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UPDATE: Bio is not actually correct, need time to fix it.
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loyal.lonely.polite.incomprehensible.smart.quiet.sad.chaotic.
melancholic.timorous.curious.shy.timid.unstable.
painful.kind.understandable
MAIN INFORMATION
name: Saburo (Sab for short)
gender: male, stag
age: adult (37 for human)
orientation: bisexual
speak in these
set in game: beluga pelt,
default antlers(+candles ,
flowers), magpie mask
or fan mask
(if he didn't wear mask)
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current thoughts:
"well, as usual."
About
*Respects loyal and polite deers.
*Understand if somebody says "No"
*Likes fawns and mini-deers.
*Prefers to be alone, but likes somebody company.
*Desn't likes battles, but will protect friends, or unknown deers if it need.
*Has a poor health, so could be seriously destructed by little kick earlier, but now much stronger and healthier.
*Doesn't trust to skull masked deers, except if he knows it.
*Likes female looking stags, also likes to play in the "games" with other males. Has a posession to males.
*Quite sensitive, prone to mood swings.
*Doesn't active in relations at first, but can be very funny and active with friends.
Relations
*please note, deers go in random positions
Atuutluk -beloved mate, old friend, most important doe in the forest.
Bao- little daughter.
Atuuru- daughter
Uroluk- son
Misaki- little boy which need in some warm. like to care about him.
Oliver- adopted brother, missed him a lot.
Donut- adopted sister. First ever friend in the forestmissed her a lot.
Leviathann- old good friend.
Dinah Moon- one more important friend.
Crux, Atlaxis- important old friend.
Jokerman- strong doe, wich keep a good company. Friend.
Emmy- funny lady, friend.
Crybaby- long-time acquaintance.
Ephire- still not sure, but important deer. Saburo like his as soul brother, even if this is not mutually. Friend.
Dampir- friend.
Nidhem- a very good acquaintance.
Herla- something a bit less than friend, but only because of not so much time spended together.
Tieff- one of the strange relations. sab feels something to him, but not understand him at all.
Ravus- good acquaintance.
Estme- long-time freind.
Bu- little funny friend.
Rumen- good acquaintance.
Sianna- good feelings to her.
Geography- strange relation. Sab afraid and likes him. He likes to be in company of this stag, anyway.
Darcy- just acquaintance, may be.
Kagekaze- acquaintance.
*let me know, if I missed somebody, or write name wrong
awww ^this is cutest thing
A request made for you. :3
Hi, my fawn had fun with you
Tracking C: I love that
I love that drawing at the top. :'D
He's so cuddly.
Track. : )
Hey there, just wanted to ask
Yes,
with same nickname, like here x)
I love the new picture of the
Argh Saburo, ilusm. Someday,
3linmaya,
shaku, i think all your deers are nice, they are just a different (:
Armageddon appreciates
I was walking today as
Don't worry, I'm little busy too. And yes, nice to meet you and your character.
Saburo had a stress today after some not successful dating, so he need somebody who will not run away when he come. And I'm glad, that Armageddon is that deer :3
My goodness, he's very happy
so many friends around C:
Awww C: That sure would make
He's soooooo cute xD Hopping everywhere~
I'm not sure if I asked you
You don't asked before, and I
(:
It's an Instant Messenger.
http://explore.live.com/windows-live-messenger?os=other
Edit -
Also, it is good to see you and Saburo today. :3 Luckily I had today off work so I can be on at this time of day. <3
I will try now to work with
Oh, yes, yes, I'm so glad to see you both, but I'm little bisy now, sorry ^^"
Hm. I am not sure about the
And it is ok. If you want we can move Sabu' and Atu' to a sleeping spot and let them rest together. If we do that then I can just update one of my games that requires downloading something while you're busy. Updating/downloading things lags TEF so I only do it when my deer are being quiet and un-active in the forest. XD
oh, it's not working.
and of course, my very stabile internet working as always x)
I think, saburo will disappear sometimes, and i'm not sure if it will be possible to remoove him to sleeping spot((x
"It is good to see you... I
Saburo hugged Crux as he can,
"And, i don't know what happened with me...this is happened after fog. I was very active, and we dahced and played a lot, but now I feel crushed...and every day it it gets worse...oh...I'm sorry, I'm glad to see you, and want to play with you or just walk around, but I can't...sorry..."
"Haha... I wouldn't expect
"To be with friends this is a
He noted a Blue rawen stag, he remembered him.
"I see..." -he turns to Crux,- "here is your boyfriend come"- smiled Saburo.
"He is a little confused, yes? Crux, my dear, you have a excellent taste for stags, I love him too" -He nodded playfully, "Do you mind, if I will kiss him sometimes, he is so handsome" -Saburo wasn't sure if it was a joke, or not.
