing that now wasn’t the time, no matter how much she wanted to say it to him. She still wasn’t sure if he could feel that way with her. There were so many other does he had known for a longer time…

“ BecauseI didn’t want to see someone I cared for getting hurt again as I just stand there and turn a blind eye. I can’t stand seeing you hurt Reed, physically and emotionally…”

She stepped forward, eyes cast down as she stared at his feet till she was beneath his dark gaze, her own bright blue one staring back unafraid and unwavering.

“You’ve fought many times Reed. You’ve proven yourself over and over to those you’ve Protected, Talla included. Sometimes even the greatest of Warriors need a little support every once and a while. Sometimes it is the Protectors that need to be protected. I’m sorry for what happened. “

Jettem meant the last one, saying it softly and with sincerity. She was sorry for everything she had done to him, for pressuring him to accept Stark, for running when she should have stayed. For not finding him sooner. For not being near him…
She took a single tentative step forward, eyes still on his before brushing her head carefully under his. She barely whispered her words, almost no sound coming from her lips.

“ I’m sorry Reed.”

I’m sorry for falling for you.



edit: "Jettem...w-what


edit:

"Jettem...w-what happened this time...? Did Something bad happen? Was..there a fight?" The tall doe asked frantically, hurt in her black eyes.

"....Hn." He choked back his

"....Hn."
He choked back his words as if he was trying to say something ,but they just didn't come out right every time he taught them in his mind before saying them out loud.
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Mikuru, is Reed wanting a


Mikuru, is Reed wanting a relationship? Because I know several people say they want to have no mates or doefriends or that 'special someone' for their deer, I just want to know what you think. Because if so, that's dandy, if not, that's dandy too. I don't like the idea of pressuring someone into thinking they have to have their deers get together, or else the other member will be offended.

I have two replies should Reed choose either one. Both end happy, well one more than the other obviously...XD

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I'm curious at to who that

I'm curious at to who that doe was as well. I tried blocking them from you...

Oddly enough, I returned later, and they stood up when I sat next to Reed, but they didn't do anything...=/

Sorry that was my deer Aeis.

Sorry that was my deer Aeis. she's a bit protective ive already apologized to miss Jettem for my deers Behaviour. she really isnt a bully i swear sorry for the trouble again. she was mostly trying to say back off she didnt mean to harm her and feels very bad for it.


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No, no, it's fine...

No, no, it's fine...
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Yes, thank you Ookami, we


Yes, thank you Ookami, we already settled it and it kinda now is a play in for a future event between our two does. No worries, they do make up later! Thank you for the concern though!

<3!