Why am I me?

Angelina_Red's picture
Each Poem, is a part of my life...its the only way I can express my lonlyness and bitetrness..I have no sence of Humor...maybe noI dont have a soul...I rarely laugh...I sometimes think that my friends try to make me happy, but I never am. As much as they try, they always seem to fail. This lonlyness is killing me, and I dont no were to go...I tease and smile, but under all those piles of cards, fake words....under all those lies...I'm broken inside....I see a light....but i dont go to it. I sometimes wonder if its my time to go, I miss my love, I miss being a kid......People say I'm unique but I really dont see how...I dont feel anything, and I dont know why...I hide in the night....well...out of sight?
This is me? and why am I, unique?

Some of these things I'm

Some of these things I'm going through as well it's not easy.

Poetry is great for that, I

Poetry is great for that, I think it's one of the most honest ways of expressing what you're feeling.
Still, if you're feeling sad this often maybe you need to look critically at what is making you feel this way and start taking steps to change it. Instead of dwelling on what you're feeling, think about why, and how you can change it.
Angelina_Red's picture

oh..really?

oh..really?
Live Laugh have fun before the marchmalow alliens come!
Angelina_Red's picture

Thanks for your help but..I

Thanks for your help but..I already know what is causing me this greed and bitterness...but as much as I try to recover from this pain..I just cant Sad
Live Laugh have fun before the marchmalow alliens come!

If it's a problem maybe try

If it's a problem maybe try talking to your parents, a councilor at school, or someone you trust about it. Maybe they can help you figure something out. I think you can recover, if you don't give up!
Embyr's picture

Writing poetry and short

Writing poetry and short stories are great ways to vent. I have also found that writing in a journal consistently helps....
I know we don't really know each other, but I understand how you feel. I hope it gets better soon. <3