{:: SMOLDERING BONES ::}

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12.11.2017
Long time no see, huh?
I'm completely taken over by an urge to start RPing again. I have this guy who's been floating in my mindworld for a long while. I also reread Marrok's old starting RP's and kind of feel like bringing him back as well - though I have no idea how that would work out. I forgot about him in such an early state, he had only just arrived and made a couple of acquaintances and now there are years of not touching him. I'd like to continue somewhat where he was left but lkxsdhfsd.

And the whole RP thing anyways. I tend to be super tired every day from work etc. Now I was sick so had couple of days to regain my strength (hey, I even picked up a pen and scribbled things) but I don't know how will things work out when returning back to the usual.

Aaaagh I want things, I want pretty things and I want them scarred beautifully. Off to work I go. =_=

~Quamar





ABOUT ME





Nicks:
Quamar, Smolderbone, Routalanka

Real name:
Tiia

Age:
29 [21.05.1989]

Country:
Finland

Orientation:
Straight

Status::
Taken

Aspirations:
Go around the world and see and experience as much as I can.
Meet awesome people and force them into a beautiful friendship with myself.
Getting better at various of things and somehow finding a way to prosperity.

Traits:
Shy, adventurous, creative, deep, gross, worrywart, laid-back, easily excited, stubborn, childish, playful, lazy, obsessive, awkward, ambitious, proud, curious/nosey, caring, sensitive,

CONTACT:
Skype: Routalanka
email: tinzuli89(at)hotmail.com
(Don't mind this horrible old email address)
DA: smolderbone.deviantart.com














CHARACTERS


















OMG LOL @

OMG LOL @ RATSNAKE.
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Seele: *nodnod* not to

Seele:
*nodnod*
not to mention what's been going on in the forest lately. Been ignoring most of the fights and stuffs.

Draak:
I guess it doesn't matter as I'm not going to be connected in the forest anyways while wearing stuff like that. <8D

RebeccaH:
>xD
Rat never has idea what's going on around him so he just does whatever comes in his mind first.
And he kept getting mad at trees and tombstones again. And always loses the fight. -pats head and gets her hand pee'd on-
Oh lol, Scarecrow is like one of the most amusing deer I've ever seen. xDDD
He owns everyone with his dynamite antlers Shocked

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Ninja

Ninja 8D
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DraakxMitra C:
Tuhka's picture

-tooslowattyping- Asbjorn: Ra

-tooslowattyping-

Asbjorn:
Rat Snake apologizing = fail.
So I'll just apologize for him. xDD

Rat Snake: ... -buttsniff-

Pinkpaws:
xDDD
It's quite an achievement he didn't try anything too funny to Laurette Shocked

Draak:
Samurai. >8U

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Kung Fu Panda

Kung Fu Panda 8DD
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DraakxMitra C:
Draak's picture

8O waaah but it's

8O
waaah but it's understandable, school and work is bleh x_x
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DraakxMitra C:
Tuhka's picture

-nodnod- School eats my

-nodnod-
School eats my soulllll. >[

Draak's picture

D<

D< Schoolzilla
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LighttheSky's picture

Quammy-pie - I do hope the

Quammy-pie - I do hope the stress-monster gets bored with you quickly and leaves. < ^.^ > *facehugs* In the mean time, hang in there with the busy-ness and don't forget us completely, k? Light will be missing Quammy & Rou like crazy - and we'll have to party like mad squirrels when you find some free time. <3

((..and was that Rat Snake attacking the tree by the pond the other day that Crux came across? She followed him obnoxiously for a short time, trying to figure out what he was doing... and even decided to join in on the tree-fight to try and figure out why he thought it was such fun... then he ran off. *lol* )) < >.< >


| Light the Sky |

| Turn your face to the sun and the shadows fall behind you. ~Maori Proverb |
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Raz: -shoots the missiles at

Raz:
-shoots the missiles at schoolzilla and lets Quammyzilla eat it-

Lighty:
Yeah. After next month I think the stress monster will go away and I'll have too much time again c:
I don't usually read school stuff this late so it's possible I can still throw Rou in the forest to see Light. [you're always around between 9:00 - 12:00 pm for me]
Light+Rou is my stress medicine <:]

And yes, it was Rat.
He lost the fight against the tree so he ran. Bizarre guy is really bizarre. xDDDD

Draak's picture

8DD Quammyzilla vs

8DD
Quammyzilla vs Schoolzilla is the new blockbuster multimillion dollar production :B
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Tuhka's picture

It'll pwn all the crappy

It'll pwn all the crappy Finnmovies yes. And I'm going to be rich. really really rich.

Draak's picture

8O Draak: Can I make a guest

8O
Draak: Can I make a guest appearance? Cool
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This is a comment for the

This is a comment for the 'Have a mud pie' thingy ma bob...

