| Serbek - Ekmê
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Healthy x Mind« ... »01/09/2015 : [Serbek] Woke up and found Morokei by his sides. Happy to see him after such a long time ; led him to his tree to rest.
12/08/2014 : [Serbek] Joined by Otto, who told him he had something to tell him. He finally confessed his feelings ; let him know it was reciprocal. Hoped he (Otto) would feel less ashamed about it as time would pass by. Anyway, completely happy.
11/30/2014 : [Serbek] Confused, tired, thinking too much. Let Ekmê controling the body.
[Ekmê] A bit tired by these last days and Serbek's questioning. Confused himself, but won't show it. Wandering around. Sat by a tree and fell asleep. Woke up and found Otto looking at him ; invited him to sit. At the beginning, a bit distant. Yet, didn't move when he sat closer. Still awkward, trying his best to act normally.
11/28/2014 : [Serbek] Went to his own tree, just to think about a few things. Ignored Ekmê's voice, just thinking about himself. Felt a bit lost about his feeling. Finally admitted he had strong feelings for Otto, despite Ekmê's contrariety. Decided not to tell him, even if it was certainly visible. Interrupted in his thoughts when Riasanel came to sit by his side. Somehow glad to have some compagny. Had seen the doe before ; knew she was Otto's friend, and that she was a pleasant compagny. Left (when someone gave him another pelt sdfdsdfghgs) then came back to sit with her. Rested.
11/16/2014 : [Serbek] Sat next to Otto's tree. Soon joined by the buck. Invited him to play ; they ended up casting spells on eachother. Happy, playful ; frolicked around with him then sat with him, still using him as a pillow. Feeling perfectly fine, trying not to think too much of the way he feels towards Otto.
11/13/2014 : [Serbek] Woke up and found Otto looking on him. Happy to see him, like always. Got used to see him when he woke up ; always happy to find him nearby. Nuzzled him. Feeling closer to him since the last days spent in his compagny. Hid into his fur - fluffyfuriscoolyousee. Stayed with him, feeling relaxed and comfortable. Anyway, noticed that Otto seemed a bit uncomfortable. Did as if he had not noticed it. Was himself a bit lost, but too relaxed to think about it.
11/06/2014 : [Serbek] Found Otto close to him when he woke up. Happy, hid into his fur.
11/01/2014 : [Serbek] Smelt Otto's scent. Nervous. Let Ekmê approach him.
[Ekmê] Took the control. It seemed like Serbek felt too bad to face his friend. Somehow, relieved that Otto was back - and awake. Approached him ; sniffed him. He had changed - physically, but also mentally. The purple buck finally nuzzled him. Comforted ; nuzzled him back, yet a bit awkwardly. Serbek wanted to be back. Poor thing. Now that he knew he had nothing to fear...
[Serbek] Apologized. Still feeling guilty. A bit comforted by the fact he wasn't rejecting him. Worried. Totally confused. Spotted Korra. She was sitting at Otto's tree ; yet the latter didn't go to see her. Still confused ; sniffed the little doe who didn't stand up to greet him. Went back at Otto. He finally went to Korra and sat next to her. Sat with them. | /
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Coding put together by Aivilo, with code snippets from or inspired by the lovely Hraeth, Shamiya, AlisonRobin, and Unplugged, and probably others from Google.
Background image from hdwallsource.
If you feel like credit is missing somewhere, please feel free to shoot Aivilo an EmailRireTuck@hotmail.com about it.
Serbek/Ekmê are only characters and their actions don't represent the player in any way. Their actions are 100% IC. /
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/He is the main one.
The one who has the control the most of the time.
Curious x Observant x Awkward x Simple x Sensitive x Suspicious x Active x Quiet x Sociable x Shy x Free x Kind x Playful x Devoted x Understanding x Protective
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Moody x A bit insane x May be distant x Irresponsible x Suggestible x Very naive x Fragile x Can be childish x Paradoxical
x Does not speak much. Prefers observing.
x The olfactory sense is the most developed one. Sniffs a lot.
x Won't play with a stranger unless they show they want to at first.
x Is awkward with relations and interactions with others.
x Uncomfortable with physical contact with strangers, but appreciates them when it is with friends or known faces. Likes to cuddle.
x Observes strangers from afar. Approaches and sniffs them only when they are asleep. Otherwise, mostly waits for the others to come first.
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Two personalities. One body.
Schizophrenic.
Gender Male
Age 17 years old in human age
Orientation Homosexual
Identification x
Size #34
Reference Full body x Head
Smell Vanilla and cut grass ; Otto
Set DotD Pelt - Skull Mask - Swan Antlers.
In game, Serbek has the mini-spell, and Ekmê the normal one (it is only way to know which one took the control)
Details Fluffy. Long and thick legs, ears and neck. Has a sort of small fox tail. Hair is hiding the major part of his head, and sometimes his left eyes. The right one is always hid by his hair. The eyes' color is not visible. The skull seems to be a part of the head - it is impossible to put it off.
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Serbek is, somehow, afraid of Ekmê. Even if Ekmê only is a creation of his mind, he believes in his existence. Ekmê offsets Serbek's weakness. He seems more powerful, stronger, colder. He is a kind of 'mask' behind Serbek is hiding when he does not feel like he is strong enough to face a situation. This mask, which is a second personality, a second "being", also is Serbek's greatest fear, which is paradoxical. Serbek can hear Ekmê's voice. Yet, he is the only one who can allow Ekmê control the body or not : it is difficult for Ekmê to impose his presence, excepting when Serbek is weak and when his will is gone or low. Serbek does not hate or dislike Ekmê : he just feels lower than him. However, his presence reassures him, even if he will never admit it. Moreover, Serbek tries his best to hide Ekmê : he does not like the idea that others might be afraid of him if they know that he is schizophrenic. He does not assume it. His advice toward Ekmê is paradoxical : on the one hand, his presence makes him feel safe and protected. On the other hand, he feels shameful about having to hide behind Ekmê. He sincerely believes Ekmê is real, and that he is not a pure creation. He also does not want to get rid of him, because he thinks Ekmê helps him building his trust in himself. Moreover, even if he had wanted to "erase" Ekmê, he would not have been able to recognize he could : he thinks Ekmê will forever stay here, and that it is impossible to make him go away.
