okay..so I followed the rules to make a biography from the page Toya sent me. I hope its okay..
name-STITCHES
sex-male
age-is now a full adult stag (young male, i guess)
condition-still in pain from his past; still suffering, but now not alone; with friends
costume-light gray skin, red poppies in default antler
family-none
birthday-about one month ago
species- TEF deer
pictograph- thank you to .Ru. for showing me how to do this
"Smile"
moods-mostly sad. but when something or someone makes him laugh, the stitches that cross over his face go up in a smile.
friends or people he's met-
Toya, makes Stitches feel safe, makes him laugh when hes sad. feels to stitches like his first mother.
Matthew, good to sit by, nice to play with
Jennie, cool zombie deer, likes to talk to, sit by. feels to stitches like a fun big sister.
Flyleaf, awesome special mask, good to talk to and sleep by
Arcus, really curious of, it would take a lot of words to describe her, touched that she wants to protect him, fun to play with
IMPORTANT NOTES-
scared of crowds, gets skittish around large groups, scared of angry or mean deer, or anybody that looks like they want to hurt him
likes friendly deer that want to play, adults that will protect him, fawns or others that make him laugh, likes also to sleep because it helps him forget about problems and past
will sometimes sit near the crying statue and cry with it
added/new* will protect deer that have protected him when he was a defenseless fawn; will go to great lengths and even lay his life down for his friends if necessary
description- very large black eyes, so black you can see your reflection in them. they are filled with fear that the man from the woods put in him. the man's dog chewed a bite out of his right ear, it has two teeth marks in it. black stitches cross from one side of his face to the other, covering his mouth and going up over one side of his head and circling around the ear with the bite marks. Stitches always feels sad because of what happened to him when he was a baby, and what happened to his mom, so he almost always has a sad face
backstory-
Stitches got abused when he was a baby. All Stitches ever knew was darkness and evil. a time when he wasnt exposed to it was when he was born. for the first few days he stay close to his mom, but one day there was a popping sound and his mom was carried away. the next thing he knew the fawn was slung over the shoulder of a man dressed just like the plants. the man took him to his house in the woods and sewed up his mouth, all the way across his head, so that he wouldn't make a sound when the man hurt him. eventually the fawn found a way out of the house when the man was gone, and ran as fast and far as he could away into the woods. he never saw his mother again. From then on, the fawn remembered the man and what he did to him, and how it made him feel. he was scared of anything that towered above him like the man from the woods used to. the fawn remembered that the man called him 'Stitches' sometimes, and would kick him as hard as he could in the rump. evil and darkness followed him like a shadow. you can see it in his eyes. but he doesn't want to be evil. he just wanted to escape from it. and hes still trying to. doesn't eat very much. he used to try to hurt himself with sharp things or would try to fall out of trees. but now that he found nice deer and people on this site, he doesn't try to hurt himself anymore.
places of interest- anywhere theres ferns or flowers or weeds that he can hide in, dark places or crevices, or asleep at the foot of a tree. also next to his friends where he also feels safe
this is a drawing of Stitches that i made when i was in the woods yesterday:
mini story book-
4.17.14 - Stitches slept in the weeds for a very long time this morning. he decided to explore some parts of the forest after he washed in the tears of the crying statue. a white buck with a skull and giant red antlers started chasing him from behind after stitches was a few feet away from the statue. this took stitches by surprise, and instead of fighting with the stag, was trying to figure out why he was fighting with him. maybe stitches had unknowingly gotten too close to the figure he was guarding laying on the ground? whatever it was, Stitches tried his best to stay on good terms with the sudden stranger by acting submissive. he sat on the ground while the stag attacked him, also sniffed and bowed politely when the chance arose. but still, the mystery stag continued on, running off to the ruins and turning himself red, just like what Jennie does. another deer came into the picture, one with a skeleton skin. this deer seemed to know the mystery stag as well, and stitches introduced himself as always. the running of the rambunctious stag up and down the forest seemed actually to be amusing to Stitches, and he and the skeleton-skinned deer ran with him.
4.13.14 - Stitches is now a grown stag, as of today. it shocked me to see him stay that way after i entered the game and im amazed that hes able to keep things on himself now. his costume will be simple, something like a pale skin, pointy antlers which i am still undecided about, and probably no mask, to keep his face as i drew it.
3.30.14 - today Jennie showed stitches that she could make her skin turn red at the ruins! stitches thought the only place you could do that was at the crying statue. then jennie showed stitches she could go underwater in the lake. stitches could walk on top of the water like a jesus deer, but he not go under the water. stitches thinks jennie is the trick master.
3.29.14 - starting to feel tiny tears on the sides of his face and the top of his head. stitches is realizing hes growing bigger. the roses Arcus casts on his head he secretly likes to eat them when shes not looking.
3.24.14 - im sorry i cant put in a story today. my chemistry teacher saw my wrist and sent me to the nurse to have it checked out. she said its one of the worst shes ever seen of a cutting infection. theres puss all crammed inside of it and its puffed out like a large bracelet. it doesn't hurt as much as it looks. i got sent home but my dad wouldn't take me to the doctor. i went to my room and passed out.
i literally have nobody to talk to. thats why i post this junk here. sorry ;;
3.23.14 - stitches always sees jennie in the forest. she is almost always the first and the last friend he sees come and leave. in the afternoon Arcus was really nice to stitches and kept getting him skins and masks to wear. she got him a mask like hers, and then she gave him a nuzzle and ran away. Stiches saw Lady in Red but she left really soon suprisingly... jennie took stitches and another small skull deer to a place where rocks were shaped in a circle. but in the morning jennie showed stiches broken rocks in the shape of a triangle. stitches hasn't found any shapes in the endless forest yet, but when he does he will show her
3.22.14 - Jennie was there today and showed stitches she could go underground. stitches wonders how in the world she can do all that? later stitches found Ben and jennie turned into a fawn which made it funnier. later today stitches woke up on the big rock and heard Toya. so he ran to her. stitches finds comfort in Toya. to him she reminds him of his mother. the one the man in the woods killed. stitches fell asleep again, and when he finally woke up, she was gone. he sniffed out familiar smells of his friends jennie, flyleaf, and kio. there was also a smaller deer that had the same special mask as Flyleaf! the deer was just as polite as him, too. stitches met a unicorn named Trout. she was nice to him. it seems to stitches that Kio is always sleepy and hes never gotten a chance to meet her when shes awake yet. flyleaf had to leave so soon, and stitches feels sad whenever one of his friends leave. but hes always happy to see them again the next day
3.19.14 - HOTOTO!!! ...and one fawn about Stitches' age that he didn't know! the fawn had candles on his head and had a white skin. sat next to Hototo and mystery fawn until Jennie and Flyleaf come. stitches never laughs so hard as when hes with his friends. Stitches got a little better at casting spells on people today and saw Jennie butt-slide! stitches doesn't know what to call it, so he calls it that. Jennie had to leave and stitches was sad, but he sat with Flyleaf, another stranger, and a fawn until he fell asleep. when he woke up, no one was there anymore.
3.18.14 - Jennie showed stitches cool tricks like how to run from a really far distance and sit on top of the ruins! stitches met a small deer called Arcus. he thought she didnt like him at first, but then he relized it just because she doesn't know what to do around fawns. stitches hopes she likes him because he's been disliked severely in his past for a long time by the same person. the same person who stitched his face up. stitches tried to copy after jennies tricks, but theyre so hard to do. he just has fun watching her do the tricks
jennie turned into a giant frog at the white statues and sat under the ground so only her big red horns were sticking out! stitches is amazed at how tricksy she is. he saw that the red skull deer with the stairs picto tryed to copy jennie but he couldnt do it. xD
3.17.14 - stitches found Ben sitting near the crying statue and started playing with him. Ben made him laugh so hard that the stitches on one side of his face tore slightly. there was some blood, but Stitches barely noticed because he hadn't laughed so hard in his life. Ben was really funny to Stitches and did a lot of neato tricks like Jennie. stitches tried to copy after Ben, but its not as easy as it looks.
3.16.14 - wandered around feeling kind of lonely. Stitches didn't see any of his friends today so far. A red deer with big horns and a skull allowed Stitches to follow him to the big rocks. it looked like he has a family. stitches fell asleep for a while and when he come back, the red deer was gone. so he wandered off to the crying statue and found Lady in Red and another fawn dancing. he join them a bit until the big red deer's friend looked like she wanted to get Stitches' attention. but she was getting the attention of a tiny fawn sitting by itself next to a tree. Stitches felt embarrassed and sad. he hid himself inside of a nearby tree so that only his face popped out and he watched them walk away.
