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UPDATE: Bio is not actually correct, need time to fix it.
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loyal.lonely.polite.incomprehensible.smart.quiet.sad.chaotic.
melancholic.timorous.curious.shy.timid.unstable.
painful.kind.understandable
MAIN INFORMATION
name: Saburo (Sab for short)
gender: male, stag
age: adult (37 for human)
orientation: bisexual
speak in these
set in game: beluga pelt,
default antlers(+candles ,
flowers), magpie mask
or fan mask
(if he didn't wear mask)
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current thoughts:
"well, as usual."
About
*Respects loyal and polite deers.
*Understand if somebody says "No"
*Likes fawns and mini-deers.
*Prefers to be alone, but likes somebody company.
*Desn't likes battles, but will protect friends, or unknown deers if it need.
*Has a poor health, so could be seriously destructed by little kick earlier, but now much stronger and healthier.
*Doesn't trust to skull masked deers, except if he knows it.
*Likes female looking stags, also likes to play in the "games" with other males. Has a posession to males.
*Quite sensitive, prone to mood swings.
*Doesn't active in relations at first, but can be very funny and active with friends.
Relations
*please note, deers go in random positions
Atuutluk -beloved mate, old friend, most important doe in the forest.
Bao- little daughter.
Atuuru- daughter
Uroluk- son
Misaki- little boy which need in some warm. like to care about him.
Oliver- adopted brother, missed him a lot.
Donut- adopted sister. First ever friend in the forestmissed her a lot.
Leviathann- old good friend.
Dinah Moon- one more important friend.
Crux, Atlaxis- important old friend.
Jokerman- strong doe, wich keep a good company. Friend.
Emmy- funny lady, friend.
Crybaby- long-time acquaintance.
Ephire- still not sure, but important deer. Saburo like his as soul brother, even if this is not mutually. Friend.
Dampir- friend.
Nidhem- a very good acquaintance.
Herla- something a bit less than friend, but only because of not so much time spended together.
Tieff- one of the strange relations. sab feels something to him, but not understand him at all.
Ravus- good acquaintance.
Estme- long-time freind.
Bu- little funny friend.
Rumen- good acquaintance.
Sianna- good feelings to her.
Geography- strange relation. Sab afraid and likes him. He likes to be in company of this stag, anyway.
Darcy- just acquaintance, may be.
Kagekaze- acquaintance.
*let me know, if I missed somebody, or write name wrong
-claims the 5th page-
Uruushou, Saburo's worst
Saburo's worst assumptions come true. He wished to little birdy to recover strength. After Atu' leaving, he decide to know a golden stag a little bit better.
"I noted, Oliver, you want to help others, even when you didn't know them. Why?" -asked he seriously. No, he didn't think it's bad. Saburo want's to know Oliver reasons. "Because...sometimes, good masks not showed real dark faces...".
estme,
Saburo smiled. "If only he knew what was happening in my head ... Gods...Energes...Powers...Invisible creatures...Ghosts...they all talking with me...and I know, why it's happening with me. Because I CHOOSE THIS WAY ". It was a truth. His relations with ..."Gods" was a more difficult then it seemed.
"Armaggedon...I'm...not a good in pray...if you want...I will glad...if you will pray for me..." -said he,as if in apology.
He looks at Grey stags face. "Do you mind if I little rest on your neck?". Saburo was sure, that he says that, but it was a just thoughts. Without waiting for an answer, he laid his head on his neck.
Nopje, you fast x) Yes, it
Yes, it was he, it was a funny , and it seemed like Rhad's clone still sitting. Thank you, it was a nice to meet you (:
Esty , x) you caught MY 5 page D: should I do something with you, my dear ? >:'D
Couldn't help myself, I was
Don't kill meeeeeeh~~
"It will be my pleasure to pray for you, Saburo." said the stag.
Armageddon took a deep breath. He always loved the silence and peacefulness of the Endless Forest. Could just sit and enjoy it for long hours. He calmed down a little, but still remained worried about his new friend. He looked back at him.
"I hope you feel comfortable? Is there anything I can do for you?"
The inquiry took Oliver by
I really am angry at myself
Regardless, I love Saburo and interacting with him his always such a joy. I hope he feels better soon! Jokerman's very worried, he's been such a good friend to her, whether or not she realizes it.
~Trackin'
11dollarbills, you shouldn't
I love your characters, much, even when sometimes, Sab didn't want to show that.
Saburo feels better, you can pass these words to Jokerman. He really wanted to sit with friends today as yesterday, but when he came, Only Tandem noted this. Sab asked Tandem for siting here, but he didn't answer.
so he decide, don't bother him.
wocio, thank you) I remember Fangorn, I think we met a few times.
estme, ok, ok, I forgive this
ok, ok, I forgive this little accident x) C:
Saburo was so frustrated, that he felt asleep as soon as he lay down on the shoulder of Armageddon. It was so comfortable and warm here...
