4/10
I'm officially taking an indefinite hiatus from TEF. I don't feel like getting into the specifics here, but there's too much triggering content on tefc for me, and no, I'm not using "triggering" flippantly as a mental health professional diagnosed me with C-PTSD. I have a therapist and psychiatrist who I meet with regularly and I am on medication, so don't worry about me. I'm actively working on healing, but an incredibly scary event in February has set my progress back.
Right now it's difficult for me to feel comfortable logging onto Discord at the moment--in fact, I uninstalled it for the time being--but if you want to discuss character stuff or want to know more about what's going on with me, feel free to hit me up using whatever resources you have at your disposal (ie the contact info below). Don't be insulted though if it takes me a bit to get back to you.
If you want to learn more about C-PTSD, I found the video below insightful.
3:18 am
3/4/2012
I'm running low on supplies, food has dwindled to nothing but rice cakes. Yet the trolling spam war still goes on. Much blood has been spilled. When will this end..? No idea.
No idea.
--[e] derpwelcome <3
Don't s'pose I could derp unto you into helping me get to bein' a mini again? ;u;
--[de] The deer is or the account..is? ._. -derpconfused-
--[der] -_- I just realized I won't hear the noise when I get the spell- not that I'm the one that needs it.. But it's been so long since I've had to get it, is it when the deer falls asleep or has been asleep for a while?
--[derp] Ah :> lol. Jealous poop just got jealous?
[derp edit]
Sure, I can try! ..Very hard xDD This particular deer is kind of an insomniac? I can't explain why it happens.
[de]
Yus. This deer/pictogram doesn't like to go to sleep.
also if I poof that's because SOMEBODY turned off the modem because they're a jealous poop.
[de2]
Yeah I think you have to wait about 10 or so seconds AFTER they fall asleep. My volume for it has always been iffy, so that might not be exact x);
(No subject)
(No subject)
(No subject)
(No subject)
(No subject)
(No subject)
(No subject)
(No subject)
(No subject)
(No subject)
(No subject)
(No subject)
(No subject)
(No subject)
(No subject)
(No subject)
(No subject)
(No subject)
(No subject)
(No subject)
(No subject)
(No subject)
(No subject)
(No subject)
(No subject)
(No subject)
(No subject)
(No subject)
(No subject)
(No subject)
(No subject)
(No subject)
(No subject)
(No subject)
THE RULES YOU HAVE BROKEN
YOU HAVE BROKEN THEM
It happened again. ._.
._.
3:18 am 3/4/2012 I'm running
3/4/2012
I'm running low on supplies, food has dwindled to nothing but rice cakes. Yet the trolling spam war still goes on. Much blood has been spilled. When will this end..? No idea.
No idea.
I'm probably beating a dead
this spam is meaningful (8
FEEEEEEEESH.
derptrack :> --[e]
--[e] derpwelcome <3
Don't s'pose I could derp unto you into helping me get to bein' a mini again? ;u;
--[de] The deer is or the account..is? ._. -derpconfused-
--[der] -_- I just realized I won't hear the noise when I get the spell- not that I'm the one that needs it.. But it's been so long since I've had to get it, is it when the deer falls asleep or has been asleep for a while?
--[derp] Ah :> lol. Jealous poop just got jealous?
.
derpthanks ;D [derp
[derp edit]
Sure, I can try! ..Very hard xDD This particular deer is kind of an insomniac? I can't explain why it happens.
[de]
Yus. This deer/pictogram doesn't like to go to sleep.
also if I poof that's because SOMEBODY turned off the modem because they're a jealous poop.
[de2]
Yeah I think you have to wait about 10 or so seconds AFTER they fall asleep. My volume for it has always been iffy, so that might not be exact x);
(No subject)
BeeKay what whattttttttuhh
what
whattttttttuhhhh
HE IS DEX STAR YOUR TOTAL
YOUR TOTAL DOOOOOOOOM
Well I was hoping you knew Fish. If I knew I would tell you, but I don't.
Looks like we'll need some help
like, wizard help.
(No subject)
v:
v:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?
kbai
bumping this because I know
Aw man fish...I'm going to
Forget Your Perfect Offering.
There Is A Crack In Everything.
That's How The Light Gets In.
(A part of the lyrics of Leonard Cohen's Song "Anthem")
Aw man fish...I'm going to
Forget Your Perfect Offering.
There Is A Crack In Everything.
That's How The Light Gets In.
(A part of the lyrics of Leonard Cohen's Song "Anthem")