Contains swearing and aggression. And Rutilus.
It's hard to even look at him.
I was fine with him, you know, after a while. But lately...
Taliene's been getting worse. I don't think she's eaten in two days.
I don't hate Gehirn.
I hate what you did, you bastard.
You've ruined her. I always said if you ever hurt her, I'd make you pay for it.
Guess what?
SHE WON'T LET ME.
You've fucked her up so much that she can't even bring herself to hate you.
I know what you're like, you know. Remember that time we hung out? Me, you, Virgil? Good times right? You were hilarious. And fun. I liked you.
But Gods...
Hard to look at him, like I said. Climbing that hill might have been the hardest thing I've done for a long while - not that it was physically exhausting, no. It just took a lot of restraint not to run right up and maul him. And you know what's funny?
If I had attacked him and he'd injured me, Taliene would be more concerned about his welfare.
Weird, innit?
I got to the top and saw him there. Virgil, too, looking quite similar to me.
If those fawns hadn't been there, I would have attacked without a second thought. But I walked away - Virgil followed me.
I used to have a problem with you, Virgil. I think you knew that. But to be honest, I quite like you these days. S'why I nuzzled you. You're allright.
Then I heard hoofbeats.
Trees.
The one that 'stole him'.
She's allright, you know. I like her. Taliene does, too, weirdly enough. So I couldn't attack him, not with Trees there and not with those fawns. But I taunted, hell, I taunted. Shouting abuse and words I don't think I've ever used before.
I didn't want to get out of control, so I left.
I shut my eyes as I lay down. Blocking the flames. Blocking the bloodlust.
Vala came to me, for a bit. Nuzzled me. I nuzzled back.
I guess she knew something was wrong.
Taliene won't let me hurt him.
This is what you've done. Driven us apart. I can't believe she'd still choose you over me.
And you know what?
I'm glad you're injured. God knows you fucking deserve a bit of pain for once. I don't see what made the Gods think YOU deserved to come out of this with love and a new fucking family.
Taliene barely made it out alive.
-- Rut.
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JESUS this is vicious, which makes me feel bad writing it xD; Fffff this is entirely in-character, and NOT meant to cause drama. <3
"You could've come to kill me
I have tried to help your sister, she needs to help herself."
A snarl.
"Maybe you should support her."
(YOU"RE FAST. I like Rutti, such a temperament. ♥. Don't worry, no offense taken at all! Love to read his point of view.)
[ SPEEEED is good for you
"If I killed you, I'd lose her more than I already have.
I've supported her throughout all of this. Someone had to, didn't they?
Stay the hell away from her. It's enough for her, knowing how good you've got it, knowing you've got everything she'll never have, without you fucking turning up now and then to destroy her some more.
She doesn't need you. Leave her be. It's about time."
"Don't worry. How fucking
I won't come up to her, then. If SHE tells me not to. She needs not to listen to you, nor to me.
I have no quarrel with you Rutilus. I have none with anyone."
"Ah yes, because your life
Maybe I'm overreacting here. Maybe I shouldn't get so pissed off with you. Not your fault, right? She wasn't around, you couldn't help how you felt, la-dee-dah...
But frankly, my sister's hurt. And that's all I care about right now."
"View things the way you want
I wonder if you're so innocent, hm?
I care about your sister as well, deny it as you wish. I didn't do anything to set you off, neither have I come near her. But if your only wish is that I won't do so in the future either, I won't.
I hope you'll tell her that. That it's not that I dislike her, but that you want me to."
"Did I ever say I wanted you
I'm done."
Awww
:c
Sad story, I really pity Rut
Again wonderfully written. I like how your style individually differs depending on the character. You stories always seem like the characters themselves came to life to write it. Your connection to your deer is amazing.
What nature divides, the spirit unites.
Nopje; ♥! Nishi;
Nishi; Bwah~ Tali might be in the forest sometime soon, I don't know, but she does enjoy Trees' company despite everything. And thankyou so much for your words, really makes writing feel worthwhile :'D <3