Stitches

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okay..so I followed the rules to make a biography from the page Toya sent me. I hope its okay..





name-STITCHES

sex-male

age-is now a full adult stag (young male, i guess)

condition-still in pain from his past; still suffering, but now not alone; with friends

costume-light gray skin, red poppies in default antler

family-none

birthday-about one month ago

species- TEF deer

pictograph- thank you to .Ru. for showing me how to do this
"Smile"


moods-mostly sad. but when something or someone makes him laugh, the stitches that cross over his face go up in a smile.

friends or people he's met-
Toya, makes Stitches feel safe, makes him laugh when hes sad. feels to stitches like his first mother.
Matthew, good to sit by, nice to play with
Jennie, cool zombie deer, likes to talk to, sit by. feels to stitches like a fun big sister.
Flyleaf, awesome special mask, good to talk to and sleep by
Arcus, really curious of, it would take a lot of words to describe her, touched that she wants to protect him, fun to play with

IMPORTANT NOTES-
scared of crowds, gets skittish around large groups, scared of angry or mean deer, or anybody that looks like they want to hurt him
likes friendly deer that want to play, adults that will protect him, fawns or others that make him laugh, likes also to sleep because it helps him forget about problems and past
will sometimes sit near the crying statue and cry with it
added/new* will protect deer that have protected him when he was a defenseless fawn; will go to great lengths and even lay his life down for his friends if necessary

description- very large black eyes, so black you can see your reflection in them. they are filled with fear that the man from the woods put in him. the man's dog chewed a bite out of his right ear, it has two teeth marks in it. black stitches cross from one side of his face to the other, covering his mouth and going up over one side of his head and circling around the ear with the bite marks. Stitches always feels sad because of what happened to him when he was a baby, and what happened to his mom, so he almost always has a sad face

backstory-
Stitches got abused when he was a baby. All Stitches ever knew was darkness and evil. a time when he wasnt exposed to it was when he was born. for the first few days he stay close to his mom, but one day there was a popping sound and his mom was carried away. the next thing he knew the fawn was slung over the shoulder of a man dressed just like the plants. the man took him to his house in the woods and sewed up his mouth, all the way across his head, so that he wouldn't make a sound when the man hurt him. eventually the fawn found a way out of the house when the man was gone, and ran as fast and far as he could away into the woods. he never saw his mother again. From then on, the fawn remembered the man and what he did to him, and how it made him feel. he was scared of anything that towered above him like the man from the woods used to. the fawn remembered that the man called him 'Stitches' sometimes, and would kick him as hard as he could in the rump. evil and darkness followed him like a shadow. you can see it in his eyes. but he doesn't want to be evil. he just wanted to escape from it. and hes still trying to. doesn't eat very much. he used to try to hurt himself with sharp things or would try to fall out of trees. but now that he found nice deer and people on this site, he doesn't try to hurt himself anymore.

places of interest- anywhere theres ferns or flowers or weeds that he can hide in, dark places or crevices, or asleep at the foot of a tree. also next to his friends where he also feels safe



this is a drawing of Stitches that i made when i was in the woods yesterday:





mini story book-
4.17.14 - Stitches slept in the weeds for a very long time this morning. he decided to explore some parts of the forest after he washed in the tears of the crying statue. a white buck with a skull and giant red antlers started chasing him from behind after stitches was a few feet away from the statue. this took stitches by surprise, and instead of fighting with the stag, was trying to figure out why he was fighting with him. maybe stitches had unknowingly gotten too close to the figure he was guarding laying on the ground? whatever it was, Stitches tried his best to stay on good terms with the sudden stranger by acting submissive. he sat on the ground while the stag attacked him, also sniffed and bowed politely when the chance arose. but still, the mystery stag continued on, running off to the ruins and turning himself red, just like what Jennie does. another deer came into the picture, one with a skeleton skin. this deer seemed to know the mystery stag as well, and stitches introduced himself as always. the running of the rambunctious stag up and down the forest seemed actually to be amusing to Stitches, and he and the skeleton-skinned deer ran with him.


4.13.14 - Stitches is now a grown stag, as of today. it shocked me to see him stay that way after i entered the game and im amazed that hes able to keep things on himself now. his costume will be simple, something like a pale skin, pointy antlers which i am still undecided about, and probably no mask, to keep his face as i drew it.