I kinda know why...No offence of anything but...You used to always be playing Quamar and he's this fun loving fuzz bag that everyone wants to be friends with. (I never really knew Leara or Mitra so I don't know how to count them) But you took him out and started playing Cutlass, who can't even be nice to a single deer other than ones that you, human you doesn't talk to all the time, it's only ones you have on MSN and junk...I've also noticed you play Rou a lot, witch is alright but he also can't seem to have friends other than Light and such...

I can't help this, but I just wanted to get my own word out, but if you're feeling like the comunity is not exapting you as much....than it's not our fault, though some of the drama is. But...Cutlass and Riptail are also causing a lot of drama....

So here, have a gun, I'll be in the corner when you feel like shooting me, Narina can to.
"Traveling makes a man wiser, but also less happy."
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I thought that's probably it

I thought that's probably it too. That's why I'm not really playing Cut anymore in the forest, his character just isolated me too much from the other people. I love him too much to get rid of him but I'm playing him only rarely now. No more Cut here.
Mm, you have no idea how much his friends [only Rip, actually. Well, Chime too in some weird level] have suffered from his ill behavior. I have no idea why Rip tolerated him in the first place.
Chime is there too but I dunno does Cut really tolerate her or not.
Difficult character= no friends.

Mm, somehow I've lost most of my interest in playing Quamar for some reason. I should develope him a little to make him interesting again. Been playing Rou and Rat Snake mostly.
Rou is always ready to make friends with everyone but I guess many people don't have enough patience to befriend with him properly.
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666th COMMENT

666th COMMENT D8
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Tuhka's picture

UR CURSED NAO. There shall

UR CURSED NAO.
There shall be mudpies splatting on your face for eternity.

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-Pops out to randomly

-Pops out to randomly explain why Rip tolerated Cut in the beginning-

Come here, my children. Sit down.

Rip is not stupid, but he's extremely naive when it comes to relationships. When Rip and Cut first met, Cut wasn't that aggressive and they actually were able to hold a converstation.
Rip has this cliché habit to think there's always something good in each person, that's why he wanted to befriend Cut.
And you can see Cut would have had rough past, can't you? Rip had one too. They just survived from it on their own style. Rip found that interesting and they actually can understand each others like that.

They had loads of fights but they have always made up till now, and they say arguing strengthens the bond. I guess that's why they're friends now. I don't know if Cut is only using Rip but Rippy wants to believe he's actually Cut's friend.

AND STUFF.
Now I'm going to school.

-Pops away after pointless post and misses the school bus-

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oooOOOOoooooh. *sparkles* Tha

oooOOOOoooooh.
*sparkles*

That's awesome -nodnod-
Never thought my Cutbut would get any friends. Heck, or even any depth in his character and history. He was just someone I used to play when I felt extremely grumpy myself. -headpats Cut and gets his hand ripped off-

Ah well, this is too early for me to be awake, I'm calling my dentist now and going back to sleep....

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WAH D8..or....yay pie?

WAH D8..or....yay pie? 8D

...and thus why Chime always seems to get left out...she cannot join in with the "bad past"...and Cut and Rip wont talk to her about anything |c
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Yeah well, Cut and Chime

Yeah well, Cut and Chime don't really talk at all. 8o [we should make them]
Those things are painful things to reveal to another person so it will take time to make him tell anything. He's the kind of guy who talks little about himself in fear another person wouldn't understand him. <:D
But I'd love seeing them as friends...

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>8U we should *shoves Chime

>8U we should *shoves Chime infront of Cut*
Uwah xD
Awww 8D I would too, HAPPY CHIME CUT AND RIP FAMILY 8D

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D: I dunno what to reply

D:

I dunno what to reply just that I dont think you're a bad person..I just dont D8 because it's not like this stuff is happening on purpose or anything o:

*fails*

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(Started writing this in 7

(Started writing this in 7 am but I almost missed the school bus so I had to continue after school. 8D)

Gah. First of all, I want you to know you're not alone. Like I've ranted, I feel the same. People don't hate you, I can't see them doing that. No need to apologize for everything, you know that, and everyone in this place know that.

The community has been under a pressure for a while, everyone has noticed it, and it's not because of you. We had our drama and tried our best to keep it away from here. I think it's bizarre to blame you because of all what happened here, and please stop it yourself, too.

People are different and act different ways, and that may cause some misunderstandings and those lead to drama. I bet there's loads of people who don't even have a clue you think they hate you.
You're talented, full of ideas, kind, damn funny and have great sense of humor. That's why people like you. Don't go thinking yourself so low when you have so much.

Your friends who stand up to you in school are clearly caring for you. Why you think people hate you when they're standing your ground and beating the hell out of those who dare to insult you? Heck. The same goes here in the community.