He feels better, a lot. May be it was because of sleeping a lot, but he was sure, it's because friends were around.
She smirked. "Yes, being with
"I will try don't make him
Sweet , sweet ^_^ I think this is end for today, I'm gonna leave forest soon, and Sab will not active. Thank you so much, I'm really missed you for all this time. :3
"Heh, both I suppose? Mate
((Haha, I missed you guys too! I'll try to be on more, this was very very sweet<3 you take care C: ))
Pleasedon'tkillmeIcouldn'thel
Armageddon had been watching a lonely stag from the distance for a while. He was hesitating whether he should approach him or not. Saburo probably didn't consider him as a friend yet, didn't trust him much. And, as he seemed in a bad condition, he might as well see Armageddon as a threat. But a young stag had already noticed that not everyone in the Forest acts that instinctively. He approached Saburo quietly and leant his head as he spoke.
"Sir... are you alright?"
(haven't chosen a color for his speech yet :P
poor Saburo, he seriously should go on some non-mushroom diet!)
Iloveyou:'D The blue stag
The blue stag seemed slept. But he startled when heard a speech. He opened eyes, and with a long groan tried to move legs. "I can't feel it...my legs...I can't feel, do you understand?" - his face was very perplexedly and scared.
(maybe something about grey-violet? or some colors of grey?(:
really, I don't know what to do with him, he can't move >>he can't eat, drink and other things, he nothing can't do. Obviously he wanted to die, again x) we can't let him do that, yes? )))
(aye! being unable to do
Armageddon immediately understood the situation was rather serious. But he could do nothing about it. He didn't have any herbs some deer used to carry around. Couldn't cure him either as he knew nothing about it. All Armageddon had to offer was his genuine support. He sat just next to Saburo so that he could feel a warmth of his body. Maybe that would help a little.
"What happened?"
Saburo was wondered what
"what happened...I'm really want to know too, what happened with my brain, and what a hell I started eat this damn mushrooms..."- he abruptly turns his head in a rage buried in the ground.
In that pose, he was silent several minutes, thinking about something.
"but... - he looked at the stag, :I'm glad, that I'm not alone...why..why, you came to me,every time when I'm really need in company? -asked he very shy. He feels a pleasant warmth, and it's a little calmed him.
Armageddon listened to his
"Well, I..." he started to answer his question, but hesitated.
Why was he here? Armageddon thought that Saburo feels the same way he does. Every time they met Sabu seemed lonely. But he didn't force himself upon others. Was definitely too polite to do so.
He seemed lonely even in his loneliness. And that was the way Armageddon felt too.
"Nobody deserves to be alone, sir" he answered silently.
my dear, I'm need go to
(:
and, I'm little wonder, how Armageddon looks? I mean, concept, not forest's apperiance :3
That's ok, of course! I am
I am still working on his appearance actually. His antlers concept can be found somewhere here, but I'm not very satisfied about it. He surely is bigger than an average deer as I decided he also should be a dragon outside the Forest. After all he's Illrose's son.
But as soon as I design his appearance I'll post a link to the picture on his bio (:
Hee. Posting this here since
Sabu's so sweet. xD And being referred to as a 'he' wouldn't be incorrect, it just might offend her a little!
ocean, oh, nice to see you
I'm really sorry, but I was little confused, when read "Born neither male or female", I'm really sorry, I loose next words, now I understand , that it's "she". I'm sorry (: It just a little difficult to see all moments, when i don't know English well. Really sorry.
Naah, it's true! 'She' really
It's nice to see you too. Sabu's good to sit with in-forest. 8D
That was my fault, some time
So, I think, we understand each other, yes? I've already changed Sab's opinion about Quill's gender, hope, it' s ok. (:
and, Saburo very don't like use something another , when deer call himself "she" or "he", he respects other deer's opinions, and first and foremost trying to accept a deer how they sees himself.
Naturally I'm fine with it!
Sabu's so sweet. I need to find him more in-forest. -pets him-
[edit] Poor guy, poisoned by mushrooms. D: I was wondering why he couldn't play today. Quill sends her best wishes, then. <3
ocean, x) thank you thank you
estme, oh, that's good. I just wanted to little describe Saburo's feelings about Armageddon, but understand , that I even don't know how he looks. Anyway, he is pretty, yes, yes? ^___^
Saburo feels like this deer knows about what he talking. And his words felt into Saburo's heart. In his most painfull place. "Nobody deserves to be alone..."
He wanted to cry, scream and bite the earth. But he can't. He could not let himself be a rag with this kind silent and definitely a strong stag. He kept feelings and turned away for a few minutes.
