The Worth of One Soul

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...Can mean the world to a Community.


Stone jutted out of the ground covered by the touch of moonshine along the cracked and worn edges. Disturbed earth showed footprints of many who wandered above the resting places of those unknown, the strange markings on the stones carved out by loved ones come and gone.
A lone sapling shivered in the night, its baby tines shaking in delight at the upcoming thought of spring. New leaves would sprout and the sun would shine every day, shaking off the frozen icicles it now carried. Sitting next to it, its only source of heat, the red doe pondered silently. Lips moved, speaking in silence, lids closed as she sealed her fate.

"Osias...I haven't seen you for some time. I...remember you said you would listen when no one would. I need to speak with you of the up most importance. Your answers will weigh the outcome of my decisions."


She felt calm, the only company in the cemetery being the tree sapling that overshadowed where the Lord of Flies sat, a step higher than where she laid on the ground. It was quiet, and her company rolled underneath her hooves, the dead shifting in their eternal sleep.

Please, i need to hear your voice....


The doe whispered in her mind, afraid he would not come in time. Such short time. The hands of Life were slowing down, taking a few seconds longer to reach the number that held a dozen on the pale Circle.

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(I am commenting here to

(I am commenting here to remind myself to have Osias reply later today, sooner rather than later if all goes well. This could be interesting, as were the events that took place yesterday. I like the interaction between these two, even I can't put my finger on it just yet.)
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The funny thing about feeling

The funny thing about feeling alone is that one really isn't alone in the scheme of things. There is always someone, something there just outside of the moment. These things, however, are so often overlooked when one is lost deep in thought, only brought to one's attention when they make themselves known. Osias was that something in Jettem's moment. He heard everything: the red doe's plea, the sapling's longing for spring, the dead. It was a soft sound, earth and bone, whispers held within every fragment of it all. The creature wondered if Jettem could hear it, too. In some ways, she was different from many of the other deer that he dealt with.

It wasn't long before his great frame rose from behind her to take his seat upon the stone that he called his. "I am always here, Jettem," he began before clearing his throat of some obstruction. It could have been a fly or some mass of maggots for all his company knew. He proceeded, his voice louder than before. "I always listen for those who need me, yes."

"You seem...distressed." There was a distinct hiss followed by the closing clatter of sharp front teeth behind that mask of his. "What is it that you need to speak with me about?"
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With a slight shiver, blue



With a slight shiver, blue eyes looked up to stare at the seemingly innocent mask of smiles. She hesitated though, her words stuck in her throat as if not wishing to be spoken, arms pushing against the wall like children avoiding going to bed.

“Souls.”


She managed to pull through, letting out a heavy sigh. She leaned against the stone of his throne, blood clashing with stone of the dead. It pulled on her body head, tiny cold fingers sinking into her shoulder, bringing numbness close behind.

“How does one hold the souls of others?”


Looking ahead, lashes hide her gaze as she turned to stare at the few children of the upcoming spring poking their heads up from the cold ground. Green slivers of grass shook off the snow and water, looking for those hints of sunshine in the day. A cloven hoof moved away the dead debris to give them a chance at seeing the sun and growing tall this spring. Spring. It once seemed too far away…





Same here. She needs to do more than just quietly sit next to others. For now, the chance has come and she's taking it.

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Osias arched his great neck

Osias arched his great neck as the other began, large red antlers casting a shadow over his company, deer and sapling alike. "How does one hold the souls of others?" the creature repeated the question aloud, his onyx eyes glazing over, gazing upwards. "Easily."

"You see, souls are small things, yes. Most everyone has carried one at some point in time, yet they know nothing of its weight, of its value." His voice was deep, toned by time itself. "I, for one, hold onto many. They are as delicate as wing beats."

"Why do you ask, my little doe?"
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“Because…Osias…” She paused



“Because…Osias…”


She paused to look up at the Demon Who Casted Shadows, eyes darkening as she stared into his pools of ink.

“…I fear that I don’t have one. Or that I had it and lost it. Or that maybe, I’m losing it. But most of all, if I have one, where will it go when I’m gone?”