3.30.14 - today Jennie showed stitches that she could make her skin turn red at the ruins! stitches thought the only place you could do that was at the crying statue. then jennie showed stitches she could go underwater in the lake. stitches could walk on top of the water like a jesus deer, but he not go under the water. stitches thinks jennie is the trick master.


3.29.14 - starting to feel tiny tears on the sides of his face and the top of his head. stitches is realizing hes growing bigger. the roses Arcus casts on his head he secretly likes to eat them when shes not looking.


3.24.14 - im sorry i cant put in a story today. my chemistry teacher saw my wrist and sent me to the nurse to have it checked out. she said its one of the worst shes ever seen of a cutting infection. theres puss all crammed inside of it and its puffed out like a large bracelet. it doesn't hurt as much as it looks. i got sent home but my dad wouldn't take me to the doctor. i went to my room and passed out.
i literally have nobody to talk to. thats why i post this junk here. sorry ;;

3.23.14 - stitches always sees jennie in the forest. she is almost always the first and the last friend he sees come and leave. in the afternoon Arcus was really nice to stitches and kept getting him skins and masks to wear. she got him a mask like hers, and then she gave him a nuzzle and ran away. Stiches saw Lady in Red but she left really soon suprisingly... jennie took stitches and another small skull deer to a place where rocks were shaped in a circle. but in the morning jennie showed stiches broken rocks in the shape of a triangle. stitches hasn't found any shapes in the endless forest yet, but when he does he will show her

3.22.14 - Jennie was there today and showed stitches she could go underground. stitches wonders how in the world she can do all that? later stitches found Ben and jennie turned into a fawn which made it funnier. later today stitches woke up on the big rock and heard Toya. so he ran to her. stitches finds comfort in Toya. to him she reminds him of his mother. the one the man in the woods killed. stitches fell asleep again, and when he finally woke up, she was gone. he sniffed out familiar smells of his friends jennie, flyleaf, and kio. there was also a smaller deer that had the same special mask as Flyleaf! the deer was just as polite as him, too. stitches met a unicorn named Trout. she was nice to him. it seems to stitches that Kio is always sleepy and hes never gotten a chance to meet her when shes awake yet. flyleaf had to leave so soon, and stitches feels sad whenever one of his friends leave. but hes always happy to see them again the next day


3.19.14 - HOTOTO!!! ...and one fawn about Stitches' age that he didn't know! the fawn had candles on his head and had a white skin. sat next to Hototo and mystery fawn until Jennie and Flyleaf come. stitches never laughs so hard as when hes with his friends. Stitches got a little better at casting spells on people today and saw Jennie butt-slide! stitches doesn't know what to call it, so he calls it that. Jennie had to leave and stitches was sad, but he sat with Flyleaf, another stranger, and a fawn until he fell asleep. when he woke up, no one was there anymore.

3.18.14 - Jennie showed stitches cool tricks like how to run from a really far distance and sit on top of the ruins! stitches met a small deer called Arcus. he thought she didnt like him at first, but then he relized it just because she doesn't know what to do around fawns. stitches hopes she likes him because he's been disliked severely in his past for a long time by the same person. the same person who stitched his face up. stitches tried to copy after jennies tricks, but theyre so hard to do. he just has fun watching her do the tricks Sticking out tongue jennie turned into a giant frog at the white statues and sat under the ground so only her big red horns were sticking out! stitches is amazed at how tricksy she is. he saw that the red skull deer with the stairs picto tryed to copy jennie but he couldnt do it. xD

3.17.14 - stitches found Ben sitting near the crying statue and started playing with him. Ben made him laugh so hard that the stitches on one side of his face tore slightly. there was some blood, but Stitches barely noticed because he hadn't laughed so hard in his life. Ben was really funny to Stitches and did a lot of neato tricks like Jennie. stitches tried to copy after Ben, but its not as easy as it looks.