"hrrrr....hs...ss....sss...phhhhss....hrr.....hrrrrrrrrrrrrr....rrrr.....ss.." - it was answer to Armageddon.
:3 I think, we should finish this episode, I hope, you don't mind c: If you want I'm gladly try another one ^^ events here, just already not correct to current events. I think so ^^
Uruushou,
It was a good answer. Actually. Seemed, Oliver really so good as he showed this. "Why I'm looking his bad side? Oh yes...because, all had a both sides. And if the brighter the light, the darker the dark."
"It's a good position. But sometimes, we just need to judge, because all others can't do that. You know...we all had a reasons for doing something. But what will you say to ones, who kills a child? You will try to guide him on the way of truth? Than he just kills and you and child. And will do than again. May be if you will judge him, and will fight, you could save a child. This all is very difficult, you know? Yes, all of us a good sometimes. But this world keep a balance. And if today you happy, tomorrow you will cry. "-Saburo wasn't sure, what he really wanted to say. It was a just painfull theme for him. He was very got burned, when I had the same opinion as Oliver.
The golden stag looked up at
He paused for a moment, tipping an ear in contemplation. "Of course, there are those whose darkness is so great that they refuse to walk another path. But the Mother and the Gods have given us all a most wonderful gift: free will. We all have the ability to make choices, to make mistakes. I just...don't think about frowning down on others. I wish to help them...to give them another chance. And perhaps, if the murderer is to be redeemed, then the perished fawn shall be as well."
Oliver smiled up at Saburo, his eyes unusually bright for addressing such a dark, hypothetical situation. He hoped that the larger stag would understand, for he had found that not many seemed to. So many were quick to judge, to anger, to bring about violence...but none of it solved anything.
"Of course, you right..."
"Just...will your be so kind and understandable, if it will be your child\friend\sister...? Can you understand and forgive those who caused the pain your closest...? I wish you newer get into such situations."
He thought again. He wasn't sure, Oliver understand rightly, what he want to say.
"And, please do not try to fix someone at the cost of your health and your life. Because, you it most important that you have. Without you, all another will be no matter for you. and others..."
(Behold, the Saburo throne!
Saburo's words were nothing but warm and kind, and the flame within the lantern began to flicker even brighter. What beautiful emotions they were...Oliver felt as if he could cry of joy. If only more deer felt this way, rather than suffering and anger. At the crow-stag's question, Oliver tipped an ear again curiously. "I'm afraid that I have no family other than Our Mother, but...I do believe that I would show them the same mercy as I would a friend or stranger. No one should need to be treated any differently due to association," he replied, almost pondering. "To forgive is one of our greatest mortal gifts...it truly is."
The larger stag's next words surprised Oliver, and he tilted his head, the wonder in his expression not once fading. "I never thought about that...risking my life, that is. Although I suppose it wouldn't bother me, if it means to save someone's soul. But...your words ring true. I...I promise, Saburo. Thank you." Smiling, the golden entity leaned forward and gave the crow-stag a peck on the cheek. When he drew back there was a wide, warm smile on his face, and the lantern was shining bright.
Armageddon smiled. I
I understand what you mean. Well, the time of roleplaying is usually quite different from the time of the actual plot xD
Thanks for the interaction, feel free to start a new one whenever you feel like it! (:
(lol, thank you ^__^) "how
"how long I have not seen such light deer" -thought Saburo. Oliver was like a golden miracle, like ghost of light, but no, he was a real. It can be touched, and his warm is real as all things around.
But Oliver's words about family was a surprise for Saburo. "He have no family?...".
Saburo thought. When he was a still new in the forest, he felt so lonly...while he met a wonderful deer. Day to day, they played and rested, but...Saburo looks around. all had a mothers, fathers, brothers, sisters...But Saburo was a still alone in the Forest.
After some time, Sab's friend, offered him a wonderful thing.
"Oliver..." -softly said Saburo,- "Do you want to have a family?".
He little afraid, about what will say Oliver. Because, if his heart was not belong to Atuutluk, he will be hopelessly in love with this piece of light and happiness.
A family... Oliver had never
Oliver had never thought about it much, if not at all. It wasn't until now that he realized just how alone he was in the forest. Of course, he had made friends like Saburo and Tandem...but a feeling of longing tugged at his heart. What did it mean to have a family? Security, warmth...love. Oh, love...such a beautiful and powerful emotion. It made his heart swell and become light as a feather just thinking of it. Unconditional love, always...it sounded so very wonderful, almost an unobtainable dream. But now, it was not. It was real...
Family...