Then, he turns to the stag, and smiled, -"Of course, not...Of course nobody deserves this..."
duuuhhh, all of my characters
XD
Armageddon tried to calm down. After all panicking was the worst thing he could do. Indeed, he was worried about the stag, just as few days ago he was worried about his mother. But Mother Illrose was strong, she could take care of herself, while Saburo... he seemed to be a much more delicate creature, somebody who was in a desperate need of help and support. Armageddon couldn't leave him just like this.
"Sir" he whispered after a short while a silence. "Do you believe in Gods?"
Aaand check my blog. There's something for you there c:
The golden stag named Oliver
estme, oh, i'm really sorry,
oh, i'm really sorry, for long time without answer ^^"[waitingforArmageddonref]
Ohh, and ;___; thankyou for amazing drawing of Sab! :3
Of course, he believed in something. Saburo wasn't sure, if it was a Gods, or something else, but he did. He beleived with his own way.
"I think...this is no matter how we will call that. I believe, that here is something a great, that can protect us, or kill. so...if it convenient to you call this Gods, yes, I believe in Gods."
Only now, Saburo noted, that this stag, addresses him with "sir". This caused him confusion. He did not deserve such treatment. "and...do you know? my name is Saburo. Please, don't call me sir."
Uruushou,
Of course, Saburo remembered this golden stag. All day he thought about him. Frendly, he didn't ask anything, but gave a lot of warm.
"Greetings to you too...I'm glad we met again. I remembered you, I can't didn't do that. And I wish to know whats your name" -answered Saburo with a full bow.
He noted, how changed a face of deer when they sniff each other. "He feels a lot. yes...I'm not in the best condition now. but...when I was in the best condition more than one-two days? It's always something wrong happened with me."
"I'm very well, my friend. I can little walk, and my head don't want crack. It's much better, after I was lying days could not even move move my legs, because I didn't feel it." -Saburo smiled. It was a truth, he felt a much better right now.
But actually, he overestimate their capabilities. When he accepted the offer to Oliver to sit, he almost fell down, could not resist.
I'm really sorry for so long no answer @_@
(No worries at all, hon! c:
Oliver's eyes lit up when Saburo said that he remembered him. Not only that, but he seemed happy to see the golden stag again. The lightly flickered a little brighter, and Oliver smiled wide. "I am so happy that you remember! My name is Oliver. And yours?" he replied. His ears pulled back slightly as the blue stag continued, but his soft smile remained. "It is such a relief to me that you're feeling better. I...I don't like seeing others in pain," he spoke softly as he gently sniffed at the other stag's face again.
When Saburo stumbled, however, Oliver could not suppress a gasp. "Oh Gods...are you alright?" Concern was thick in his voice as he settled between Saburo and Tandem, nosing softly at the blue stag's shoulder.
"My name is
It was a soft and comfortable, here. Second day, he sees a little birdy creature sleeping with friends. Seemed, he was not ok.
"Do you know, Oliver, this little birdy, yes? He is just resting, or...something happened with him?" -he loved a same creatures, like this blue birdy, because, they always remind him about friends.
After some time, he heard a familiar voice, of course it was she. Saburo called her here, and when light beautifull doe comes, he said to friends : "This is Atuutluk...My love...I hope you don't mind if she was here, with us" .
He was happy. and little not sure about Jokerman. Seemed it's not a good, to be with female friend and a beloved. Hopefully, Jo wasn't seemed offend.
Saburo hopes, Oliver didn't mind, if he will sit with Atu'. He wanted to be with friends, and with beloved, but he can't break between all. So he choose her, because, they meets rather rare.
The golden stag made a small
Blinking, Oliver tore his gaze from Tandem and smiled at the one named Atuuluk. "Why, hello there," he addressed the doe, inclining his head in friendly greeting. "Your company is most welcome, of course!" A beaming smile had formed upon the golden's lips as he gazed upon the two. This was...so wonderful. If there was anything he couldn't stand, it was being alone.
"Very well then, si...
Paused for a moment, as if he was pondering. After a short while he continued:
"Because if you believe in Gods or any... type of force or energy that can control every single being in the Forest. And if you believe that it has a power to change something in your life... try to pray."
He barely refrained from adding "sir" at the end of the sentence.
"But if you don't wish to, I will pray for you. I believe Gods care about life in the Forest. And the Forest itself. I believe they will treat us good if we show respect to them."
When it came to the matter of belief, Armageddon could talk about Gods and how wonderful they made this plave for hours. But he didn't mean to annoy him or force his beliefs upon Saburo.
You're welcome ^^
I think this was the stag