You know, if you weren't so famous in the community, I bet there wouldn't be anyone here complaining about you being so "anti-social". People have grown to know you as Quamar, a person who's everyones friend and always happy-bouncy-go-lucky. They haven't been used to someone like Cutlass. If you were a noob, unknown human being there wouldn't be anyone telling you how you're grouping with people.

Now Cutlass.
Of course I'll feel bad to see him go, but if it's what you want I'll deal with it. I don't want you to feel forced to play someone because of me. I hate it when people do stuff against their own will only for me.
If you didn't want to play him in the forest when you did, why didn't you tell me?
There wouldn't be this drama if I hadn't created Rip, but because of Cut and other friends he has made up his personality and now he's too precious for me to lose. I'll never give up on him, at least I hope so. I guess you have the same with Cut? Or maybe I'm just shooting random stuff from my mouth.

Argh, I suck at trying to make myself understood.

IN A NUTSHELL:

YOU'RE NOT A GUILTY AND WE LOVE YOU.

Sorry if I made myself look like a dick.
Jesus this is longer than it should. .__.

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Dumdidum. *pats your

Dumdidum.

*pats your heads*

I'm just a little paranoid person who needed to rant about something and being an annoying brat. Excuse my sudden slump. ^^

This is why I've always hated popularity. Always.
People wait for you to act in certain ways and for some reason expects that you're always mature and vice [I'm definitely not. lol.] and if you do a mistake it's such a huge deal.

No, I never hated playing Cutlass, I just hate the stuff he always manages to cause around him.
I can't change him as a character so it's best if I just refrain from playing him. cB
But I'm not letting him go completely, he's still going to be there time to time. And I'm too addicted to CutRip stuffs. >]

I'm bringing old Quamar back in he forest the way it used to be.
Maybe he manages to stay out of dramas better and not hurting people around.
Heck, and maybe I should just stop being so sensitive.

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Wah XD aww... D8< you arent

Wah XD aww...

D8< you arent the annoying one, I am...I complain to much on this site and get smacked for it 8U
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Her's picture

<c ehh I see some stuff

<c ehh I see some stuff aimed at me in there and I didn't even know I took such a huge toll on you just because I wanted to be friends. I'm sorry.
silverdragon's picture

Here have a fuzzy monkey <3

Here have a fuzzy monkey <3 Raffs is waiting for Quammy to plonk his derriere on the bridge XD

Or am i too late?
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I was gonna say this over

I was gonna say this over msn but I cant wait for much longer cos it's a uni night argh. I admit lost a bit of control before which kinda transferred to Chime and it went out of hand D: I just wanted to apologise for it.
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*stuffs Quammy-pie into a

*stuffs Quammy-pie into a mud-spa & gives her lots of tea & foot massages* <333 < T-T > Everyone has their mega-stressed-out points. *hugshugs* I usually contain mine to off-line for the sake of everyone's sanity since explosive me = really scary.... < .____.' >

Don't let them make you feel too bad and STOP APOLOGIZING ALREADY *lol* <3 You have the right to express yourself, and if you need to have some characters that are a bit aggressive, at least you are venting it in a situation where no one can actually be hurt (unless they really seriously want to be... and then that's just their own issues...). Ever wondered why some children prefer to play the villains all the time?? It's not because they are going to end up bad people - sometimes they have issues to vent, sometimes they are simply learning to empathize, sometimes it's to make things interesting because otherwise we'd run out of things to b*tch about. < >.< >

My personal opinion about drama in the forest is that complete utopia would seriously drive people away eventually out of sheer boredom! ... the community view of 'how things should be' maybe needs a little adjustment for starters - since in the real world we really have no control over the actions of others and if we all went around b*tching about it we'd only end up making a lot of enemies really fast or starting enormous end-all-world wars.... A measure of tolerance in life is necessary in all directions. And this generally needs to be remembered whether it's a physical community or an online one.

...but these of course, are just my opinions...

*rantrantrantrantrantrantrant* okay i'm done.

sorry.

*uberhuggles&stuffsyouwithchocolates*


| Light the Sky |

| Turn your face to the sun and the shadows fall behind you. ~Maori Proverb |
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Narina: My mum said it could

Narina:
My mum said it could be dangerous.

Her:
Not really pointing anything to anyone...wellokay,
maybe the part of people thinking I hate them for some reason. I dunno what made you think I hate you because I really don't. D:>
Sorry for... eh, making you think that way, I guess. xD

Tae:
-feeds the monkey all fat and useless-
Tae is a little late but Quam will be online some more today me thinks. -nodnod-
Raffles is awsum.