The entity drew in a small intake of breath and then cast his gaze upward to meet Saburo's own. His ears tipped forward confidently, and his smile had returned. "I am curious as to what it means to have a family. I...I know I am not like the other deer in the forest, but I would like to be. Mother says I have a purpose, and I will hold true to it. But...I would love to know what it feels like to have a family as well." He looked down for a moment, casting his gaze aside almost in shame. "I...I don't want to be alone, Saburo...I get frightened, and it becomes dark..."
estme, I think we should
Uruushou,
"Oh, you'll never be alone, I promise!" -carefully said Saburo. He felt, like his heart fell down, when he saw Oliver's face in last his replic. Stag hugged a young deer and repeated,- "I don't let you be alone, Oliver."
A few minutes, he felt his fur, and heard a beat of heart. Then he made a big breath, and looked at boy's eyes. "Such a wonderfull eyes..."
"Oliver...I wish you were in my family. I wish you were my brother."
(Aww, I love this RP so much!
The golden stag looked up with wide eyes as Saburo made his promise, and a child-like smile returned to his pale face. Next thing he knew, Saburo was embracing him, and Oliver practically melted against the crow-stag. A shiver ran down his spine, and he lightly leaned against Saburo's solid weight and nosed at the thick fur that graced his neck and chest. "Saburo...thank you..." Oliver squeezed his eyes shut and took in a breath as he held the tears at bay. The lantern flickered with white-hot light, although gentle to the eyes even in its brightness.
Looking back up at the crow-stag, Oliver blinked at Saburo's words, his eyes wide. Brother... A brother. This is what he was missing...this is what everyone else had but him. He wanted to be like everyone else...he needed to be. "I...I would love to have a brother, and learn what it means to be one," the entity whispered as he gazed up at the bigger stag. It was strange...it felt as if none of this was real. But it was. He could feel Saburo...feel his emotions, his energy. It was all so real. Oliver's heart skipped a beat, his smile only growing brighter along with the light he carried.
(awww, really, I don't even
Saburo felt like a weight fell from his heart. Suddenly he bite Oliver's ear and smiled.
"Should never loose vigilant, Oliver. May be I'm monster, and will eat you when you will asleep"-Saburo made a scary face, and wide eyes, but after he laughed and kissed deer in a nose. "It's cold. That's good, you are in good health" -warmly said he and looked at the lantern."Where did you get this thing? It not seems usual for the forest."
He tries little change the theme of talking, because, his feelings was confused a lot. And he thought only about a young stag, which came to his life.
(Haha, I didn't expect it
The bite was unexpected, and the golden stag jumped slightly in surprise. However, he soon found himself giggling when the blue stag teased him and kissed his nose. "I don't believe that for one second, Saburo. I have seen my share of monsters, and you certainly aren't one!" he retorted with a wide grin, and happily returned the kiss and then tilted his head slightly. "Hn...you still seem to be a little ill, but you are much better than when I first met you. I was...very worried about you. I wish that there was more I could do for your pain... If only I were a healer," Oliver continued with a sigh. Sometimes he wondered how singing and keeping someone company alone was enough. Such things didn't mend wounds after all, or cure poisoning.
He perked up when Saburo asked about the lantern, and he turned his head as if to confirm it was there...only to have it swing out of his line of vision due to it being attached to his lower tine. Giggling, Oliver turned back to the crow-stag with an enthusiastic nod. "I was born with it! The Mother gave it to me, and told me that I had a purpose. She said that with it, I could light the way. I wouldn't ever let her down," he explained with a wide grin, and he pranced in place slightly, making the lantern swing and flicker with each movement.
Oliver then looked up at Saburo for a moment, his smiling never waning and his dark eyes somehow twinkling. "If you don't mind me saying so, your hair is pretty!" he exclaimed, leaning forward to give a few of the black strands a little nibble. He wished his own hair was as smooth; it was far too unruly sometimes!
Saburo, huh. I hope we meet
I hope we meet again. This morning was really nice.
(Gosh, he's beautiful.)
Uruushou, sorry, I'm reply
cicadia, so, it was you in fan pelt with red flowers? I hope too. really.
(No worries at all, River!
I think my golden stag Eomer
Uruushou, (finally x) ) He
He enjoys a golden light stag. He seems so childish and so serious at the same time. "Hmm, " -easy grinned Saburo, when heared about he isn't monster- "well, of course you right, but did you hear a story about fluffy evil? He looks almost like pretty little child, with innocent eyes, but all who was his "friends" died...Because He strangled them in hugs!" -in that moment Saburo fast jumped to Oliver and knocked him to the ground in an attempt to hug. And bitten a fluffy Oliver's ear again.
Hmmm. It looks really fantastic. He was borned with a lantern? Light the way? . Saburo looked at him, seriously. "I think...It's really amazing. Because...so many fallen souls, that need in light...and so many leave us...because of dark..."-he sadly dropped his head. Memory about little friend, was too close...
