{:: SMOLDERING BONES ::}

Tuhka's picture








12.11.2017
Long time no see, huh?
I'm completely taken over by an urge to start RPing again. I have this guy who's been floating in my mindworld for a long while. I also reread Marrok's old starting RP's and kind of feel like bringing him back as well - though I have no idea how that would work out. I forgot about him in such an early state, he had only just arrived and made a couple of acquaintances and now there are years of not touching him. I'd like to continue somewhat where he was left but lkxsdhfsd.

And the whole RP thing anyways. I tend to be super tired every day from work etc. Now I was sick so had couple of days to regain my strength (hey, I even picked up a pen and scribbled things) but I don't know how will things work out when returning back to the usual.

Aaaagh I want things, I want pretty things and I want them scarred beautifully. Off to work I go. =_=

~Quamar





ABOUT ME





Nicks:
Quamar, Smolderbone, Routalanka

Real name:
Tiia

Age:
29 [21.05.1989]

Country:
Finland

Orientation:
Straight

Status::
Taken

Aspirations:
Go around the world and see and experience as much as I can.
Meet awesome people and force them into a beautiful friendship with myself.
Getting better at various of things and somehow finding a way to prosperity.

Traits:
Shy, adventurous, creative, deep, gross, worrywart, laid-back, easily excited, stubborn, childish, playful, lazy, obsessive, awkward, ambitious, proud, curious/nosey, caring, sensitive,

CONTACT:
Skype: Routalanka
email: tinzuli89(at)hotmail.com
(Don't mind this horrible old email address)
DA: smolderbone.deviantart.com














CHARACTERS


















JELLYFEESH. -nom- Anyway, I

JELLYFEESH. -nom-
Anyway, I completely understand. c: I hope to see you inforest soon -- if I'm in, that is ._."
Much love. -curls up on- <33~
Flyra's picture

...oh no. OH NO. ;A; I can

...oh no.
OH NO.
;A;
I can understand your reasons, though... but you know you were always such an idol for everyone in the community and seeing you leave is so hard... D;
I will miss you so much on here. And I'll always love you. x3
f l y r a b l o g avatar by tinkee, sig by Quamar
Lyeekha's picture

Good idea, Quammy! See you

Good idea, Quammy! See you there.

....Flyra, Quammy's not gone. Just not on this particular site. o.o
Flyra's picture

... She kinda is. For me. I

... She kinda is. For me.
I can rarely ever be in the forest. My laptop can't really handle it, plus I have to play it fullscreen, so I can't do anything besides which is something like a bother.
And, my MSN is really acting up, I can't even reinstall anymore.
So I will miss not seeing anything of what she writes/draws (like, random sketches)/plays anymore. And the community will feel emptier too.
I'm sorry if I sounded too panicking or something. 8/
f l y r a b l o g avatar by tinkee, sig by Quamar
Lyeekha's picture

It makes me sad that everyone

It makes me sad that everyone forgets about the orignal site. This Community site used to be only secondary to the ToT forums... happier times.

The oldies seem to be migriting there, one by one, including Quammy. Do ye never visit, Flyra?
Flyra's picture

Rarely, I admit. I cannot

Rarely, I admit. I cannot help but rather seeing it as a support forum, where you go when you have questions about the game, than one for members to meet and have fun together... But certainly I just never took a deeper look. It took a while for me to actually find it, too. I've always rather seen this community as the forum for TEF.
Maybe you're right, and I should visit the forums more often. 8] Thank you~
f l y r a b l o g avatar by tinkee, sig by Quamar
Kaoori's picture

I'll miss you. I enjoy seeing

I'll miss you. I enjoy seeing you in forest, and your arts. And you were one of the first people I met here. Smiling
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I know what you're talking

I know what you're talking about.

<3
Calypta's picture

I also understand you're

I also understand you're taking a break; I hope you'll be back soon!
This community needs an epic person like youu!!
Oh and Don't forget to check the art page from time to time! I was working on something for Aton and Nemesis a loooong time ago but haven't got the chance to finish it because of school; But it should be posted during the holidays! Smiling
Cya in the forest!

;3;

;3;
IoRez's picture

Tragic. I never thought I'd

Tragic. I never thought I'd see the day. It's not that I don't understand why - I do. You've given us all a lot of joy and beauty, Quamar. This place will be less interesting than ever without you.

What I don't understand is how the community site is ever going to improve if those who set the standard for awesomeness keep leaving. It's tempting to wish for perfection, or to romanticize "the way we were," but that's just idealization. Maybe the best any of us can do is not quit and play the hand we've been dealt.