Best part of his day - hanging out with Jennie and Flyleaf, Uitleger, Ben and Kio [i hope i got everybodys name right]
3.15.14 - Stitches got attacked by a skull deer with big pointy antlers. he tried to run away, but the deer kept following him and teasing him. stitches tried to find hiding spots or follow jennie but the deer followed them too. the deer with a triangle above his head was nice to stitches. he tried to get him a costume
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I'm totally amazed now - your life, Available. I couldn't imagine it. My life is something completely different, I'm very sorry to hear what you were going thought. But you seem strong. I'm not. I can't imagine hurting someone, I can't. I will do my best escaping, I will try to let intelligence in, hide, anything, run, distract, anything. I will fight only if I deem it to be the last thing I can do before dying. And it will leave me dead anyway emotionally. I'm too emotionally sensitive to be responsible for hurting someone. But still I bare a bit of survival emotionality in myself, and if I have to survive then that very present moment I will do my very best. You seem to be emotionally blunt and powerful I'd say if I compare myself to you. You have it, take your way to surviving. That's the point.
I understand you how much you do suffer, but there is no point in killing yourself. If you so do, you'll suffer even more and you'll wish to take it back but the worst will be that you will know that you can't. Tons of people think that they will escape into better existence if they kill themselves, meet their deceased relations etc etc but that's a big no no. They will stay connected to their body and they will be unable to move on no matter where for a pretty while. And worst, they will feel how their body rots away and I think that it is not nice at all. When I think that a creepy thing is not nice, then it really isn't. I don't really know how much is your existence precious to you, but I don't think you will enjoy that. mkay feel free to consider my spiritual tales bullshit but I believe it.
would claim this pageIn the past I hurt myself
Later in story about new school my grandfather was sick cancer. He died in hospital 10 of september 2012. All of my worries and fears were expressed in cuts.
One day I promised that I will no longer cut myself.
Then I started taking sleeping pills, but soon I stopped poison myself. My mother found new husband. He not likes me, I know. Now she wait a baby. I don't want that this happen, but I can't do something. I just live and don't hurt myself.
I stronger for this and I must survive.
Jennie- thank you. i drew it
i have felt what its like to be hurt. by myself and by others. so it feels interesting to hurt someone other than yourself. perhaps intentionally. when you have to defend yourself.
when you live for a long time in a place where its basically just yourself there all day and you basically have nothing to do, you get into all kinds of stuff. there was this one time i snuck out of the house for almost a week living off canned spam and energy drinks in an abandoned gas station, and when i came back, my dad was still sleeping. not once had he noticed i was gone. that's when i found out that i could do practically anything i wanted. but i kept coming back to the house because i wanted to be there when he woke up. he hasnt woken up in a long time.
are you saying that if i decide to kill myself, that ill be connected to my body? wtf....
no, its not bullshit. ive heard other things that aren't close to believable as yours are.
so...what's life worth anyway when you don't really have anything to live for?
life already seems like a terrible waste of time. im not sure if im related to anybody i know but my dad. ive tried to find people who were related to me, but that failed a long time ago.
Lunar- i know i had a mom, because hell i wouldnt be here if i didnt. but ive never seen her before.
the only one who lives with me is my dad, and he doesn't even wake up if i wave turkey spam under his nose. not even when i yell in his ear. i even tried putting Onion on his bed to lick his face but not even a dog will wake him up.
i used to cut myself really deep sometimes. one of my fingers on my left hand wont do what i tell it to anymore because i think i cut something important.. but anyway. i used my dad's pills, too. but they made me feel like puking my guts out, so i stopped.
ive never felt what its like to have a step dad considering im still stuck with my original sleep-a-lot one, but it sounds terrible if he doesn't even like you. well at least you have a brother/sister..? you might have someone to talk to when he/she gets older. im still trying to find a tangible person to talk to. the only person ive seen in a month is my dad. it gets REALLY boring.
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What a sad story of your life
I am really sorry you had to go all through !
Same for Lunar .
Stay strong you two !
Lots of "Nuzzles" and love to you both .
