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I'm officially taking an indefinite hiatus from TEF. I don't feel like getting into the specifics here, but there's too much triggering content on tefc for me, and no, I'm not using "triggering" flippantly as a mental health professional diagnosed me with C-PTSD. I have a therapist and psychiatrist who I meet with regularly and I am on medication, so don't worry about me. I'm actively working on healing, but an incredibly scary event in February has set my progress back.
Right now it's difficult for me to feel comfortable logging onto Discord at the moment--in fact, I uninstalled it for the time being--but if you want to discuss character stuff or want to know more about what's going on with me, feel free to hit me up using whatever resources you have at your disposal (ie the contact info below). Don't be insulted though if it takes me a bit to get back to you.
If you want to learn more about C-PTSD, I found the video below insightful.
Holy moley, she looooves the whistling mask so much! Normally she would have been all up in his grill admiring it, but Aeis was kind of looking at her like "you better not, girlfrannnn," so she restrained herself |3
Oh my gosh! So it's you who's laying next to my Faith! 8D Eeee... I'm so happy that I finally managed to interact with you/someone of you~ Ah... I sound like a stalker... my bad ;A;
And you win for having a Suburban Commando/Nostalgia Critic reference. C:
xD I was checking out the map and when I saw the picto's name I was confused but then I was all "..that must be one of Ginger's deer because it's Bartlebyyyyrrrryryr >:V" Pfff you don't sound like a stalker at all; I've been wanting to have our leetle babies play together too C:
Yessss >D Right after I saw that one, I had a dream that Kaoori was Shelley Duvall with that horrible perm. IT WAS SCARY ;;
I was checking the map toooo and our pictos were overlapping ant it kept giving Bartleby's picto instead of your's so I was leik, "DKLFJAKLSFJKLFJ D8<" And I'm glad... I hope he wasn't too annoying. Lil bugger has the social skills of a coat hanger 8D
...Bad image... guhhhhhhhh... Wesker would have to be the frozen guy then... but who would play Hulk Hogan?! 8U
Those darn pictos D< Emm enjoys being an umbrella, believe it or not x3 The only reason she stopped to sit down next to him was because I had to get the laundry and I didn't want her to pass out on top of him |D
Whenever I see Wesker I ALWAYS think of this video at 1:56. lawl Hulk Hogan.. I dunno who would play him xD
Hope he didn't mind being dragged over with all these deer xD; Two of her adopted children and her whistling mask/starry pelt fetish were calling to her ;;
-nearly inhaled my own nose laughing at the mental image of a Saosin Hulk Hogan hybrid- xDD Poor Saosin! lololololololololol~
Oh no, I think he's actually quite grateful for it (though inwardly, he's probably having a nervous breakdownffff) ... though trying to protray his behavior in-forest can be really hard and easily misinterpreted... just because he's so painfully awkward. |D He'll be happier in the long run since his number of friends as of now is about... four x3 He's probably also wondering if he's being an annoyance too~
Gotta love the breakdowns ;D That's why I think it would be neat if there could be in-game controls for the deers' moods that would subtlety change their walk-cycle, the positioning of their ears.. stuff like that.
Naw, she very much appreciated his company C:
If by sexy you mean both hilarious and terrifying, then yyyyes xD
yea i know what you mean about all of that. I feel the same way..and the fizzling out part to and now that my pc crashed agin and i lost all my art and set files . i think my drive to make myself play the game will only grow less. <3 you i hope you dont stop playing. I enjoy seeing your deer in game since i know you PLAY and dont just ignore the world. 8\
Just popping by to say that I'm a secret fan of Emmy. You've done so much with her...She's very three-dimensional, and I love that about characters.
And I love the era she's from as well. >>
Thank you, my friends. It means a lot to me; I was hoping that somebody, even one person, would prove me wrong and tell me that there are others that care.
Pega-- lol 8'D He's trying to find the B button to stop the evolution.
Fiyah-- I really hope that gets fixed for you soon :C I miss yooou <3
The world is such a big place full of things to explore! 8U -puts on a pith helmet and runs into some bushes-
Ocean-- A secret fan! -gives cuppycake-
I'm pleased as punch to hear that you think she's three-dimensional c: I always worry that my characters are flat ;;
Them twenties were so awesome >O
Go ahead! ^^ I'll have to add him to hers, too~
I kept on wondering if that was Saburo because of the mask, then I realized that there's the map that I can easily check.. xD I'm smart, I know.
Hn I should track this NOW!
NO! SAVE YOURSELF RUN, GIRL!
RUN, GIRL! RUNNNNNNNNN D:
I really need to sleep..