"Farewell, old friend." (goes to pout in his den).
kovah's picture

awh too bad I've no doubt

awh too bad Sad

I've no doubt that you will be missed. There was me thinking i was gonna see Quammy covered in tinsel and lairy fights Eye

Have a nice break hun Smiling
LighttheSky's picture

Don't stay away forever,

Don't stay away forever, Quammypie. <3 We'll miss you like crazy. < T-T > I agree that the community issues really have gotten out of hand. *tries to avoid participating much in the forum drama so she doesn't get burned out too* *facehugs*

*stalks you on DA* ;>.>
| Turn your face to the sun and the shadows fall behind you. ~Maori Proverb |
Tuhka's picture

Aw you guys, you make it

Aw you guys, you make it sound like I'd be leaving forever. I don't think I'd have such power to do it after being here for so long~
I'm just having a break for now, I'll come and see if the community is better at all after some time. You guys are still so awesome, I love you all with hugs and mudpies <33

AAAAND CALYPTAAARGH, sorry for the horrible delay with your commission lsdjflksd.
I've had my head full of stuff and it doesn't help at all that my muses ran away. I caught them and put them in a cage and will finish the picture soon. Just letting you know I haven't forgotten it or anything xD
LighttheSky's picture

>:U well stop in often to

>:U well stop in often to check your blog then because we'll just keep spamming it for you. >XD

... speaking of spam... *hurls a spammymudpienconewithlotsoflightyfeathersinit*

I've been thinking about the community and the way it has really gone downhill lately. I think some of the biggest parts of the issues with the community have to do with the age gaps in users.... We have a lot of 'older' members who have either been here for a long while and thus learned proper forest etiquette or grown up, or are adults or near it already... and then we have a lot of newer and younger users who not only are coming from a generation that hasn't learned social lessons OUTSIDE of the internet, but are learning their ONLINE social skills from places like Facebook and Myspace... where they create a place that revolves completely around themselves. They haven't learned how to live and act as a community, and though their sense of individualism may be high their ability to think outside of themselves hasn't reached that point yet...

As TeF has gained love from the older members who really enjoy it and want to share it, the popularity has grown and more people have been coming in to check it out.... which also means more people in the community site and a higher people count on either side of the rift...

The younger generations see us talking about the forest being such an open and accepting place, and then don't understand it when we form relationships, cliques, and selective groups... and they haven't always developed the maturity to comprehend how to separate self from character, or cope with the fact that people cannot pay attention to EVERYONE, etc, etc....

The honest truth is that children take TIME to develop their ability to socialize, and they learn it by watching those around them - most kids now days though are learning from other kids who haven't developed social skills yet either, whereas older generations had at least a bit less competition for resource and personal attention...

So when their experience is coming from places like myspace and twitter and facebook where everything revolves around them, and their ability to cope with emotional issues is completely askew because they are just AT THAT AGE, and they haven't learned proper social skills, and haven't learned how to interact appropriately.... they can really try the patience of those who are older, more mature, and better adept at dealing with a social group.

< .____.' >

I've just been watching from the shadows for a while and this is what I'm seeing..... this doesn't really help us fix the community, but maybe understanding this age gap and the issues surround it will help us to brainstorm some ideas that can lead to something better...



| Turn your face to the sun and the shadows fall behind you. ~Maori Proverb |
Lyeekha's picture

That is precisely the

That is precisely the conclusion I came to, Light. Only you put it in better words. Thankyou. <3
IoRez's picture

What Light is talking about

What Light is talking about is a huge part of the issue.
There has to be some way to bridge the generational gap, but I can't see how.
LighttheSky's picture

Part of bridging the gap

Part of bridging the gap might have to come in the form of mentoring maybe? Some users really are nice people and just need to learn how to work their way around in the community, some of them just need good examples and some time in order to be able to interact with a bit more maturity... Maybe like the Lightbringers who work with nameless and fawns in the forest and teach them how to interact we could have volunteers who can offer guidance or suggestions in a nice way (instead of users mis-posting things because they are new, and then getting flamed by a dozen people for it...)

But that involves a lot of coordination and a lot of work, and also older users who have the PATIENCE to deal with taking an 'apprentice', so to speak.

... others though, I don't know. There are a lot of newer users that I have noticed who don't really pay attention to what else is going on in the community and so I don't think they would be helped in the least by the above.... Sure they post, but they treat it like this site is facebook or twitter.... and then complain when no one else is paying attention to them like they do to the 'older' users (who have taken the TIME and learned the etiquette needed to make friendships... they have earned their popularity, not simply been handed it.).

