Writing

Life's Hard... Those Who Love Don't Fear Death...

Or alternately named:

In Which an Old Beast Dies and Cinch is warned.

This is the story of Cinch's first glimpse in to what Love is.
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The power of a Spirit (rock hound story)

I wrote a story with the rock hounds with Peirce, but Voice wants to kick some butt too.

As Voice took a glimpse at the lake's reflection, she saw that little silver circle in the sky. Some call it the "Moon". Voice galloped away from the pond and listened to the crickets singing. She could see some deer sleeping in soft patches of grass. Voice wished she could sleep right now. But she couldn't. Voice had a feeling there was trouble coming, and she couldn't sleep on a dark, dangerous, night.

Voice is a ghost. When she was alive she lived with her mother, father, and twin brother as a fawn. One day they found the father's dead body. When Voice grew up, she became more suspicious of her father's death. Then one day her brother killed her. It turned out her brother had killed her father.

Voice tried to search for what was causing her to get this feeling. The crickets' song was interrupted by a sound, like... something was hunting her. "Who's there?" she said, and when no one answered, she started assumed it was her imagination. "Run!" Suddenly, Voice felt something jump onto her back and biting deep into her throat. She screamed as she felt it being pulled off by another deer. Voice turned around and saw a deer with the real deer mask on and the peacock pelt, and he had really huge antlers. The stag was wrestling with a wolf skeleton, which had glowing yellow eyes and icky black stuff all over it. Suddenly she heard a crack, and a yellow crystal fell out of the skull's head. The crystal and the eyes went dim, and the bones scattered apart.

"What... was... th-that?" Voice whispered to the peacock stag. The stag faced her and said, "Rock Hound. A wolf skeleton. They are all after some bluebuck named Quad." he paused. "We better get out of here. Where there is one rock hound theres more." Voice nodded in agreement and they both galloped away.

Once they were sure they were far enough from the site, they searched for shelter.
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The Last Farewell (shortstory/vent writing)



Brief warning - It's a sad story, if the title and song didn't give that away.
Below the cut.
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Burden (poem)

Bound, grafted, wrapped, cocooned, ensnared
My wings were permanently folded, unable to spread
Well, I thought it was a permanent burden

Struggling, I try to free myself of these bonds
It was such a difficult, painful process
I cringed and cried through the agony

And that which held my wings broke and I was free
With them outstretched, I was stronger than ever
And I flew far away with my head raised high




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If you are inspired by this poem, please draw what you see. I'm curious what you are inspired to draw.
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Died of a Broken Heart...

Many may say how they've been broken hearted,
But how many can say they've died of a broken heart?
I can say I have, for today my heart decided to die
And yet, I still live and linger on the Earth

Many truths reside in the world, though none sadder than these:
Dreams do not come true.
Miracles never happen.
Some stories don't have happy endings.

How do I, with my dead heart, continue in this life?
How can I mend my own pain and sorrow?
How can I live to see a better tomorrow?
How shall I dream of miracles if they never happen?

Oh how I wish to just surrender to the dark.
It beckons me endlessly, wanting to free me of my misery.
And yet I know better than to give in...
As no matter what, I always have at least a glimmer of light within.

I have died of a broken heart this day,
Yet here I remain, picking the pieces up, reconnecting them.
My heart is shattered and revolting in my eyes alone,
But it is with the love that remains that I will carry on.

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Vent writing, after being driven to a dark and terrible place today. I nearly lost myself, and still feel very weak and weary from the damage that was done.

It had to be written, the truths I am feeling as of this moment. I apologize if I scare any of you, but this day has been among the worst I have had to live through.

[ plague ]


there's a fizzing in my brain
that blocks my creativity
a mindless numbing pain
that draws from me my splendour

there's a sleeping man who waits
until the strike of midnight
we try to stay awake
in a ring of poisoned salt

in the witchery of nightfall
I seek a cure to end all ills
for all that came once you were mine
can never be ignored

as the shadows mark a path
through forest, river, mountain-top
the plague leaves dirty tracks
through the history of love
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Would You Look At Me Now? Can You Tell I'm A Man? With These Scars On My Wrists... [ChildlessFather]

...to prove I'll try again, try to die again, try to live through this night, try to die again...



Day in, day out - the sounds of lives living, lives lost. He knew them already, knew them well. He had seen the years go by, dissolve like sugar in water - sweet for only so long.

It was a terrible way to live, that - to watch everything he'd known, possibly cared about, get old and wither. Not even the flowers mattered much. Soon, they too would fade into insignificance.

It's not that he was without fight. There were days when it was all he did - fight with others, fight with himself. Those were the worst fights - you can't win against your own worst enemy, the one that mocks you in your mind.

He was terribly tired. Atlas had nothing on him - fuck the world, when you had problems like his.

And now? Now he couldn't even watch the world pass him by, sight stolen so suddenly. Now everything was dark, if not silent. He could still hear the sounds of life around him, the screams of children in delight and horror. Both things were so easily found here.

Not everything was peaceful in this world - he knew that well enough.

But he never quit - it wouldn't've been too hard to, to be fair. It would not have been impossible to end it with the suddenness of a mausoleum's door slamming shut, a candle snuffed out. Not his style, though - not that he really had any style.

No, dying wasn't the answer he'd spent all his life looking for.

The answer he was still looking for. So he closed his useless eyes and listened to the world.

The world that kept passing him by, living and loving, lost and alone.

Life as lost and alone as he was, never knowing where it was going, but so, so ready for the trip to be over.
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Birth

As soft as water, and as pretty as snow, glistening in the meadows as the moon light dances.

Not fast nor slow, and not quiet nor loud, a doe who's long fur danced with the wind trotted though the forest, as though if she went any faster the forest would fall apart. The voices of the forest souls calmed her, and the lovely trees and their leaves rattling with the wind were pretty. Not beautiful... pretty. Simple. Basic. Though wonderful. What this meant the doe didn't know. She suddenly felt something... though not as painful as anything she has ever encountered, more like... a sharp nail poking her. She ignored the pain and looked at the beauty of the forest, hoping it would shoo the pain away. But every second the pain got worse, and the doe could not enjoy the loveliness. She fell to the ground, screaming in pain, though the souls of the forest didn't answer her call. They didn't need to. The doe knew what was happening. The pain was unbearable. She thought she could not do it. She felt the little fawn trying to escape, trying to find the door to freedom. The doe needed to get her fawn out. She started pushing as horrible as it was. She screamed in pain, but she knew it would be over soon. The fawn's head popped out and he was gasping for air. The rest of the body slipped out before they knew it. A new fawn was born. He struggled to his hooves but fell, and, struggling again, got up. He walked over to his mother on wobbly legs, nearly stumbling at times. The doe nuzzled her child and watched as he sniffed a stick. "What do you have there?" she said softly. The fawn picked the stick up with his mouth and spit it out, then picked it up again. The fawn threw it and it scraped his mother's leg. Drops of blood tricked down her wound. "Ouch!" His mother yelled. She took a look at her wound then looked back to her child. He was smiling as though he wanted to hurt his mother. "You pierced me with a stick!" Then, she smiled.
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Tonight, He Dreams: The Curtain Rises



Tonight, He Dreams: The Curtain Rises


[=#357EC7]In a faraway world, there is a grand city. In that grand city, there is a series of rooms. Only two people, one a priest and one a doctor, have ever gone in and out of those rooms. The resident came in once, when he was an infant; the plan is, he will never leave.

His name is Taran. His veils are his sacred shields, covering him from head to foot. If anyone saw him, his guardians tell him, it would only bring misery. Even with the veils, only they are pure enough to look upon him. To step beyond the curtain guarding him from the world would only invite disaster. He knows this.

But here he is tonight, standing in a white room, silver in the moonlight. The torches are out, and the only windows, letting in streaks of moonlight, are on the other side of the curtain. In the darkness, only the little glowing beads on the edges of his robes provide him light.

On the curtain before him is the sacred crest of the grand city. On the other side is the world.

“Go,” he whispers to himself. “No force can stop you. Go.” He clutches the velvet curtain in both hands, willing it back with his shoulders and back, but finding his elbows, his weak hands, unable to finish the motion. He’s trembling. Strangely, he feels the azure eyes of the god of the city on him then, wide eyes, ashamed at what he was about to do, asking him if he was willing to risk all his happiness, all this peace, for those streets.

He wasn’t. He can’t. In the end, he’s just too frightened to be outside. The one little step just seems too long, and the thought of the noise of even a quiet city night makes him feel sick.
His veils rustle around him as his figure sinks into his robes and falls to his knees.

Room

My room is a cave.
Shrouded in persistent perpetual darkness.
I feel safe here, wrapped up in my own securities.
Light tries to claw through the rippled, faded walls.
But I cover it with another shadow.
Curtains, woven from blood red thick fabric filter the light from outside.
Why darkness? I don't know.
Maybe I just wish to be found...
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