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Serbek and Ekmê's feelings towards a character are generally pretty much close, excepting if one of them has a conflict about someone. Yet, Ekmê may be more distant than Serbek is, and their opinion might not be the same everytime.
♥ Otto "Mainstay", foundation. Beloved. Completely trusts. The only one with whom he feels totally at ease, and for who he would be ready to do anything. Source of comfort and of mutual support. Always seeking for his compagny ; considers him as being another part of his soul. Precious and treasured ; would die for him. [*Ekmê.]
+ Aurik First tie in the forest. Enjoyed company. Scarce.
+ Korra Enjoyed company.
+ Morokei Friend. Nice company.
=/+ Sadiki Likes to rest with. Curiosity.
=/+ "TheLoner180714" Grateful for his help during the fights against Allegro. Likes to rest with. Would like to know better.
? Jeremias Curious of.
= Letty Otto's friend. Nice company.
- Allegro Hates. Will not tolerate his presence nearby. [*Ekmê.] /
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Ekmê is narcissistic. He thinks he is more powerful than Serbek, and really considers the latter as being inferior to him. However, his feelings toward him are paradoxical. He does not like Serbek's behaviour - the way he is weak and a bit childish and fragile. Yet, he knows he would not be real if Serbek was not here. Ekmê only is a creation, yet he considers himself as being another soul, sharing Serbek's mind in one body. He considers himself as being Serbek's "room-mate". That is why he will not tolerate any injure caused to Serbek : he thinks he is the only one who can hurt him and submit him, and he will never tolerate it if someone else does the same. That is why he is revengeful, and why he often takes the control of the body during a fight. We can say, in some, that he is "possessive" toward Serbek. He will never admit he likes Serbek, even if we can see in his behaviour that it can be, sometimes, the case. He will always hide it behind a kind of hatred, which is just a way for him to think he is superior, and that Serbek is a poor stupid guy. Moreover, his kind of "liking" toward Serbek can be seen in another way : Ekmê will always try to know Serbek's friend better, and even to show them some affection. Ekmê is a kind of mask behind a mask : he is Serbek's mask, but he is not that powerful, even if he will never admit it : he also hides himself. That is why it is paradoxical : Ekmê does not really exist, he is just a way for Serbek to feel better. Yet, both of them think Ekmê is real - yes, it is very complicated.
Since Ekmê thinks he is superior, he also thinks he is physically taller than Serbek - that is why the normal size is used instead of the mini-spell when Ekmê is controling the body. However, in reality, the size does not change at all, and Serbek's size also is Ekmê's size. It is only to express Ekmê's self-esteem, and how he views himself. Ekmê also assumes the fact he exists, unlike Serbek does. He does not feel any shame about the fact they are two in one body, and he does not mind saying it to Serbek's friends - which irritates Serbek a lot, however he cannot do anything against that.
Ultimately, Ekmê is not real, yet both Serbek and this second personality think he is. Serbek is the only one in the body, but he has to hide behind another personality to feel safe and better. He is very paradoxical and complicated, and his ideas may have no logical thread between them. Regarding his relations, I have mentioned in the "Ties" tab that they may be very close concerning some characters : as they are only one and only personality, which defines Serbek, their ideas toward another character might be the same. However, if they are not, it is only because Serbek is paradoxical, and so he may have a lot of difficulty to "cut" his feelings toward someone, and so to really know what he thinks about them. To conclue, Ekmê does exist in Serbek's mind, however he has nothing to do with a second soul sharing his body. /
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| He is the one who takes Serbek's place when the latter is confused, angry or weak. He sometimes appears for no reason. Fights instead of the other, who is unable to defend himself.
Spiteful x Ironic x Indifferent x Cold x Aggressive x Patronizing x Quiet x Touchy x Very moody x Lonely x Distant x Sarcastic x Disobedient x Narcissistic x Very jealous x Sullen x Rancorous x Vengeful x Pessimistic
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Loyal if the other is too x Possessive x Protective x Observant x Self-confident
x Likes to fight for fun, with no bad thoughts.
x Very rancorous. Will not forget easily, and will rarely do it.
x Loyal when he trusts someone. Would do anything for them so.
x Does not know how to react when someone shows him affection. May be very cold, yet tries his best to seem warm and affectionate when he's with a loved one.
x Always keeps a secret, but might use it against its owner if he feels vexed or if he is angry against the latter.
x Thinks his size is bigger (#29) when he controles the body. Full of assurance. That is the reason why, in-game, the mini-spell is not used when Ekmê is played.
x When he takes the control, the strenght of the body is exacerbated, because of Ekmê's self-confidence. Serbek is hesitating too much and thinks he has nothing of a fighter, that is why he is less "powerful" than Ekmê. |
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"It was a stupid fight."
Buck licking fresh wounds, disapproving glance at Serbek. The guy was clearly annoyed.
"Why do not you just leave? What would have happened if I had not come?
You would have fought to exhaustion?" Otto sighed heavily and looked at Serbek.
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"Yeah, if I had come." Serbek shook his head to quiet Ekmê's voice. Then, eventually : « Thank you.. »
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