I posted this once before, but I don't think very many people got to see it. SO here i go again. If anyone has access to 3.13 and could get the Dotd pelt and cast it on Tasaka, that would be fantastic. I am on right now and am playing him. Here is his picto so you know can find him. $ As always, your help is much appreciated!!!!

Thank you to everyone that has helped me have so much fun here on EF for the past 4 weeks. Tomorrow my deer, Kai will be fully grown and I've been waiting so long for it! Each week was something new to explore and I adored having so much fun with everyone. I'm happy that I finally will have my adult deer tomorrow because it was often a lot of work to get and keep pelts, masks, and antlers. Also, I got tired of my little fawn roar. It was loud and mighty, but it wasn't booming like I'm used to hearing from others around me. Another one is that I will be able to get pelts, masks, and antlers I have never had on and can't wait to try out. I may also meet someone special along the way .. ;3 I got kind of annoyed that most of the time, I was the only fawn inside of a group and felt kind of left out, but now I hope in the future that I can be a strong role model/leader for the future fawns and make sure that they get the respect they need and have the fun that they need to have!

More to come ..

Okay, so for a while, an orphaned baby Bluejay has lived in our yard. He survived the first day alone. We thought he could live by himself. Until today.

Our enormous (and very un-ladylike) black lab nearly killed him at my dad's today. His leg was mangled up and covered with blood. It was about to come right off. We could of taken photos but he was losing a lot of blood for a baby so we needed to bandage the leg fast. It stopped the bleeding but the bird was still severely wounded. We put him in a laundry box and put in downstairs so the dogs or the cat couldn't reach him.

Later, while waiting for my mother to pick me up, I went back down. The bird's wing was in the water bowl. I didn't want him to die there so I touched him and tried to pick him up. Instead he got scared and hopped around, flapping his wings, and screeched. I tried to make him stop struggling because I was afraid his leg would fall right off. He did stop, his leg was fine, and I left him alone ever since.

Now I'm at my mother's, typing on her laptop. I bet the bird is dead now.

I know I shouldn't be so sad. It was just a bird. But... he was just a baby. He could of lived by himself and survived, but now his chances of dying are 99%. My mother got me a trampoline today but I'm still not cheered up.

I'm sorry. This just had me really shaken up, even if it shouldn't be.

I don't even know what's going on with my family, does it make sense at all that my grandparents live a few towns over, they're used to coming here because we can't go there because it'd take forever to go there, and they told me they basically don't want to come to see me anymore until we start going there? Augh. Everything is shitty and I really shouldn't of gotten so worked up over it. So I logged onto TEF to try to make myself cheer up. so here I am, hey guys. In other news... I've been designing a new deer too. I've been thinking about having two, or three, I don't know. So far I have Kuor and Agro. I need to make biographies for both of them now haha. Agro will probably be SotC/REC related, since it's been inspiring me lately to make a character similar to it. If it'd be okay can someone draw him? A simple little drawing will do (: I already have a lovelyyy drawing for Kuor, and I'd like one for Agro. I can explain someone to him after I just calm down a bit haha, it's been a rough night.
I love you guys 83