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I'm officially taking an indefinite hiatus from TEF. I don't feel like getting into the specifics here, but there's too much triggering content on tefc for me, and no, I'm not using "triggering" flippantly as a mental health professional diagnosed me with C-PTSD. I have a therapist and psychiatrist who I meet with regularly and I am on medication, so don't worry about me. I'm actively working on healing, but an incredibly scary event in February has set my progress back.
Right now it's difficult for me to feel comfortable logging onto Discord at the moment--in fact, I uninstalled it for the time being--but if you want to discuss character stuff or want to know more about what's going on with me, feel free to hit me up using whatever resources you have at your disposal (ie the contact info below). Don't be insulted though if it takes me a bit to get back to you.
If you want to learn more about C-PTSD, I found the video below insightful.
Scarecrow: HA. Emmmm. You've probably have noticed I'm not as active today... Because hangovers do that. Heeeh... And that mini screaming and kicking me in the face is frankly... funny, but also not good for a headache. Try to enjoy yourself nonetheless... Oh, and watch out for landmines. Planted some around area.
Sorry for another post Fish, but I have to go do a lab T-T Hopefully you will be on when I get back so that Kita and Fran can play for alittle while
~Kita~
"Memory loss there Fran <3 *nuzzles and trots off to get medications* I remember we played a whole lot and that there was that one giant bounding party with everyone else"
~Kita~
@ MrsMorbid
xD Emm has kind of unofficially declared forfeit. You two are on at the same times, so it was kind of bound to happen that Emm's relationship was doomed. (I'm really really tired. urgh..)
@Pega
lol, yes. in her human life she was usually surrounded by men, so she almost always has to have a stag around her for her to feel safe/normal. she prefers her faves over just any ol' stag ;D
@Kitty
um... xDDD now that is a good question. maybe put the roll as "protector" or something? since she goes all kung-fu when a stag bothers Kit.
if you mean like Platonic, then.. I dunno xDDD
(just a btw steele is extra nuzzly to females tonight so don't nuzzle him more than three times or he'll keep doing it XD it's in updates as to why if you need to know )
@Okami
lol yeah, I read that xD the failfish was all "the buck stops here, Emm -blocks-"
@KönigEnvy (or.. lol. pretty sure that isn't grammatically correct)
I was thinking of making it more epic by making 'er go all like "WHERE THE FRUIT HAVE YOU BEEN? -scratch taunt headtilt-" but I decided to avoid that confusion xDDD
keep that thought in your head and you WILL be able to survive.
@DER KONIG (yay for not being able to type umlauts)
lol "lovely" x3 yes
rofl rofl
@Okami
it went something like this
"beeeeyotch, gtfo! ... G.T.F.O! ... I'm warning you! ... um.. okay -has no fighting skills to back her up- ;; kthxbai -flee-"
YES -awards one win-
I should change crush to "stag currently being focused on" since she has multiple uh.. prospects, but always has one above the rest.
idk I phrased that funny. GUH ;;
yeah =/ I'm sure I'm not doing something right; I download it, but after downloading, it says "open" "open file" and "cancel" I think. If I hit open, it says OMG CANNOT UNZIP (so I guess I have to download like.. winzip or something?) but what's weird is after downloading the files, I cannot find them at all 0_o
I use WinRAR to unzip my files. Try downloading and using that. It will tell you it's only a free trial, but apparently the programmar didn't think of make it disable after the trial was over; You're still able to use it to unzip files. -THUMBSUP-
Yeah, I was wondering where Emm was yesterday. I kicked in Scare to wait for her (because that little thought of hers from a while ago wondering where he along with some other characters were made me go "FFFFFF D8"). But I was on 3.3 so it didn't work SDFSD.
D'awwwwr D8 that sucks ;; She was starting to wear her "favorite stags"'s sets as a way to cope with missing them, but then I got kind of creeped out by that and stopped |D
My first thought when reading that was Norman Bates. -SLAP'D-
Actually, if Scarecrow had seen her doing that, he would have been entertained as hell. |D
OMG NORMAN <333 now I have to watch that FFFFFFFFF
@all (lol)
glad everybody got der dirty-ness of that ;D
... but also she's bummed out that the only thing they have to drink is water. and she hasn't mentioned this, but she's had a craving for meat lately *dramatic music*
Emm doesn't like being a vegetarian.
-HEADACHE AUUGH-
I got 3.3 to work and Emm turned into a massive bunny lol
lol i didn't mean to be dirty i just couldn't help saying XD and steele is all carnivore he eats mushrooms for a meat subsitute =0and maybe a squirrel or two...XD
*pointless tracking comment
I DECLARE IT TRACKING
B'aw D8 Poor Emmy.
u p d a t e s
lol. she's pretending to be
you have been tracked
It almost sounded like the
---
"Look for Friends. Let Love find you."
"If you don't like something, tolerate it."
/tracking! tehehe ^^ Kita
~Kita~
My Biography: Come say hello! ^^
Kita
lol were you excited or was
lol xD that was me. I
Emm is always very appreciative of the attention, even more since she normally doesn't get company when she sleeps
c: My Deer
Scarecrow: HA. Emmmm. You've
u p d a t e s
<3{Click to view Nine's
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YAY for classes cancelled!!