3.16.14 - wandered around feeling kind of lonely. Stitches didn't see any of his friends today so far. A red deer with big horns and a skull allowed Stitches to follow him to the big rocks. it looked like he has a family. stitches fell asleep for a while and when he come back, the red deer was gone. so he wandered off to the crying statue and found Lady in Red and another fawn dancing. he join them a bit until the big red deer's friend looked like she wanted to get Stitches' attention. but she was getting the attention of a tiny fawn sitting by itself next to a tree. Stitches felt embarrassed and sad. he hid himself inside of a nearby tree so that only his face popped out and he watched them walk away.
Best part of his day - hanging out with Jennie and Flyleaf, Uitleger, Ben and Kio [i hope i got everybodys name right]


3.15.14 - Stitches got attacked by a skull deer with big pointy antlers. he tried to run away, but the deer kept following him and teasing him. stitches tried to find hiding spots or follow jennie but the deer followed them too. the deer with a triangle above his head was nice to stitches. he tried to get him a costume

Holy shit I've must been more

Holy shit I've must been more absent over here than I thought. These scary things I think I've never seen. So, so sorry to hear about that, but as well very glad to hear that it seems to go well as of now. I understand how hard it may be to do but do not cut yourself. What did you cut yourself with? I've never had an infection. We've once been out in the nature and I managed to get a bad cut and it was bleeding hard so I pressed it with my hands dirty from digging in earth with them [heh, kids gotta do stupid things, u know]. Never got an infection from anything though. Feel free to not to believe it but it may have been a warning sign that you should cut yourself no longer. I, honestly, don't think that you find your life force and energy as precious as some people do but you may wanna take it seriously, that sign.
To the deermuda... I tried to not to be that angry at the poor unholy thing since I somewhat think that it was also my mistake that the glitches got you, as well as the fact that I and deermuda seem to co-exist on good terms. I'd also like to apologize for even doing all the derping exorcisms when you were in such a bad shape, I wasn't aware of this - of course I won't party hard if I will be aware of that. :<
Also, if we speak about these things... I think it may not be bad if I'll lend you some of my energy so that you'll fell and go easier. I think I have loads of life energy since recently again it decided to harass my mom and throw her food in the wall like a vicious ghost. Cutting off a little will be for good. ♥♥♥ Be well soon.

would claim this page if the topic won't be so serious and unsettling
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I'm glad that everything

I'm glad that everything managed good.
Please, be careful. If I correctly understand, you cut yourself, if you are feeling badly and worry. I'm really sorry if I doing something not right or I misunderstood you.
Because in the past I cut myself and therefore I understood this in own way. Oh god, it so difficult for me. I say that one can not speak in this place. Forget it.
(And sorry for my bad knowledge in English language.)
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guys....youre all amazing.

guys....youre all amazing. this place is amazing. it wasn't until i was being taken to the e.r. that i realized i do have friends... ;_; im just so used to not having anybody around. nobody to talk to. nobody.. thank you guys for being my friends. <3


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So much hugs, NA.

So much hugs, NA. :3
*nuzzlestoo*
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Glad to hear we can make you

Glad to hear we can make you feel Better !
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and to jennie (sorry) - i

and to jennie (sorry) -
i cut myself with my pocket knife. i used to always cut myself and nothing would be wrong. i guess i wasnt thinking. yeah, i should probably do something else than cut, your right. and no you dont have to apologize for the derping - how could you know that i was sick?
at least you have a mom. if i had a mom, i wouldnt even mind if she embarrassed me or treat me like a little kid. i would have someone other than a middle-aged alcoholic man that sleeps as much as a cat to talk to.


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Can I be your mom? *super

Can I be your mom?
*super awkward Tanpopo butt nuzzles*

I listen to music when I'm sad.
And I do it a lot.

Or I shout to the universe "I AM BIGGER THAN YOU ARE! COME AT ME, BRO!"
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xD your so funny... :| i

xD
your so funny...

:| i listen to music, too. but its really dark and sad. i like some piano music...and

yesterday i screamed for the longest time. i did it in the woods behind my house. even the birds stopped making noise.

...and sure. Shocked


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*caressed him* I very much

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Yay! Hmmmm. You need music

Yay!
Hmmmm. You need music that makes you fearless!
I recommend NEKROGOBLIKON because they are the best!
*convertsmoregoblins*
MUAHAHAH

Oh! But don't tell anyone how scary I am in real life...!
*is adorable fawn, remember?* <.<
Friends (In Space)
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I could was only propose

I could was only propose black metal or gothic doom.
But this is not sound so rosily and optimistic. Puzzled
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Tee hee *snicker* Sorries...