But without actually SEPARATING out the age groups or allowing users to be selective and filter things - which then defeats some of the purpose of being a community... < T-T > I really haven't thought of any way to deal with the non-mentorable members either...
| Turn your face to the sun and the shadows fall behind you. ~Maori Proverb |
Tuhka's picture

That's actually something

That's actually something I've been thinking as well. Just better wording I could have done xD
When the community was rather young, there wasn't too many of us and we were all "older" players except for few younger players. Now the popularity has grown and more youngsters have come so surely the immaturity grows with the numbers. Though I'm not shoving the blame on young players, there certainly are many extremely mature young players I highly respect but also really immature older players! And it's great to have many different ages in one place.
Tef used to be really mature community but people from other communities, maybe a bit worse communities might have taken their ideals of dealing with things here and that way the immaturity might have grown too.

Or I don't know really what I'm rambling.
But Light put it up pretty nicely :'D
bubblywums's picture

As hard as it is, I try to

As hard as it is, I try to ignore it the best I can. I don't even read most blog entries that have the slightest feel of hostility. And yes, there is a lot of drama, but there is also a lot of beauty. Sometimes it is hard to see through all the negativity, but there are a small group of members, myself included, that play as we did when we joined. The Endless Forest has attracted a younger audience than it used to, I actually was shocked to see that the majority of players are so young. I think that one day, if we try hard enough, we can get back to where we used to be. Regain our maturity, if you will. Some people seem hell bent on starting drama, but the best thing everyone can do is just stay clear of it. The Forest you knew is still here, it just takes some searching to find it.

I hope that you and I can keep in contact on deviantART, I've always cherished your friendship even though we've kind of drifted apart lately.
Calypta's picture

XD No need to say sorry!! You

XD No need to say sorry!! You do as you feel like! Don't worry about the time, I seriously can wait like.. FOREVERRR!! 8D I know it will be awesome!! Thank you sooo much again for doing this!<333 *NUZZLESPAMMM*
Tuhka's picture

That's true, Jen my dear. And

That's true, Jen my dear. And I do still manage to find the beauty in the community too, it just needs more and more searching nowadays. It's just saddening to see all the negativity when I remember how positive and friendly place this was. It kind of makes me feel desperate at times because if anything, I'd want to see it how it was.
I really hope it all will improve in the future. I really do.

*snuggles* Your friendship is very important to me too~ I'll make sure to keep in touch with you on DA and such. Also, it would be great to see Jay in the forest again when you've got time. JayQuamar dance lessons are quite amusing :'D


Calyptaaargh:
Alrighty, thanks for your patience, I'll put lotsa work into it x]
Narina's picture

-throws potatos with flowers

-throws potatos with flowers growing on them-
Tuhka's picture

*picks the flowers off them

*picks the flowers off them and tosses the potatoes on your plate and eats the flowers with mayo*
bubblywums's picture

*waggles finger at you* You

*waggles finger at you*
You know it wasn't just yesterday when we started Secret Santa! Laughing out loud You guys procrastinate too much.
Lyeekha's picture

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<3
Narina's picture

IT PAINS MY HEART to see you

IT PAINS MY HEART to see you log from msn at a time like this. Now, with teary eyes I say goodbye and see you in Tuesday.

Draw raptors, son. Raptors.
So uhuu. 88)) lolowa ENPUHU Perw11


....... OH now you logged back in, when I've written my beautiful parting letter and am ready to post it. Dammit, I say.
-too lazy to delete it-
Tuhka's picture

*fingerwaggle'd* Y-yes....

*fingerwaggle'd* Y-yes.... ,___,


Narinargh you just know, the onion king ate my connection but it doesn't matter because you just left and your ship will end up doing Titanic and I'll be left in this world drawing CutRip as raptors alone. Forever. No swimming in syrup.

I'll just put a banana in my ear, sing a mushroom song and pretend everything's alright and I kick Cut the hell out of his emo-corner and feed him raw liver and tell him to get some balls.
And I'll send raptors to dig you out of your grave, give some crazy shaman-hag money and drawings to summon you from the depths of hell back to me and we shall frolic trough the fields of flowers again ~ togetherrrrr, prancing with Cut's unicorn and Rip's dogs.