~Kita~
My Biography:
Kita
I definitely will x3 first I
Vampire class? Cool ^^ and
~Kita~
My Biography:
Kita
Sorry for another post Fish,
~Kita~
My Biography:
Kita
"Memory loss there Fran <3
~Kita~
My Biography:
Kita
*frazzled* Really? Oh.. I
*nods chuckling* "Sounds
~Kita~
My Biography:
Kita
-track'd- A charm thats
Fay still doesn't know that
It's not too late to tell me to butt off, either. >_>; Last thing I wanna do is step on anyone's toes... or hooves. o:
just a btw steele dislikes
@ MrsMorbid xD Emm has kind
xD Emm has kind of unofficially declared forfeit. You two are on at the same times, so it was kind of bound to happen that Emm's relationship was doomed. (I'm really really tired. urgh..)
@ Okami
oh poop D8 that's no bueno.
D8 That doesn't make me feel
Hey, what should I put Fran's
~Kita~
"Favorite stags"? XD
@Pega lol, yes. in her human
lol, yes. in her human life she was usually surrounded by men, so she almost always has to have a stag around her for her to feel safe/normal. she prefers her faves over just any ol' stag ;D
@Kitty
um... xDDD now that is a good question. maybe put the roll as "protector" or something? since she goes all kung-fu when a stag bothers Kit.
if you mean like Platonic, then.. I dunno xDDD
Alrighty ^^ *trots off to
/random/ much love for emmy
much love for emmy <3
Sorry Envy hasn't been in the forest a lot recently, school is such a hassle
-ferocious nuzzling going on-
lol
I saw your.. uh.. little thing about that.. somewhere.. I forgot where xDD BUT I read that school was being a bitch for yuh.
(just a btw steele is extra
that was epic nuzzling xD and
rawr school is school, thankfully just 1 more year and im free xD
@Okami lol yeah, I read that
lol yeah, I read that xD the failfish was all "the buck stops here, Emm -blocks-"
@KönigEnvy (or.. lol. pretty sure that isn't grammatically correct)
I was thinking of making it more epic by making 'er go all like "WHERE THE FRUIT HAVE YOU BEEN? -scratch taunt headtilt-" but I decided to avoid that confusion xDDD
keep that thought in your head and you WILL be able to survive.
xD Well that's lovely Emm for
Well that's lovely Emm for ya. Envy would understand, he would be all 'lolwut? -nuzzlenuzzle-'
{König? lolwhut? xD
edit- harhar never mind, same thing c:}
i rofl'd at "TRIED to help
I FREAKING WANNA KNOW WHO HER CRUSH IS!!!!!DSADASDADDADADFFA i'm guessing everyone already has one clue that mystery man has a deer face lulz XD
@DER KONIG (yay for not being
lol "lovely" x3 yes
rofl rofl
@Okami
it went something like this
"beeeeyotch, gtfo! ... G.T.F.O! ... I'm warning you! ... um.. okay -has no fighting skills to back her up- ;; kthxbai -flee-"
YES -awards one win-
I should change crush to "stag currently being focused on" since she has multiple uh.. prospects, but always has one above the rest.
idk I phrased that funny. GUH ;;
"technical difficulties//
WHOA I must be so slow. I only just realized what that meant days after reading it. So you're not able to hop on 3.3?
lol, s'alright xDDD yeah =/
yeah =/ I'm sure I'm not doing something right; I download it, but after downloading, it says "open" "open file" and "cancel" I think. If I hit open, it says OMG CANNOT UNZIP (so I guess I have to download like.. winzip or something?) but what's weird is after downloading the files, I cannot find them at all 0_o
I use WinRAR to unzip my
Yeah, I was wondering where Emm was yesterday. I kicked in Scare to wait for her (because that little thought of hers from a while ago wondering where he along with some other characters were made me go "FFFFFF D8"). But I was on 3.3 so it didn't work SDFSD.
I remember using that when I
D'awwwwr D8 that sucks ;; She was starting to wear her "favorite stags"'s sets as a way to cope with missing them, but then I got kind of creeped out by that and stopped |D
I'm thirsty for something
Takes that the wrong way more than once LOL
My first thought when reading
Actually, if Scarecrow had seen her doing that, he would have been entertained as hell. |D
lol i agree with firedance,
OMG NORMAN
@all (lol)
glad everybody got der dirty-ness of that ;D
... but also she's bummed out that the only thing they have to drink is water. and she hasn't mentioned this, but she's had a craving for meat lately *dramatic music*
Emm doesn't like being a vegetarian.
-HEADACHE AUUGH-
I got 3.3 to work and Emm turned into a massive bunny lol
lol i didn't mean to be dirty
Oh GAWD @ meat craving. lol
-stomps on a squirrel and
there's a flame at the ruins?
LOL!
harhar, that flame's name is
massive bunny attacks xD
and yay for meat diets c: Envy eats dead deer and birds xD
/insert comments to the right places pfft
@Okami THERE IS =o it's by
THERE IS =o
it's by the pit o' death. it's very tiny and hardly noticeable, but if your deer goes through it, they turn red just like at the idol.