Na -sits down and noms page-
Then go to bed! D8<
MAYBE I WILL -passes
-passes out-
g'night <3
Good! night~ :3 Edit: Oh
night~ :3
Edit: Oh and she liked his mask? ♥
-yyyyawwwwn- =v= ~ Holy
Holy moley, she looooves the whistling mask so much! Normally she would have been all up in his grill admiring it, but Aeis was kind of looking at her like "you better not, girlfrannnn," so she restrained herself |3
Mwahaha she's too fun x'D
♥
Thank you ♥
You are very much welcome
If he got up at any point, I wasn't able to tell because my forest was super-lagging and then crashed ;;
Oh my gosh! So it's you who's
And you win for having a Suburban Commando/Nostalgia Critic reference. C:
xD I was checking out the map
Yessss >D Right after I saw that one, I had a dream that Kaoori was Shelley Duvall with that horrible perm. IT WAS SCARY ;;
I was checking the map toooo
...Bad image... guhhhhhhhh... Wesker would have to be the frozen guy then... but who would play Hulk Hogan?! 8U
Those darn pictos D< Emm
Whenever I see Wesker I ALWAYS think of this video at 1:56. lawl Hulk Hogan.. I dunno who would play him xD
Indeeeed ;; And that would
I just busted a gut at that and I have no idea why xDDD Hmmm... perhaps Saosin could be Hulk Hogan...
Hope he didn't mind being
-nearly inhaled my own nose laughing at the mental image of a Saosin Hulk Hogan hybrid- xDD Poor Saosin! lololololololololol~
Oh no, I think he's actually
Sexy, no?
Gotta love the breakdowns ;D
Naw, she very much appreciated his company C:
If by sexy you mean both hilarious and terrifying, then yyyyes xD
**I MISSPELLED MY EMAIL** SO
SO I MADE IT RIGHT re-add me if you did 8C
I'm sorry I'm so stupid, guys ;;
Feliz Navidad!
BWOAH...tracktracktracktrack
BTW: do you know who the man
( A very late MERRY CHRISTMAS
Welcome to the update page that never gets updated anymore, Silver!
I find ridiculing Hitler more interesting than he is, actually xD
Which man are you referring to? *is incredibly dumb*
The man in your updates
x) LOLOLO MEINKAMhPYCHEIR
Woah that dude does kind of
AND TANKIES FESHY 83
This is mine, too.
Hello again~
...yea. |D
...yea. |D
yea i know what you mean
Just popping by to say that
And I love the era she's from as well. >>
-hugs- D:
Thank you, my friends. It
Pega-- lol 8'D He's trying to find the B button to stop the evolution.
Fiyah-- I really hope that gets fixed for you soon :C I miss yooou <3
The world is such a big place full of things to explore! 8U -puts on a pith helmet and runs into some bushes-
Ocean-- A secret fan! -gives cuppycake-
I'm pleased as punch to hear that you think she's three-dimensional c: I always worry that my characters are flat ;;
Them twenties were so awesome >O
Carehh-- *snugglesnuff*
happy falling out of the womb
Thank you, Ooker! -hands some
-hands some cake that is no lie-
I f*cking love cake B|
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FISHY. HERE'S
HERE'S A NEW FISH TANK FOR YOU *TOSSES AT ALONG WITH WATER*
(8
Actually this is an
-nom nom- I thought... Can I
I thought... Can I add Emmy to Saburo friends, yeh? (:
-nibble- C:
Go ahead! ^^ I'll have to add him to hers, too~
I kept on wondering if that was Saburo because of the mask, then I realized that there's the map that I can easily check.. xD I'm smart, I know.
*Hurfw* Yay)) Saburo wearing
Yay)) Saburo wearing now and skull mask too (It seems to him that it he is more manly in this mask xD)
He generally tries to be more courageous to at least as something to hide their orientation (:
Just now able to recover
HAVE ANOTHER
I made yew a present
Actually it was a while ago
But I figured I'd give it to yew now since I'm more active.
c:
Hither
Ooky-- LOL I JUST SAW THIS
It looks like you just.. *sunglasses* triggered my trap card BJ
YYYYYYEAAAHHHHHH!
BK-- OHMYGOODNESS THAT IS DELICIOUS AND FABULOUS AND GFFF <33333333333333333333
s'ank yoooou ;o;
LAWL FISH ILU ;3;
HEY GIRL HEY. /felt like
/felt like popping by and saying hai. 8D
OOKY-- I LAUFF YEW TEWW! ^U^
oceanous one-- HEY GIRL HEY, MMMMWHATCHA SAYYYY?
OH THAT'CHU ONLY MEANT
-sways-
john madden
sports. robot stuck! ..robot
robot stuck! ..robot stuck robot stuck exclamation point exclamation point
Heeeey, good to see you
Tera! Why, thank you c: