TITLE // Entry 1: “Meeting ‘P’” | ALTER \\ “HOST”

I have a massive headache writing this. I had lost my identity before I was even known and I almost considered shutting the game down to ignore my social experiment. I wish I had taken a picture of the brown deer with the “clown nose” who helped me find my Owl Mask back, the face I decided to outwardly project him as. The HOST. He is 1 of 5 audibly heard voices inside of my head, and could be my saving grace sometimes. He will always gatekeep 12 oclock position where his voice is projected at volumes heard even when trying to sleep. I wish we could tell this “Clown” how grateful we are to finally identify HOST into the game, as an Owl Mask. I have been feeling really really good lately, so HOST has been most audible.

Accompanied with us, I saw her. A Veteran, and possibly one of the second best encounters I’ve had in a game that feels like a TRUE HOME. “P”. Their sigil, a prominent character of their name, glowed brightly when we played around with different masks on my face, The Clown, rolling in play each mask that displayed over my face. I felt like each voice had came through all at once, greeting these deer in their own characters, just as i hear them every second. I was almost tear filled, when P bestowed a beautiful rack of antlers, White, Red, and Black tipped. It wasn't as grand as the antlers for the Angel, But the Secretary antlers fit the style of HOST’s protective aura when I talk to myself. Now, I dont have to feel alone when I never have anyone to talk to.

When the Clown disappeared, P cried. She had lots of fun frolicking around, when she bestowed a skin for me. But when I felt overwhelmed by the argument eating inside my head, i laid. And P stood over me, protecting me just like HOST.

We shall meet again.

-The Angel

Note: I will figure out to import images soon enough. For now, I hope I am a Descriptive True story teller.
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Ah! The brown deer with the

Ah! The brown deer with the clown nose is the one and only Cu!
You can find their page here! They are one of my oldest TEF friends and they have been around a very long time.
A true OG. They are well known for their comedic personality and amazing flying acrobatics!


Just in case you don't know yet, fawn magic only sticks for a little while.
Once your deer has fully grown up they will be able to save and keep their desired sets : ]

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Hi BlkRabbit; such a pleasure

Hi BlkRabbit;
such a pleasure to help you out with our mask; and a pleasure for me to met new/other deer!
You are very welcome for more play-fun if you like.
Cu and me are always happy if there are deers around which are willing to play/stay with us.

@P - thank you for your kind words "the one and only" - makes me getting blushed and hiding behing a big rock (just to cry and to smile a little bit). Can say the same to you!!!!
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You are most welcome Cu

You are most welcome Cu <3
- so grateful that you are still active here after all these years!

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