Raz:
Aw, I actually wondered why she was acting the way she did. 8o
It's okay -facehug-

Lighty:
Agreepie.
It's true that without any drama/roleplaying this place definitely would be boring.
The thing is that people should learn not to take those dramas and everything happening in the forest so personally or else it's everything but fun anymore. It has happened many times that some innocent drama between characters has ended up being something personal between players. <8|

People used to tolerate things better some way back both in the forest and in the community. Nowadays it seems like people start fighting and bashing each others about the most ridiculous things you could imagine. -sigh-

-uberchocolatestuffchickenhuggles back-

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c8 *sends more

c8
*sends more pie*
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Verdalas's picture

Walter would like some more

Walter would like some more of Quamar's Mayo.
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Her's picture

õ___ô

õ___ô
Custard's picture

8O Zomg I hope you're okay.

8O Zomg I hope you're okay. o_o
Do take it easy, damn school. D< We're here for you (;
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I'm sure I'll be fine after

I'm sure I'll be fine after getting some rest. c;
-pokes her heart still doing weird stuffs-
I just feel a little tired, though... but it's really no wonder as I've slept about 5-6 hours in total during these past two days and nights.

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Gaaahhh! Quammypie take it

Gaaahhh! Quammypie take it easy for a bit, okay? The forest would be empty without your awesomeness!Exclaim!!!

I have heart issues now and then too - though they are from a minor issue with a valve in my heart (inherited it from meh mum... yay...) Lack of sleep, not enough hydration, electrolytes going out of wack, too much sugar, too much stress, foods I have minor allergies to, donuts.... yah. Any of the above can give me 'skips', odd 'bubbly' feelings, or make my heart beat extra hard or fast for no reason... < T.T; > always scares me when it starts up, even though I know it's not anything serious. Ugh.

*facehugs*

And sorry about Light yesterday - my computer decided to start running suuuuper slowly and TeF was spazzing out because of it! < T-T > She was rather terrified when Rou got hit with the devout again!

| Light the Sky |

| Turn your face to the sun and the shadows fall behind you. ~Maori Proverb |
Tuhka's picture

Aww, don't worry. I don't

Aww, don't worry. I don't intend to leave so easily >8]

Yeah, it's always a scary moment when your heart starts doing something it shouldn't.
Sometimes I get slight arhythmia, though it will usually go away fast but it sure frightens me when it happens. My mom suffers from it too, though her arhythmia is a lot stronger than mine.
Similiar things you mentioned causes my heart do stuff too.

That's okay. I was going to go to sleep soon anyways. <8D

And Rou must learn to deal with the devout pelt already >8|
Rou: N-no way. -shivers in some random corner looking pathetic-

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Hi! Would you like to join

Hi! Would you like to join TEF comics?
If youinterested, just click link in my signature ^^

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CLICK HERE
Join the TEF comics!
Mel in ore, verba lactis,
Fel in corde, fraus in factis.
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Ah, no thanks. I don't have

Ah, no thanks.
I don't have enough time plus, I have my own comic to work on.
Thanks for the invitation, though. ^^

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Okay ^^ If you'll have time,

Okay ^^ If you'll have time, youcan just add one page, and no draw much ^^
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CLICK HERE
Join the TEF comics!
Mel in ore, verba lactis,
Fel in corde, fraus in factis.
Draak's picture

c: why thank you Quamar 8D

c: why thank you Quamar
8D *shot*
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-random buttin/spamagge- God

-random buttin/spamagge-

God DAMN I haven't seen any of you guys in yonks Sad I MISSETH THEE.

And PC laptop should come in a month 8DDDDDDDDDDDDDD. So Tabi deer can FINALLY see her beloved again. <3
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Draak: Quam: Y- you're

Draak:
Quam: Y- you're welcome...? o__.
xD

Tabitha:
8O
fffweeeeeeee Taaabspie! Good to hear from you again 8DD And omg new laptop, finally 8DDDDD
Looking forward to seeing dear Tabs again, Quam's been missing her like crazeeeh. c:>

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8D

8D mwahahaha
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Quote:....I must practice

Quote:
....I must practice drawing more. I want to become better

THIS
IS
IMPOSSIBLEEEEE
Tuhka's picture

Not impossible! I'm serious,

Not impossible!
I'm serious, my anatomy skillz suck. I'm always just drawing some random shapes and call that anatomy. >8O

Her's picture

WELL. We have the same

WELL. We have the same drawing tactics. -puts on gorrila hand glove- HIGH-FIVE.
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(*actually agrees with Her*

(*actually agrees with Her* How can you become better, if your art is already the best yet? D"8)

Thanks for informing me how's your time with the commission. <3 You don't have to feel bad. Nevaar. 8]
Just take your time and draw something that's worth my money. 8/ (jk. xD)
-sends love- <3
Good luck with the Finnish exam!

& Omfg 700th comment. -dies-

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