*puts nuzzles in envelope.
if i have learned one thing about being alone all the time with your emotions is usually try to make something funny or amusing out of it all. but if that doesn't work, then i used to try to make sure i wasn't in a dream or whatever by hurting myself. if i felt pain, i guess i wasn't in a dream? it happened a lot. :/
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Would so so say that but
I can't imagine living that way. I regret you both so much. ;;
Oh well... I'm sort of glad you believe it, anyway; you were given a life. You have a future written and there is when will you die. There is not a word about suicide though. Your life will end when it was programmed to. But if you kill yourself, you will interrupt the future you was given. Your soul, let's say your mind, energy existence [I believe your mind is in your soul since I can't myself understand how some tissues can hold memories and all] will stay bond to your body even after it died. It won't cut off. I think you will be frozen between the worlds and somewhere where you ended untill the time you were given comes but then idk, maybe nothing.
Despite how crushing emotions can be I still don't really think it it better to kill yourself than not to. You never know... Perhaps your life will be one day met with light. I could say I know you one day make it. Being dead is not an end and I bet living will be better for you.
Jennie, what is the time at
I emotional and vulnerable person, but I try to inculcate that I be calm human.
Often nobody knows that I weep in the night. Nobody knows that generally I can weep.
I often strongly become attached and worried from this.
I don't like quarreling, I always avoid this.
I want to seem strong for everyone.
And I want to be beauty and have a good body, lol.NotAvailable -
I haven't brother or sister, but in may my sister will born.
I don't like children because these noisy.
And I like to be alone, I need in little place, where I would feel myself in safe and calm.
But I hardly could be in constantly all alone.
This lyrics should reflect your feelings.
Flyleaf - Thanks. <3
..well if you really think
where does your energy go when you die? o-o this stuff is so interesting
LunarPriestess- yes. they do. /:/ i have lost the will to live one too many times, but i keep hoping that i wont be alone forever. either ill have to pack things for a trip to the city, or someone will find me living here and take me with them to a better place. im still not sure about my dad though. don't know if he'll make it :L
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I don't want to die now,
Not better life there.
But here there are many wonderful things such as tasty food, interesting dreams, beautiful nature and weather.
I want to see this, to feel this, to hear this.
But for this I must survive. Everything will be good.
your right i guess. i didn't
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When I see bad dreams and
But if I died how I would play in TEF?
Fawn looks very big, lol.
5 a.m. I go to sleep
xD oh my gosh. well, i guess
true dat. very true. except sometimes its as bad in real life as it is in your dreams.
thats really nice of you okay goodnight
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Arcus likes this fawn. Today
Today she tried to protect him, because when other deers went on this place, they sat down on Stitches and threw pelt to each other. Arcus not liked that things and try to banished their, but they not listened her. Then she called acquaintance deer and he helped to her.
Happy end.
what? i had no idea deer were
stitches is greatful to Arcus for trying her best to protect him :') he very much is greatful
you always draw really cute sketches
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Thanks, it is very pleasant
I think that Arcus with Stitches looks cute, when they together.
For Arcus he first fawn which likes to her.
As for me, I like to draw their.
These deer disturbed me when I wrote my school composition.
We learn novel of Dostoevsky on literature.
? me too. but how did they
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At that time they sat on
Hmmm. Now these two songs remind of you and Stitches. Listening to these songs, the Arcus walked with Stitches. One song I sent to you earlier. Old (New I can't find to send. This song named The Flight Of Sleipnir – Black Swans)
oh, yes i love this song.
thank you
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Arcus almost like myself,
I love TEF.
But why you exited out from TEF?
i had to go make a trip
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Every time I see you mention
That sounds lovely. How
yes, it is! i wish i could
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._. I don't know how to
Eating wild animals sounds scary..?
Don't get siiiick. *glomps*
it was at first. i was scared
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I have also eaten raccoon. I
o-o okay...guess i didn't
yes, i usually keep the guts and organs separate from the meat and give them to Onion. he'll eat anything.
i was told not to eat the girls cuz they have all the babies and whatnot. >->
now, i don't know what alum is, but i do have a ton of salt at my house for some reason, so ill start with that.
bird wings! god i wish i had fried chicken to eat, or even dove. i haven't had chicken or any kind of bird in a long time.
i dont have all those fancy supplies at my house, but mostly i try to keep it in good condition
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I got used to you and
Eat wild animals whom you caught? So unusually for me.
Where I live, seem few wild animals. But there are elks. And all animals are in the countryside.
Where I live, too there is a wood. But there untidily also there no one except birds and elks in the depth of the wood.