He smiled again, when heard about his hair. Oh, yes, it was that he really like in himself. Saburo softly looked at Oliver's hair, and clung to him, inhaling the warmth and light. "Oliver, you pretty at all, all your part"-he whispered
Wingeddeer, thank you for the company, I was really surprise, when your deer came to us. ^^ thank you))
(Hehe, no worries about the
Oliver's eyes widened as Saburo spoke of the story, completely fascinated, and then laughed uproariously as the larger stag playfully knocked him down and nibbled at his ear. "Ahaha, that is the scariest monster I've ever heard of!" he giggled joyously, flailing his limbs and lightly tapping his hooves against Saburo's belly as if to "attack" him. When his giggling finally subsided, Oliver blinked and smiled softly up at the blue stag. "Yes...there are many fallen souls, indeed. I never expected so many to be in this seemingly peaceful place," he replied quietly, the deeper meaning of the stag's words slipping past him...although, he did notice the sadness in Saburo's face and energy. The flame dimmed and flickered weakly, and Oliver suddenly felt very sad.
"Saburo...I wish you wouldn't be sad. You are so wonderful and sweet," he continued in a small voice, feeling as if he'd cry. But then, Saburo smiled...and everything seemed to be alright again. As Saburo clung to him, Oliver gently leaned into the blue stag's solid weight and buried his muzzle into his nape. The compliment took him by surprise, and he blushed with a soft giggle. "Mmf...thank you, Saburo; I've never been called pretty before. You're pretty, too!" he said with a warm grin, pulling back to kiss Saburo's nose again.
Most welcome,I like keeping
'S...sorry Bu dont wanted to
TA DAAA!
Don't think any of my deer
Art by Anjali. ♥
Butterbrot, don't worry about
AliceV, ;_________; thank you !
edit:
Kirness, whaat? x) Saburo was pretty often with Oliver, when he cared about Tandem. Really. They met at least two times ^^
... Deeerp. Oh yeah! Sorry,
Oh yeah! Sorry, it was kinda late when I posted that so I was slower than usual. XD
Art by Anjali. ♥
Aw jeez... Poor Sab. Hope
He looks like somebody shoot
but yeah, thats a happening, perfect pictured in my eyes.
Thank you for beeing part of your story.
I love your scetched diary entries anyway ~ <3<3<3
liviasyran, I hope too
Butterbrot, you said this like Sab gone forever x) thank you, anyway ^^
and yeh, he is a sort of psychically unstable ones, so doing something strange it's normal for him.
He will come back, I promise, just little later (:
No no no, sorry that was a
But iam glad to hear Sab will be back soon (: ❤
Hey there! ^_^ I don't know
I don't know why but at first Rumen thought Saburo was a female (even though the name is clearly a male one x) ) Nah~ stupid Rumen.
Oh and ~track
LOL? x) Saburo feminie
x)
Saburo feminie btw,yes a lot sometimes, so it's all right, he didn't care about gender.
thank you ^^
Fluffy cute Rumen xD
Have you checked your E-mail
You are more than welcome to
"It's nice to hear,
♥
"You look good, you big old
Jo may be as cranky as ever, but we're both so glad to see Saburo. It's been a while, and the last time we saw him he seemed sad.
Hopefully 11dolla and the
Although they're still ongoing, I'd like to thank you 3 for the antics c:
One of my group members for a class project (and might I mention he's a cool guy and very nice) is going through some really tough family drama right now: his dad is in the hospital since before our class started today, nobody knows what's going on with him, and he won't be able to make it tomorrow for our final project.
I'm worried about the project, but I'm more worried about his father and his family.
So here I was, ready to pop Emm in to just have her sit down so I can be sad and relax a little, when here comes Saburo to intorduce her to some lovely friends C:
Thank you all for cheering me up <3
11dollarbills, "Seems, you
"Seems, you right, Jo." -Saburo smiled to her. "I was ill...or something like that, I think. Obviously, it was my usually condition. Now I just tired to be sad and sick."
Saburo was glad to hear something from Jokerman, because he lost some of his friends,she was one of those whom he was sure.
"You are not in jumping mood today, yes?" -said he, remembering their last meeting.
Jo cute as always x)
FishBiscuit,
Oh, I hope it will be ok with father of your friend.
I'm always glad to see Emmy and you, so it was kinda strange when she sits alone. I just feels , it was really need to introduce Emmy to us.
Hope, you ok (:
Trackies =) My Natali was
Thank you Kaoori for this drawing!Natali looks beautiful =D
Tracking ^_^
He is sitting next to Wings
EDIT: Oh my, your CSS is beautiful.
This looks amazing @A@
Oh, thank you, Shaku c: css
thank you, guys for tracking
I figured I'd drop since I
He also got his ass kicked last night. So besides not liking to dance and run around, he wouldn't have been able to anyway.