It's great I have everything planned already, isn't it? c:
Narina's picture

Your plans bring tears to my

Your plans bring tears to my eyes. ;__;

-waves a hanky as ships away; apparently the ship is taken over by raptors, cutrip raptors, who do weird stuff making my eyes bleed and finally they can have me as their dinner-
Tuhka's picture

*throws a purple carrot*

*throws a purple carrot*
Nuoh, CutRip raptors won't eat their creators because they would get themselves destroyed as well. I mean that would be as silly as a Quinea pig in sneaker.
Though I'm not sure would I be ready to see them doing weird stuff so I can only wish you good luck there~
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Wheee Yori thanks Quamar for

Wheee Yori thanks Quamar for the fun today. (8
Tuhka's picture

Quam thanks Yori too, with a

Quam thanks Yori too, with a mudpie and facelicks.
Aaand thanks for being the most patient person ever and helped Quam getting the nightfall pelt. <8D
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Mud Pieeee~ Ah it's okay (8

Mud Pieeee~
Ah it's okay (8 It's a nice set he's wearing. 8D
Is there a reason he's wearing it? It's pretty.
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Haha, have you seen Density's

Haha, have you seen Density's animation?
That's the one with the link to the commentary video, sorry to randomly bother you about it but she included Quamar's mud pie's in there, and Yori had rolled in 'em to get it all hairy 8D!
I hope I didn't just waste 30 seconds of your life. BAI~
Tuhka's picture

You B*stard~ Imma gonna be

You B*stard~ Imma gonna be smacking your face with wet socks all nights now <3
And Density's animation is actually really epic :'D
Density's picture

*pops in* Custard that's

*pops in*

Custard that's totally a video of some chick (I think it's a chick) showing everyone her snake C:

*pops out*
Tuhka's picture

Density, gimme your animating

Density, gimme your animating skills because mine totally sucks. >8|
You get a suicidal lemming if you do CB
Density's picture

O:! *surrender skillz* Try

O:!

*surrender skillz*

Try practicing with a bouncing ball and stick figures :>
Photoshop is awful at animation memory though D;

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OMG I POSTED THE WRONG THING.

OMG I POSTED THE WRONG THING. THAT'S A VIDEO OF MY FRIENDS SISTER FJAKASKJASDKAJ SORRY.

ROFL Custard posted a video

ROFL Custard posted a video of my sister xDDD
-dies of laughter-
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She's famous now 8U

She's famous now 8U
Tuhka's picture

//latereplyissuperlate// I

//latereplyissuperlate//

I was confused so I thought it was a joke or something >XD
Pffffff~

Pretty snake, though.... wants snake, they're pretty creatures <8O
Verycrazygirl's picture

AVATAAAAAAAAAAAR YOU'RE GONNA

AVATAAAAAAAAAAAR
YOU'RE GONNA LOVE THE CRITTERS THAR! Laughing out loud

ilu c8

Tuhka's picture

YUUUSSHHH I KNOW I BET I'M

YUUUSSHHH I KNOW I BET I'M GONNA BE DRAWING THEM FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE~
*seen some clips on youtube and drooled herself dry*

ilumoar.
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I love that new layout~

I love that new layout~
fjkskls hope you enjoy Avatar! -hops into Quamars bag- I'M COMING TOO.
LighttheSky's picture

*randomly runs through and

*randomly runs through and faceplowhugs Quams* <3 < ^.^; > *runs away to go work on more art*
| Turn your face to the sun and the shadows fall behind you. ~Maori Proverb |
Tuhka's picture

Deathday: Thankee even though

Deathday:
Thankee even though it's a pile of messy chickens.
And OH, I DEFINITELY enjoyed Avatar, it was incredible klhsfls. IF YOU HAVEN'T SEEN IT YET, GO SEE IT IN 3D. It's worth your money.

Light:
Oh, now there's my drool on your shirt~
*runs after so she could stare you work and learn your secrets*
bubblywums's picture

Avatar is amazing, you're

Avatar is amazing, you're going to love it! I loved it so much I went and got the soundtrack too. I can confidently say it is the best movie ever.
Tuhka's picture

Oh yes, it was my first movie

Oh yes, it was my first movie I've seen in 3D and it was absolutely amazing!
Now I SO want to go ride all those creatures and bouncing around the glowy forests <33
LighttheSky's picture

*has been missing you & your

*has been missing you & your amazing posts something awful even though she's been super busy herself* < T-T > don't think you can just disappear without being noticed Quammypai. You'd better not run away or once I get my backside in gear and start throwing amazing*notcough* art at you you'll miss it!!! < T-T >

New apartment sounds wonderful, I hope it's full of fluff and deer!Exclaim! <3
| Turn your face to the sun and the shadows fall behind you. ~Maori Proverb |