Tee hee *snicker*
Sorries... I am painted colorfully, but may have darkness inside.
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I often listen to melancolic

I often listen to melancolic music and Metal when i feel depressed .
It helps me to scream my anger out of me .
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Melancholic music or dark

Melancholic music or dark witch house usually giving me calm.
I listen black metal because I like this. Sometimes it's give me energy.
Doom metal keeps calm and energy in balance.
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wow i loved both of them i

wow i loved both of them Sticking out tongue
i believe ive heard of faith and disease some years ago. that song reminds me of all my failed attempts to try to make friends. it also reminded me of all the times i spent in the woods just sitting there. staring at the butt tree. (its just what i called the weird trees that grew together and made a lump that looked like a butt)

Nekrogoblikon?! xD
this song made me laugh. actually LAUGH. i havent done that in ages.

thank you both. :.)


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What you think about this

What you think about this song?
I'm going to sleep. I now have the night time. Thank all for good time.
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Nekrogoblikon's my favorite

Nekrogoblikon's my favorite because they always make me laugh. I was in a dark place when I found them and it replaced tears with a vicious grin and maniacal laughter. >:3

Enjoy
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! ha, that was a great song!

! ha, that was a great song! i enjoyed the bit of metal in it Sticking out tongue

hehe...i dont know whether to laugh or be scared.
yeah..im in a dark place, too. i think i still am. but i dont want to be


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We'll get you out of there.

We'll get you out of there. It'll take time, but your heart will heal along with that wrist.
Just don't do anything dumb like reopen it! xP
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-~- okay...ill try not to.

-~- okay...ill try not to.


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I often listen to melancholy

I often listen to melancholy music when i am feeling down, sometimes I feel worse if I dont let the emotions out, so I let myself wallow for a bit, and then I am back on top of my game. On the other hand, sometimes I play happy songs that have sad music, or sad songs that have upbeat music, or insane crazy fast driven songs. Emotions are so complex, theres never one musical solution, but usually i know exactly what Im after. And ultimately, music is always a great escape.

This is for you: (I recommend some headphones)

Stitches
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I'm waiting you in hope, but

I'm waiting you in hope, but I'm so tired from this day. I feel so sad, because I wished to see you in TEF.
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I'm sorry. I must go to

I'm sorry. I must go to sleep. Night time. If I not so tired I would remained with you. Puzzled
I don't want to leave him.
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;; all of this stuff is

;; all of this stuff is awesome. this really helped me a lot. thank you so much.

Shocked wha..? oh. i was at school. sorry :| it was cool seeing Arcus Sticking out tongue


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Fly and his Friends are

Fly and his Friends are taking care of Stitches while Arcus is away Eye
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Stitches is glad for friends

Smiling Stitches is glad for friends like Flyleaf. and Arcus. and Jennie. and Toya. and Unplugged. and FairyClock.
in case Flyleaf is wondering why stitches keeps moving away is because hes afraid of large crowds of people. hes like me.


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I knew . Fly will protect him

I knew .
Fly will protect him .
Hide close to him Eye
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Big deer make good anxiety

Big deer make good anxiety umbrellas. :3
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Lol ...Yesssss

Lol ...Yesssss Eye
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I like your work on Stitches

I like your work on Stitches emotions and facial expressions .
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:3 thank you

:3 thank you


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Muahahaha! Super cute:. x3

Muahahaha!
Super cute:.
x3
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In my country now is morning.

In my country now is morning. I go to school.
Emotions of Stitches looks so sweet. *w*
I try to draw my Arcus too. Here and here.
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your body of Arcus is good.

your body of Arcus is good. im really bad at drawing bodies... -_-


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I rarely and bad draw now,

I rarely and bad draw now, but in the past I could do it well.
I long redraw a body while it won't turn out, but my patience doesn't maintain.
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This is only for you. But

This is only for you.
But body of fawn looks bad. Puzzled I never to depicted fawns.
I'm sorry. This fawn is not fawn. He is my acquaintance and I was surprised that he in fawn form. I wanted that he became deer, but he run away from me. I was beside you just on some distance. When I went to you and lay with you, you go out from TEF.
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;; this is...so nice. it's

;; this is...so nice. it's awesome, i love it. i'm sorry about stitches' disappearance earlier. sometimes i put my computer in sleep so i can come back to where i was. it might have disconnected. :\
but its such a nice fawn body---i probably couldnt do that if i tried
thank you so much Laughing out loud


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I waited for you, but I

I waited for you, but I wanted to sleep. Then in my country was the early morning. I went out and lay on my bed in 4-5 a.m. of my time. I hoped that you answered me and therefore I sleeped bad, sometimes I woke up and looked your blog. To me seemed that I upset you. You have become important to me.
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*hugs* NA/Stitches is

*hugs* NA/Stitches is important to me too.
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LunarPriestess- no, you didnt

LunarPriestess- no, you didnt upset me at all. i love the picture :]
sometimes i cant sleep either at night when im alone with my thoughts. so i stay up and draw things or read a horror or a mystery novel.