She threw her gaze away, ashamed at how selfish she sounded at the moment. But it was in the back of her mind, a thought, a question, like a lost toy waiting to be found again by loving children hands. But Jettem wasn’t sure if she would like the toy, with a blanket of dust and chipped paint. And what of the other toys in hidden closets and forgotten nurseries?

“I wish to know how one can tell how much a soul is worth. How it is measured and weighed, where it is disposed and who watches over the lost souls of the Forest. And for how long a soul can be detached from the living flesh?”


Brows knit together in slight confusion, her questions stumbling out before she could remember all of them and place them in order. She wanted to know things that others didn’t want to know about, and why they avoid such obvious answers. For how was she to continue on in ignorance, watching the Forest change around her as she stayed in the same place? Questions were born in this time, thoughts like tiny streams seeking for the river of Knowledge.

Red pillars tucked themselves beneath the warmth of her belly, eyes shadowed over as the green blades of life that stared up at the red antlers that blocked their source of life.



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"For such a small creature,

"For such a small creature, you have a lot of questions," Osias muttered, the sweet smell of decaying firewood creeping out from behind the corners of his mask. "Rest assured, Jettem, you do still have a soul. Your soul, yes. One only loses their soul upon dying, at which point it is free to travel to a plane beyond this world. Of course, there are some that trade theirs away before death, but who am I to argue the whims of those that live and breath? I am simply here to listen."

The buzz of the flies dulled as Osias spoke, as if the insects, too, were awaiting answers. "You are neither dead nor dying, so your fascination with souls is curious." His teeth clicked together with the completion of his statement. Those onyx eyes took in her expression, hoping to unfurl the ridge in her brow. "They are precious little things, yes. Their worth...varies. I will tell you, though, that I do watch over some of the souls of this forest. I keep them safe, yes. Protect them from the cold. They are delicate little things."

The creature's voice trailed off into a guttering growl as something subsided within his throat. "A soul and a body can remain separate so long as they both exist somewhere. Souls provide little in the way of a working body."
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Questions. Each answer only



Questions.

Each answer only spewed forth more questions from her mind. What if I…?

She stared down at the blades of grass once again, finding little fascination with them but stared intently as if her unblinking gaze would make them grow faster. Early spring fingers stretched, touched bloody fur. Yes, little things. Tiny forgotten beings. She was one and addressed herself as one. Small indifferent personalities that wandered like lost souls. Unknowing what went on around them as they tried to understand a world no one else saw like her eyes did. Noticed unnoticed details. They were growing weary, and she wanted to share what she saw with others. But their eyes did not see, did not want to see. Friends were moving on, starting families, finding loved ones or simply were untouchable. No matter how close she got, she only felt cold indifference. She was trying to stop ripples in a pond, her fingers trying to sooth the disturbed surface as they only grew wider and farther away from her. Hope was fading…

“ I’m sorry m’lord, for pestering you and being selfish in my questions. But your answers only gave birth to more in my mind. Some things will always go unanswered in my mind, so thank you for hearing me out.”


A red line struck outward, a trail of blood against the dying forest floor. Pushing herself up, Jettem looked at the King on his Throne, her face tired as she tried to pull off a smile as fake as his mask. One more…

“ I have...one more question, if you don’t mind.”




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Osias leaned forward, such

Osias leaned forward, such that his face, that mask was level with Jettem's. Those onyx eyes took in her expression and were seemingly displeased with its insincerity. "That smile is hardly becoming, if you don't mean it," he chided quietly, his voice remarkably clear for a moment. "You may ask me any number of questions, yes. I have all of the time in the world." And with all of the time in the world came knowledge, something that the creature would share with only those bold enough to ask.
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"For now..." She hesitated,



"For now..."


She hesitated, trying to find the right words. She wanted to hear the whole story, not just a single word or a small sentence. She wanted to understand why he was the way he was, how simple he seemed on the outside. But often the stillest of water run deepest.

"... I guess I wish to know the story of you and Wesker. My sister Kaoori doesn't want to upset him by bringing up the past and I don't want to upset her further about him. But I'm curious to know how his soul became...yours to watch over."


Legs bent to bring her body down, knees rubbing against the grass. She sat like a child ready to hear a bedtime story, but she knew already, that it wasn't going to be that very happy of an ending.