Miscellaneous

Hi :3
First of all: sorry if there are any mistakes in my writing, my english isn't the best XD°

So...I just joined this game yesterday and I'm still a little bit confused. I hope it's ok if I have some questions.
I read through the forum and all the introductions but what I still troubles me is the interaction between the users in the forest. So I figured out that a bow means "hello" (?) and that dancing is fun xD
But today another deer casted a spell on me and my fur went all white (only a short time but it was still beautiful X3) and I think I did the same to the fur of the other deer because its fur also turned white when i pressed a button (you see...I have totally NO idea what I a m doing xD°). But then it bowed and kept nooding at me and I was like "Ahhhh... I don't know what you want..did I do something wrong? Or was that ok?" I was so confused ;___;
So long story short: My question basically is: Are there some things which are considered as impolite? Because I really hate being impolite but right now I'm just a little fawn running around like crazy and being REALLY confused by all these amazing things XD

~ Reissru

Theres a particular reason i am writting this, no other reason than my Grand Mother has terminal cancer. I am not looking for sympathy but just to write a reminder of her before she leaves as a diary entry by Bree.
Just like all of my stories start; It was a normal day with mottled patterns from the faint sun on the floor blah blah blah. Since i was very little i have always known the story of 'Little red riding hood and the big bad wolf' in this occation I am little red riding hood, Grand mother is nan and The big bad wolf is nothing other than the terminal cancer cells, stealing my grand mothers life from inside; Like the elegant little germ it is.
I left my shelterd tree shack and trotted along the forest, as said before. Everything yet again seemed normal, as said before. I kept trotting and trotting until i reach Grand Mother Pammy's house. She was known for her kindness and baking that she done regulary as she has nothing else to do except socialise. I walk in tapping my antlers on every tree trunk i accidenly hit, which is most of them c:
The whole feeling in the wooden shack was strange, the smell of death and heated bodies hung around like a constant wind only surrounding the close trees making a home for my Grand Mother.
I saw her not moving and just lieing there. Thank god my parent's weren't there it would of killed them inside. We all knew there was something wrong with Grand Mother Pammy her waist seemed to of drastically widened and her face became pale and was prone to many viruses and dieseases around. I never thought one could kill a deer though. I stood there in less shock rather more frightened how i would kept living without my Grand Mother; She was well known and always said she was alone when she was friends with every one, It was just and excuse for me to come and visit you see.

Okay guys, I know you have seen me vent on this site since Dad and Mason died. I was using this place to escape, and from now on I won't vent here anymore. I'm going to take Ocean and Pega's advice, and when I need to vent, I'll type it onto a word document so I can delete it instead of posting it here. I've also set aside a bunch of CDs to listen to when I'm getting in a bad mood.

I deleted my updates page because it was where I was venting the most, so please retrack it if you need to.

But I need one more thing, and please read this below:

Please accept my apology.

I'm sorry for everything I've done on here that I shouldn't have. I'm sorry that I have been venting on this community, it wasn't right for me to do so. I'm sorry for asking for so much artwork, and also being jealous of people's art skills. I'm sorry that I shove my characters into everyone's face and talk about them so much. I'm sorry that I have been degrading myself and constantly telling myself that I'm worthless. I'm sorry if I ever said anything in the chatrooms that offended anyone or wasn't appropriate. I forget sometimes who I am talking to. I'm sorry that I come off as being pompous or snobby, I really don't ever intend to sound like it. I'm sorry for all the drama I caused on here.

And from this moment on, I won't let it happen again.

Any time I ever start to fall apart, I have my resources to take my sadness and frustration elsewhere. From this moment on, it will no longer be posted here.

I love each and every one of you. So please accept my apology.

Hard to believe, eh~? ♥

I was away over the weekend and thus missed my boy Jester's 'birthday', as about a year ago on the 27th of November, I first created him and became a somewhat active member of the TEF comm site. Sooo yanno, also technically my one year anniversary, too, and I decided to do a quick doodle (with a tablet that has no drivers and thus totally enhances my lack of extreme digital art skills asdoifuasdf) of a tubby little Jester with a ridiculously out-of-proportion hind leg to commemorate such a faaabulous occasion :D

Zomgooosh thankies SO MUCH for the wonderful time, you guize! 8D For all the support, funtimes, friendship and general hospitality, plus so very very much more. Both Jester and I have adored our stay here of course, and look muchly forward to many more cracky goodtimes in ze future with you all! Never stop being amazing, commgoers, evaaah~~~ ♥

8D 8D 8D

Well, my Intous 4 -insertbragbrag here- is not letting me use pen pressure! Any ideas? And, when I look for it on my system, it isn't there. :c so, I can't uninstall. :|

I really LURVE pen pressure. It's how I get my rockin' flowers to actaully.. ROCK. ;Any help? :3

Edit: It works now... but. :| I really would love to find the source of this issue. :|

((Ignore the mechanical whir of CSS coding in the background. Thanks again ocean~))

Ever have one of those moods where you don't really want to do anything at all?
Yep.

Fill out the following and see what happens...
SPOLIER: i'll draw it lol

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Mrh. Playing around with my new tablet.. :| imy open 'Sentry siggie horns n' stuff. Or flowers. Flowers are good.

My very great drawin skillz.

is bored and will like to rp

heres the deer i will rp with

Zeus

Haunted

and maybe another stag named Dusk

The Endless Forest

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Confused Fawn

The disease took over, to be kept not forgotten <3

I won't let it happen again please look

ONE YEAR, LOVELIES~ :D

Tablet help? :c

Give me stuff to draw... please xD

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