Toya- Toya is very important to Stitches and NA. Smiling so is Arcus/LP

ive never had any friends who were ever this nice to me before. it makes me feel special....
:.)


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It is a pity, our difference

It is a pity, our difference in time be 8-10 hours.
But I am night owl and therefore we can meet.
But I often sleep and likes this. When I come from school later I go to sleep till evening.
In night I go to sleep in 2.00-3.30 a.m.
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sounds familiar... i used

Sticking out tongue sounds familiar... i used to go to sleep at random times. night was my favorite time of day. i would go out at night to the woods, my favorite spot, under the giant log, and draw. i took a bag with me. it usually contained a mini flashlight, my pocket knife, my sketchbook, a monster or a red bull, and my best pencils. one on occasion i did see a raccoon come out of the log i was sitting against. i never bring food because they'll steal it from you.


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I rarely goes somewhere from

I rarely goes somewhere from my home.
When in summer I resided in my country house, I often went out to the balcony to meet dawn.
I like nightfall and night time.
In the daytime, when shines bright sun I do not like sometimes because this light shines in my window when I trying to sleep. Smiling
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yeah, i know how you feel. i

yeah, i know how you feel. i have a sleep mask specifically for that purpose Sticking out tongue
just some of the many advantages of darkness...


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Earlier I had blinds, but

Earlier I had blinds, but then windows replaced and blinds removed. My curtains have a difficult design and I can't curtain a window.
Do you like the silence? I like silence and calm. I'm angry when something breaks my tranquillity.
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so am i. my dad often yells

so am i. my dad often yells in his sleep, so i go to the woods where its mostly total silence except for a bird calling or the wind blowing. sometimes but rarely i see an animal and try to draw it before it goes away. its weird how when you want there to be silence, there isn't, and when you want to play music, everything is silent. it happens to me a lot.


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I would like to share it.

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*-* that was epic. it really

*-* that was epic. it really calmed me down. that song reminds me of the times when i went to school and everybody acted like i was infected or something. i sat by myself for 6 years until i met my friend. i learned later that he was betraying me for another group and realized that i never really had any friends.


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I know that feels. I was

I know that feels.
I was alone too. In old school I had a friend, but she left me and joined to bad company. I stayed alone, I became gentle and quiet, therefore one guy from internet gave me attention. I loved him, but sometimes he behaved bareknuckle and said me nasty things. Later he threw me lonely. He disgraced me to our acquaintances. I was very depressed before. After the summer is over, I went in new school. There I behave very quiet and not get acquainted with somebody. I dyed my hair in bright pink with green ends. Classmates whispering that I strange and insulted me.
Later my mom bought tablet to me. Some girls joked that I whore and thus I earn money.
Afterwards I was hounded by them.
A year has passed and all was calming. In this year class divided into groups. Other girl began good treat to me. Now I feel comfortable, but I remember this bad time and all the same I'm lonely.
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i dye my hair, too. its

i dye my hair, too. its usually black. sometimes if i feel happy ill make it blue. but that's rare. i used to be really depressed. that was 2 years ago, when i started finding ways to kill myself. i jumped out of trees and almost hanged myself until Maya found me. we were together for less than a month before she fell for another guy and i was alone again. Maya tried to stop me from hurting myself, but i felt more inclined to when she left me. when i was in the woods in my usual spot, someone had found me from my school. he wanted to fight me, but i insited that he not. i wasn't in good shape considering i had just fallen out of a tree an hour ago and i probably cracked one of my ribs. i couldn't breathe right and the guy was getting ready to tear my face up. i looked for a way to escape by distracting him. there was a pit of sand at one end of the log where sand lions liked to be. i picked up a handful of sand and threw it in his face. this gave me time to get away when he was screaming. then i remembered my bag. it had the pocket knife in it. i quick got it out and waited for him to come closer. this kid was so pissed at me, and i didnt even know who he was. and then something amazing happened. i stopped his fist with my knife. i could feel it cut through his bone. i was shaking so bad. i didnt want to hurt anyone. this time he screamed really loud and had to cover my ears. my house was half a mile away from where we were. i got up and sprinted with all my might even though my rib was yelling at me, "sit your ass down, Kyle!"


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