This photo from my country and my area.
whoa that's a nice picture
i think about you and Arcus and Toya and Flyleaf and Jennie and Ben and FairyClock and TEF whenever i go out into the woods with Union. i have dreams that we are our deer and we're hanging out at my favorite spot near the rotting log and shrubs.
once when Union and i went to the deep part of the woods, about a 15 minute walk from the abandoned food mart, i started hearing strange birds calling and a eerie bubbling sound underneath my feet. union usually stops, lowers his ears, and growls at wherever the hell the sound is coming from. sometimes when i walk over the ground where its bubbling, my feet sink into the ground with a squishing noise. its not quicksand, but its creepy as shit because the ground looks completely normal. i set up spiked boards i found in the food mart around the patch of ground where the bubbling keeps coming from and hope that i dont fall into it one day from being so careless.
other than disguised booby traps that i keep finding, the woods behind my house are pretty relaxing, especially if theres just ambience behind you as you work or draw or whatever.
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That sounds like so much fun.
I bet Tanpopo and Stitches would be the best of friends. My dreams of being in the forest with our friends make the nights not so scary.
We should RP sometime. x3
RP? sounds fun. i wish i
i wish i could teleport you guys over here so you could see for yourself. and then you would get to meet Union. and i wouldn't be alone anymore. Union is a brave and cowardly dog. like courage the cowardly dog. he has golden and white fur that sometimes gets so long it curls at the ends. i stopped giving him a bath and a cut a long time ago because he gets so dirty anyways. i didn't see the point in it. sometimes ill sift through his fur like a monkey and pick out all the ticks so he doesn't get sick. i dont want him dying on me. hes a good dog.
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Do you live near a lake or
Just be careful. I worry about you. *huggles*
I like Courage the cowardly
I too have a dog. This chocolate labrador named Eva. She likes to sleep as I. Sometimes she plays with toys. She has squeak squirrel and it strums melodies with its help.
And I have a cat. My cat nervous and strange. She sleeps much.
I would be glad if could leave also freely the house and walk on the wood.
And still yesterday at us snow dropped out. I think, you already guessed, in what country I live.
yes, we do. but its infested
cool. everytime i see the word chocolate or hear about it, it reminds me of ding dongs. i love them. theyre the only chocolate thing i can remember eating in a long long time. i made a chew toy of-sorts for Union. since he basically likes to chew on anything and everything, thats what i made it out of.
tree bark, rabbit skins, a few feathers of birds i collected in the weedy part of the woods, and an old horseshoe that i found buried in the sand pit near the log. its practically red from rust, but you can still see the iron it was made of. i wonder if it belonged to someones horse that lived around this area..?
oh, and. sorry. im still not sure what country youre in..? it looks like your close to civilization, though. lucky. -_-
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I think that my country to be
People in our country be severe, probably. I not like to speak about it.
I live in the capital of this country, but my area located is edge from the center. Near us not simply the wood, something like national park. It is called "the Elks island".
And where you live?
yOu live in Mannitoba?!
every time i asked my dad where in the heck we were, he'd never give me a complete answer. i know that i used to hear him talk to his girlfriend on the phone about coming to 'Alexandria', and i figured it must be a town name or something. he never told me what freaking state we live in, so i had to do some research online. i think we live in Louisiana.
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I not really love the country
I from Russia. I live in Moscow.Aaaaw. I don't think you are
I send lots of love and cyber hugs. :3
Thank you very much, it's so
what?! Russia, now? Russia is
-_-
also some cyborg hugs from me, too. over the cyberspace internet hugs to all of my awesome friends that ive never seen but know and love because they are nicer to me than anybody else has ever been to me. <3
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*hugs*
I embarrassed and smiling
You important for me and too a good friend for me. <3
I so regret that I have bad knowledge in english language, it doing insight hard for me.
I learn english in school, but this is not enough as I see.
It is therefore I do many mistakes and answer so long.
i think i have decided to let
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Hope you don`t mind if I
Also, LunarPriestess, I wanted to say that I`m learning Russian in my school. ^^
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what? yes! i mean no, no i
;; thats so damn cool. i wish i could go to a school again.
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Stitches looks is more senior
NA, you don't go to school? I
I thought you mentioned your teacher addressing your wound.
;-; i know. i quit. for my
it makes me cry. i dont want him to leave me yet.
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That sounds like liver
I don't want to scare you, but please call help.
Do you plan on giving him a
HERE is a fun tool you can use to preview different looks, but I dont think it has the three new sets (Swan/koi/owl) or the zombie pelt, so dont forget about those options as well!